I Am Hurting So Much And Want To Find Pet Psychic

i live in british columbia canada and am also looking for a reputable animal communicator. i had to have my precious animal companion mocha cat put to sleep on march 8, 2006 and would really like to find a reputable animal communicator to ensure she is ok and understands why i did this. i have heard her meowing in the house and rubbing against my legs. i know she wants to comfort me and she does, but i would like to be able to communiate with her and make sure she is happy and alright. i want to tell her how much i miss her and love her. i would appreciate knowing if anyone has found someone that is reputable. thank you for understanding.

It Hurts So Much

i lost my special friend mocha cat three days ago and am really struggling with the pain. everytime i look over to where her kitty condo used to be i start to cry. everytime i go to do laundry and she is not following me i start to cry. i feel so empty inside. am i going crazy?