Today

Hi I'm new here. My family and I found out yesterday that our beloved Golden Retreiver, Murdock, had liver cancer. He was only showing any signs for the fist time this past Sunday. We are utterly devestated bc today we had to have him put to sleep. My daughter and I have cried nonstop all day long. My father and mother and sister have called me all day long, crying as well. We can not believe how sad we feel. We have lost our Purty Murdy. We have several other dogs aside from Murdy, but it's still hard losing him. I have squeezed and loved on them all day long. I truly can't stand this. I can hardly get out of the bed. Please tell me it gets easier soon. The hurt is big.