I Love You, Trevor Options

[Bobbie]

Good Morning, Trevor!

Mommy didn't sleep one wink last night. Guess it was all that Prednisone and worry about today's tests. But I know they are going to come out fine.

Ihope you had a really good night's sleep and are raring to go this morning. Gotta keep up with that Benjamin you know!

We're at Day 6 now and each day is a bit lonelier, sadder and harder for me, bit I know it will be a very special day for us, no matter what. Because YOU are in Heaven and completely healed - no pain, no scared, just fun and games all day long, like it's supposed to be.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[LoveMyMickey]

Hi Sweet Trevor,

Gather all the angel furbabies together and keep sending those love and healing rays down to your mommy.

Bobbie, I hope your tests went well today. You are in my thoughts and prayers to be healed soon.......I love you and your precious angel Trevor.

(((HUGS))))

LoveMyMickey

[DannysMom]

Oh my sweet Trevor,

...

I know the right decisions were made. I know this was absolutely the best for you, but why does it have to continue to hurt as badly as it does? And why do so few people care? I guess we just live in a here-today-gone-tomorrow society now which allows most of them to not have to think about or deal with real and continuing pain. Or maybe it's me that is all wrong. Maybe I'm supposed to think, "Well, Trevor's been dead for a year now, so that's that. On to something else." But that is going to happen only when hell freezes over.

...

Bobbie, so sorry that you are having a tough time. I don't think it's people not caring. They probably don't know what to say when they see you are hurting so much still. Each grief journey is different. For some people it can take up to two years to really feel better and be able to adjust to life without their precious companion. Sometimes people get "stuck" in the grief journey because of unresolved issues or other losses. When you get sad please remember that Trevor is at peace. He has no more pain. He is restored to his former youthfulness as moon_beam would say. Try to spend some extra time with Kelley and Dreamer and give them lots of cuddles.

[Bobbie]

Oh my sweet, sweet Trevor!

We got a beautiful, custom made card from Auntie Jeanne today and if she hadn't used molasses to make Rufus' paw print, we'd be able to read the inside of the card!

Honey, we lost a very dear friend, Mr. Gonzalo, who was my RCIA boyfriend, to cancer today. So we are sad on a human level. But in my sympathy message to his widow I used the consoling and very true words from this site, that while we are physically separated, we are always spiritually connected through our God. You might want to look for him in the Human - Man section. He has a wonderful beard and a loving smile. He doesn't talk very loud, but I guess that isn't important in Heaven!

Trevor, I hope most of the people who check out this topic realize that the incredibly special, yet short relationship you and I had, kept me going for those two years. YOU gave me the gift of living again and I hope I gave you the gift of really living for awhile and enjoying it, then giving you a most peaceful passage to the Perfect World. THAT is why I am still so sad, almost one year later. You were so pure and sincere every single minute of every day and night. That will never be seen by me again.
Oh! I DO LOVE Kelley and Dreamer ! They have the best life I can give them and they are so totally different. My late father-in-law (Sam) always told me that when he died, he only wanted to come back as MY dog! He knew who had it good!
So, to all you wonderful folks who keep a check on Trevor and me, I thank you with all my heart for caring and making sure that Trevor is never forgotten!

Peace and blessings to you all!
I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

Dear, dear Mr. Trevor,

Mommy hasn't been on this site for a couple days. I have been trying to help Mr. Gonzalo's widow (Mrs. Myra) with many tasks we humans do when a good person goes to Heaven.

Pure - that is the BEST word to describe you. Yes, that's it. You are a sweet, sweet boy for sure and precious in all sorts of ways, but from the minute we saw each other for the first time, I knew there was a word out "there" that described you perfectly. And I found it, just in time for your one year anniversary! Your heart is pure, your thoughts are pure, your motivations are always pure, your love is pure. One day I will be able to write it in the sky so that everyone will know: Trevor = Pure Pure = Trevor !!!!!

We only have a few more days to go and these were so, so sad and hard for me. You had no idea what was coming, but I hope you were hoping for something good. That was to be my ultimate gift to you. Auntie Jeanie even wrote a Happy Birthday in Heaven note to you that day! I still have it on my mirror. Four days now. And I wish I could add.......until we are together again, but that time will come. I know it will come when the Almighty say's it's time.

