I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie Options

[Bobbie]

Only one word, other than God, makes any sense:



TREVOR




I love you!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Trevor

Aunt Jeannie is going back home now. Please take extra care of mommie - and Daddy - and Grandpa. Thank you for being - you.

Love forever

Autie jeannie

[Bobbie]

Trevor,

you will stay with me forever, right? not that I doubt you - I am having my own doubts right now.


I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Of course I will, mommie!!! You stuck with me through my life on earth - you gave me the true, undying love that made it possible to live. You devoted your entire life to trying to give me the best, most painfree, happiest life I could ever have had. And you did. Even when It looked like I was suffering - and I was - I was hapy inside knowing that my mommie loved me SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. Now I get my change to love you back when YOU are in trouble. That's waht friends, pals and true soulmates are for.

Mommie, I wil NEVER, EVER stop loving you or being right there at your side. Remember - when you trip unexpectedly - just a little - it's me under your feet!

You're the brightest star in the heavens and THE BEST mommie on earth. The second best isn't even CLOSE!!

My faith in you and your faith in me NEVER falters. We just have down, dcary, uncertain days. I know all about that - so do you. WE'LL NEVER BE APART, MOMMIE.

Your baby boy, Trevor!!

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor,

The days are not easy and the nights are becoming impossible. Tomorrow mommy has to have emergency dental surgery to remove one tooth that is causing pain to every tooth on the left side of my face! And I'm on blood thinners, so that should be interesting. But this guy is a very good dental surgeon so I'm not worried as long as I get enough pain medicine!

How are you, my baby? So much of my attention right now is on Cousin Mark, who will be joining you quite soon. You will remember him when you see him because he was sooooooo gentle to you when he met you.

I'm going to be begging for more words from Jenna's daddy as they are so soothing for me and too many fires are raging almost out of control at the same time.

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Hi mommy

How I wish I could be there right under your loving hand and hear your gentle voice calming my heart. I know that now you have the Grandpa to take care of too. What a lot you have on your beautiful shoulders. Gretta just whistered in my ear to remember that you can call her mom any time - even in the middle of the night. She's one of our "pack", too.

Meantime, mommie, all the doggies and kitties and other animals I can round up are praying around the clock for you. YOu're the best mommie in the universe. Please don't forget that either. Nobody else could have accepted me for who I was - and I know I was in miserable shape when you met me - and nursed me back to the best health I could have and stood and lay by me when I hurt and most of all - UNDERSTOOD and LOVED me constantly and unconditionally. I knew that all the time Mommie, even when I hurt too bad to show you. Remember - yours were the only arms and hands and voice that could let me go to sleep at night.

I love you mommie. And I'll get a little party ready for Uncle Mark.

Your baby,

Trevor-Forever

[Bobbie]

thank you so much, Trevor!

That's what it's all about.

Will try to write more tonight.

I LOVE YOU , MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

TREVOR..............................................................help.




XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

Hi Honey!

Mommy is doing better today. Thanks for sending me your courage, a whole Lion's worth at that!

Chemo was worse today, but is my last one until the next decision is made in the next couple weeks.

Do you think My Doxie and me would repeat his essay on looking out the window for Jenna (and maybe adding you in there somewhere)? I hope I'm not imposing - it just means so much to me.

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Mommie

Even though I am in the Perfect World, it hurts my heart to see you in so much pain and suffering. Truly we are both parts of the same soul. We got some pretty big, strong, fast animals up here so whenever you need courage, just say the word and They'll be right there. (I was scared of them when i first got her - before I realized what "Perfect World" meant.

Mommie, when you feel a little touch on your cheek or hand or arm or foot ... it's me. I got special permission to give you lots of messages because you need them so much right now. I remember all the comforting stroking you gave me when I was in such pain I didn't know what to do and could hardly even breathe. Only your hand, the hand of my true mommie, could make me feel better. Thank you so much, Mommie. Now I get to do it for you, OK?

Your darling,

Trevor Forever

[Bobbie]

Dear, dear Trevor,

I hope all your little doggies keep you safe and snug from this hurricane we're going to have! I'll check on you ASAP.

