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 Depression Sets In, Abby's Passing |
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 Dec 30 2004, 04:36 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 126 Joined: 1-December 04 Member No.: 586  |
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Dec 30 2004, 05:42 PM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 120 Joined: 10-September 04 From: Atlanta, GA Member No.: 473 |
I'm sooo sorry. I know how hard this is. My husband and I never had children and Dieter was our four legged baby and it has been a real struggle without him in our life. Yes, life has forever changed and now I have to continue and I will, but it's hard because I miss him soooo much. You have just lost your little angel, abby, and you need to cry and grieve for her. Let yourself be sad, it's truly ok and all of us here sooooo understand. Keep coming here and write as much as you want and read other people's journeys. It really helped me see that what I was feeling was normal and gave me hope that one day I could smile again. You and your husband are in my thoughts.
Libby -------------------- Dieter you will live in our hearts forever
May 25,1990 - September 8,2004 "Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth." -- Genesis 9:16 |
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Dec 30 2004, 06:12 PM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 153 Joined: 14-December 04 Member No.: 614 |
Abby's Mom,
I know. Your post makes me cry because I feel it too. Today I kept catching myself thinking Punky is still around. When I laid my head down for a second, I reached for Punky. When I woke up and didn't see him, I looked to his basket. It's crushing me, learning over and over again that my baby is gone. I've never cared so much about the afterlife and eternity and all those things as I do now. I'm forced to reconsider these concepts because I want to do whatever it takes to get to Punky again. I already know that this is a disingenuous way to try to get into Heaven, and ultimately I hope to find true faith in God, which is probably the most deserving way to get through the Pearly Gates.  -Punky's Mom -------------------- Bright Eyes, burning like fire. Bright Eyes, how can you close and fail? How can the light that burned so brightly suddenly burn so pale, Bright Eyes? |
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Dec 31 2004, 03:09 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 496 Joined: 6-November 04 From: Lynden, Wa Member No.: 548 |
It is the pits I know, a searing pain right through the center of your being. Then comes that overwhelming saddness, you have to take BABY STEPS through this one at a time. I feel it phycially in the part of my soul I try and protect from pain, it is brought right up to the surface. This is a hard time of year. I just feel like it is the year I lost my boy... not the excitment of a new year and what it may bring. Just hang in there Abby's mommy.
 Pamela
-------------------- Moose, you were a gift for my heart and my soul. I am so thankful to have had you. I love you forever My Mooser.1995-2004
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Dec 31 2004, 03:24 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 1,165 Joined: 31-October 04 Member No.: 538 |
Dear Abby's Mommy, I know it is a terrible thing to be without our babies. I hope that some day you and I will be able to smile again. Like you I feel I am without my heart for Snookie was my heart beat as I said the very first time I posted on LS. Being without my baby just hurts so much so I know how you feel. I haven't found any relief from the pain but then my baby has only been gone since the 26th.
Ann -------------------- My girls went to the Rainbow Bridge 6 weeks and 3 days apart. Snookie had cushing's disease, and later developed diabetes. Both had cancer, Snookie had cancer of the liver, and Chili Bean had cancer of the pallet. Chili Bean was our son's chihuahua but we kept her often throughout her life and she stayed with us for the last 9 months of her life. Chili Bean also had asthma and heart failure. We will see you in Heaven my precious darlings. Snookie Lynn Howard 2-04-94 - 12-26-04 Senorita Chili Bean Bubbles Howard 11-05-94 - 11-11-04 |
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Dec 31 2004, 07:38 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 641 Joined: 24-April 04 From: Mississippi Gulf Coast Member No.: 308 |
I feel it too. All our precious babies -- the first year without them in so, so long. It is my first year without Hannah since 1988!!! 1988!!! Lord, I cannot believe it. My heart goes out to all of you.
Marcia |
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