It Hurts Too Much Today, I Can't Do The Things I Need To Do Options

[BabyHannahsMom]

I wanted so much to respond to all of your posts today with hopeful and encouraging words. I was able to last week, but now today, I have that "just want to go back to bed" feeling. I know we are all going through so much grief now. I miss my baby Hannah so much. I am so often -- too often still overwhelmed with grief and guilt. I still can't believe I was able to take my baby and have her put to sleep.

There still is no one in my life who understands. No one I can talk to about it almost seven months later. The pain is just boiling and bubbling inside me. I miss my baby. I know these feelings aren't doing me or anyone any good, but I can't seem to help it today -- again.