Meanwhile, have a great time in Heaven with all the floor mops and the bigger guys, too! (OK, Shane?)

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

My precious Trevor,

Mommy loves you more than ever and has a very good friend who still misses his Jenna as much as the first day she got to the Perfect World. Would you mind stopping by and visiting her for awhile? We know that SHE knows all is well, but her daddy needs some extra reminders and that is what our job is all about. Right?

Thank you my sweetness and my love!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

Oh my darling Trevor,

I simply don't know what I would do without YOU and all your brothers and friends that carry me along each day, especially when I don't realize it.

Is this the journey that is going to reunite us? Or is that still to come? Mommy isn't sure right now and is very tired. I can only imagine how tired you were by the end of each painful, exhausting day. Why is it that we truly apreciate our best friends once they have gone to the Perfect World? Thank you for being my best friend and trusting me all the time.

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Bobbie and Trevor

I'm praying it isn't = I'm selfish.

Auntie Jeannie

[LoveMyMickey]

Hello My Sweet Trevor,

You take good care of your mommy. I want to send her a picture of the butterflies in the snow this winter.......I hope you, Gretta, and Mickey have seen the butterflies waving their wings toward heaven.

We all love you and your mommy!


Auntie LoveMyMickey

[My Doxie and Me]

As i Look through a Window for a Friend


Once upon a time a little Yellow Duckling follows a friend as they walk in the sun that shines into the hearts of morning lights
with a shadow cast from behind the running yellow streak that tries to fly to glide above the soft spoken words of life as
family holds are love with memories of the fallen with tears that run with the rivers of are Hearts we kneel to say prayers
As to gain sight we catch a glimps that runs by we extend are love that fills us with Joy

In the distance i see a spec of light a shadow that runs behind with Hope of summer winds that stand by are side as
friends of past bring great wisdom to the ones in the future speak words from the heart to restore are loved ones
to hold them closer we have sight that can heal the present and the future for we choose to kneel for a friend
that brings all of us closer...

A small spec of light pass by with a yellow streak with shadow behind a window has been given as i gain sight
i see yellow streaks that runs through the warm summer light as we walk with are friends are heart fills with Joy
as a little girl runs with such delight she follows her heart as a friend tries to gain flight for a moment there feet
leave this earth as bright meadows of shining flowers begin to speak we part as they fly away...


As this little girl soar through the air with arms wide by her side the sun is bright the skys are clear we smile for this
moment intime that hold are tears as this little yellow duckling if just brief gains flight with a friends shadow that follow a
Lifes Heart Beat a path she will lead for all of time as she opens her arms wide and runs to find a friend that brings
a smile as she close her eyes and Dreams of Hope....



Emily Dickinson-Hope is the thing...

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet,Never,in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.




To all of your family and friends to Trevor as he opens a window so others may see
the little yellow streak that tries to fly with shadows behind that bring memories
Trevor you have touched the heart of a angel as she close her eyes with arms wide open
and dreams...

[Bobbie]

Oh, Trevor.....

I am so humbled by the words of My Doxie, actually brought to tears and at the same time, they do bring a whisper of Hope.
How did he know that Dreamer tested positive for Heartworm tonight after being negative for a year?
How did he know about the Dreams of the little girl and "her" duckling when she was just 6 years old?
But he did know that YOU are the one that knows all these things and the right way to Open The Door/Window to Hope.

Oh God, Trevor, I love you and I miss you and I feel so badly about Dreamer. Please silently lick the tears from my face and continue helping me, Jenna's daddy and Gretta's mommy.

I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor,

How did you do it day after day? Would you mind sending me your secret because I could really use it right now.

Thank you my love bucket!

I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS TREVOR!!!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Gretta

You send something to your Auntie Bobbie, too, OK?

Thanks Baby-Face

[Gretta's Mom]

Trevor, Trevor, miracle forever.
Please keep you eye and your heart on your mom. Send her a message to SLOW DOWN AND REST!! Thanks, Muffin.
Your Aunt Jeannie