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

PS: was that you flying with Mickey past his mommy?

[Gretta's Mom]

Hi Bobbie

All of my prayers (and Rufi's too if dogs can pray) are with you today. No, you're NOT stuck. I think we grieve in proportion as we love - we your love for Trevor was exceptional on this earth. God is blessing you in a special way today.

Gretta's mom

[LoveMyMickey]

Hi Sweet Trevor,

Please send your mommy a butterfly to comfort her and to let her know everything is okay.......I read that butterflies are the most common symbol of communication from our guardian angels or a loved one that has passed away. Sometimes birds do the same thing.

Trevor, in the next post is your first anniversary in heaven poem I wrote for your mommy.

I LOVE YOU!!

LoveMyMickey

[LoveMyMickey]

2008 – July 22, 2011



Ode To Trevor

The sweetest, bravest, kindest, Buff Cocker Spaniel ever.

One year ago today, sweet boy,

The angels took you away

To that Perfect World called Heaven

Forevermore to stay.



You were rescued to your forever home

Carrying so much fear and pain.

But with tender love and gentle care

Your mommy always helped you

Feel better again.



Everybody knew you had

Such a pure and loving heart.

But it was such a short time

Before you had to depart.



You taught us humans

So many meaningful life lessons

Before you had to leave,

But we never did quite learn

How not to grieve.



Your Sweet Living Spirit

Will help your family along the way.

Their pure undying love for you

Is in their heart to stay,

Forever Trevor

[Bobbie]

My dearest Trevor,

This is a very difficult letter to write to YOU. But I know you will understand as few other dogs or humans do, so that is why I am going to tell you what is happening to mommy.
Today I just found out that I will probably be very, very sick for quite awhile. I will need an operation and will have to stay in the hospital for a little while. I do not know when the operation is going to happen because I have not formally met with the surgeon (a doctor who does the operation). That should happen some time in the next two weeks. Then mommy will need some medicine that might make her feel really icky for awhile, but will be good for me in the end.

I am sorry to have to tell you this so close to your one-year anniversary, but we never kept anything from each other before so why start now? Right now mommy is very scared, sad and having all sorts of different feelings. But one feeling that NEVER changes is the LOVE I have for you. That lasts forever. And we will celebrate your anniversary just as we planned. I even told Andrew about it.

I love you, my Trevor, with everything I have. Now I must keep your Life Lessons in front of me at all times because they will help me tremendously.

BTW - I am writing this to YOU, Trevor, on this site because I don't know how to send a PM to YOU any other way. I'm not publishing this for anyone else. Your friends will understand because they know YOU!

Have a peace-filled night and know that your mommy is with you always!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

PS: Don't you just LoveMyMickey?????????

[Gretta's Mom]

Hello Bobbie / Trevor

Gretta has gathered her and Trevor's pack, now numbering in the thousands, and has issued a call to all the other LS animals and animals who don't have someone to mourn for them and alnimals who were "sent home" in the interest of science .... it's a real crowd. If you listen REAL carefully, you can hear the barking.

All of us are praying for you (and I have a photo that proves that dogs CAN pray) to the Loving God who lives where you live. The prayers of the righteous avail much - a good man Saint Paul - he's up there with you - wrote that long long ago. It guarantees us that prayer works.

If we have faith the size of a mustard seed, we're promised that we can move mountains. And our favorite saying is "Where there's life, there's hope." Said at a time when Mom's sickness was FAR worse than the one she might have now.

Gretta and all your cousins, Mickey, Hermie the Bunny, Muppie the Pit and all the other loving animals where you are will stick even closer by you until all is right on earth.

BTW Trevor ... SEND YOUR MOM A SIGNAL, GUY!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Gretta's mom

[LoveMyMickey]

Dear Mommy,

I am sending you a butterfly angel. All of us in this Perfect World Heaven are sending powerful prayers to the Good Lord for you to get well. I LOVE YOU, MOMMY!

Your Little Boy, FOREVER TREVOR. XOXOXO

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor, Gretta's Mom and LoveMyMickey,

I am, indeed, blessed beyond what I should be. The human and animal response to my medical news has been overwhelmingly positive and that helps a whole lot! Trevor, through all of what is to come, I will keep your Live Lessons rght in front of me so that I do not forget how a truly good animal/person lives. It is not easy by any stretch of the imagination when someone is feeling well - can imagine what it's like when they're not. I guess I'll find that out.

And Trevor, I would like you to take a message to the Big Guy (God) for me: tell Him "thank you for sending Cousin Diane to me." She is amazing and is so giving that you would have loved her. She's already made phone calls for mommy, typed up notes and given me "actions" to do next week. I get the weekend off because of your one-year anniversary, honey.

Thank you for the angel butterfly. It's so hot and humid around here that I'm not going outside as much and neither are the boys, so my chances of seeing a real butterfly are slim. Although I saw a huge, yellow with black tips butterfly the other day. One minute he was there and the next .....gone! Hermy, was that you? I know Mickey is white and Gretta is chocolate (I LOVE chocolate!), but Hermy kinds of blends colors. Ok, we'll say it was Hermy.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Good morning Trevor,

Could you let your mom know that signals from you do not always look exactly like you, please? Gretta's one and only signal to me was a nanosecond flash of a Irish Setter running between me (on Gretta's bed) and her food-and-water bowls. Like your signal - which was a yellow-and-black butterfly, who came and went in a instant. I'm sure it was ALL of you boys getting together in a single butterfly - yellow (for you buff guys), black (for Kelly and Jasper), and a flying being for Spot and Squirt. Like: EMERGENCY! EMERGENCY! GATHER UP GUYS. WE DON'T HAVE TIME TO SEND SIGNALS INDIVIDUALLY SO LET'S ALL GET TOGETHER IN ONE AND GET IT GOING NOW!!!

Thank you for doing that.

I love you, Trevor. You truly are forever. And you truly are you mommie's soul-mate. Take good care of the piece of her soul you're holding. It's precious to so many in heaven and on earth.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

[LoveMyMickey]

Hi Sweet Little Trevor,

I believe you did send your mommy a love message through that yellow and black butterfly she saw the other day. I also believe your Aunt Jeanne is right about the colors representing all your friends sending their love and prayers.......Also in the Angel graphic she is holding a yellow and black butterfly......It's just gotta' mean something.

Sweet Trevor, please send your mommy and her family lots of love and prayers tomorrow.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!

Auntie LoveMyMickey XOXOXO

[Bobbie]

Dear Trevor,

I believe! I believe! Aunties Jeanne and LoveMyMickey are right! You came to me as the yellow and black beautiful butterfly the other day! Thank you so much, my love!

Tomorrow is THE day. The memories of this night one year ago are so painful and sad. Auntie Jeanne met you for the first and last time. You couldn't get comfortable on your blankets as we both lie on the floor, until your rear end was almost in my face. But I didn't care. We were together and that's all that mattered. I didn't get much sleep, although you were able to sleep for awhile. And I didn't want the night to ever end - ever. I wanted to be with you, next to you, forever. Really, forever.

And now I have the Locket. The Old Dog in a Locket, lying next to my heart. I will always love you, even though we had to part.

Please have a peace-filled night with all your relatives and friends; your brothers, Gretta, LoveMyMickey, Peggy, Peanut, Hermy, Gino, Gina, Tucker, Tucker, Muppie and the hundreds of others; those creatures of God that no one, but us (we?) remember each night; those who suffered and gave their lives alone in the name of experimentation; and all the others known only to you and the Lord Almighty. Surround yourself with them, and stick especially close to Mickey, for it will be his 17-month anniversary tomorrow and his mommy and daddy miss him so much.

I have so much for you tomorrow. It is YOUR day. in every way

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

Happy one-year anniversary, my sweet boy!

[Gretta's Mom]

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Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday fo you
Happy birthday Trevor-Forever
Happy birthday to you.

Look around you at all your heavenly friends. Can't even see to the end of the crowd, can you? There's a crowd like that down here on earth, too. All gathered together to give thanks for your coming into our lives and brining such beauty, care, gentleness and purity. And thank you so much for sending your mom a sign - only you know how much it means to her.

Our threesome (Gretta, Rufus and I) send all our love to you today.



Aunt Jeannie

[moon_beam]

Hi, Bobbie, it is always a blessing logging in to read your beautiful love letters to your beloved Trevor. I could not let this day go by without stopping by to add my sincerest wishes on this special day for you and your beloved Trevor: your first year angel-versary. I know it is a day that will be filled with many different emotions.

Please know your beloved Trevor's sweet Living Spirit is with you now as you endure the health challenges ahead for you. All the loving care you gave to him he is now doing his best to make sure that you receive the same.

I hope today is treating you kindly, Bobbie, and that you will be able to commemorate your and your beloved Trevor's first year angel-versary as you want to. Please know you, Stan, Dreamer, Kelley, and all your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to knowing how you're doing and to sharing your treasured memories of your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

[DonniesMom]

Hi Bobbie, we have not spoken yet but i have read your love letters to sweet Trevor and i think they are beautiful. I wanted to say Happy Angel-versary to Mr. Trevor and to you as well. I hope today is a good day for you and your family. I am thinking of you.

[My Doxie and Me]

Forgive me for once i think i;am Speechlees your words...

How can so much Love Continue to flow forth from my Heart to you....

Let me add.. Silent Suffering is like asking for Forgivness... is like asking to touch the stars..

How can so much Love...As Silent Dignity speak with are Heart for the ones we care for...

As they wait...Seems i'am well... your words are more then i can speak.. I do have something to share
What thought and special words for a friend what a great Honor you show for the one that leads you
Trevor seems i speak his name as many others your Heart is so... touches mine oh my friend what....

Forgive me and Thank you Gretta for showing me the the darkness that shines in the light i almost should not write....
Your words are pure i have nothing to add other then thank you for sharing Trevor....

So please more Pictures of Trevor in Life Please share Him i seem to be out of sight at the momment...

What i can see from the Distance Beautiful Human that speaks for a friend...
Some how Trevors bark has reached me so your calling for a friend in the night i can hear
What a story i need to learn i have known 1 spaniel as a lab they look to every movement
you give them always learning each and every day they need your Teachings yet they already know...
It's the connection they seek more then any i do not wish to go any...Spaniels follow only the pure of Hearts...

Stranger looking in to Heavens Gate..
Trevor seems your life was filled with love beyond Messure words are inprinted in so many Hearts after life you have your
Teachings that speak from a friend your words do not go unspoken as i speak your name Mr. Trevor My friend Guides me...
Forgive me...

I know so little yet i see in the window Trevor Provides ... I need more Memories in time as Trevor has already touched my heart
As i still try and stand i hear your words for a friend that moves me...

Let me share somthing that...

God Promised at the birth of time, a speacial friend to give,
his time on earth is short,he said,so love him while he
lives.

It may be six or seven years,or Twelve or then
Sixteen, but will you,till I call him back, take care of him for
me....

A wagging tail and cold wet nose,and silken velvet
ears, A heart as big as all of outdoors, to love you through out
the years..

His puppy ways will gladden you, and antics bring a
smile, as guardian or friend he will, be loyal all the while.

He'll bring his charms to grace your life, and though his stay
be brief , when he's gone the memories, are solace for your
greif.

I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth
return, As lessons only a dog can Teach, I want you each
to learn.

Whatever love you give to him, returns in triple
meassure, follow his lead and gain a life.. brim full of simple
pleasure.

Enjoy each day as it comes, allow your heart to
guide, Be loyal and steadfast in love, as the dog there by
your side.

Now will you give him all your love,nor think the
labor vain,nor hate me when i come to call,to take him back
again...

I fancy each of us would say, Dear Lord, Thy
will be done, for all the joy this day will bring, the risk of
grief we;ll run.

We;ll shelter him with tenderness, we;ll love
him while we may, and for the happiness we;ve known,
forever grateful stay...

Shall the Angels call for him,
much sooner than we;ve planned, we;ll brave the bitter grief
that comes, and try to Understand....

Author Uknown...


Trevor Seems you have stolen my words for your Human your Hurt has blinded me,....