I Love You, Trevor Options

[Bobbie]

Thanks, Jeanne!

Your reassuring and tender words make all the difference in the world. I do miss Trevor more again. There will NEVER be another little guy like him, EVER! God sends miracle workers to us only on occasion and I'm so thankful that I was one to receive Trevor.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!!!!!!!

XOXOMommyXOXO

You, too, Jeanne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rufus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gretta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Bobbie]

Good Night, my sweet prince!

I missed you so much again today. Like every other day in my life. I hope you had a good day and know that I love you so very much!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!

XOXOMommyXOXO

[Gretta's Mom]

I love you, too, Mr Trevor Forever!

[Bobbie]

Hello my little darling, wonder dog Trevor!

It was good to be with you and your brothers today. Those leaves are covering everything so fast! Did you like the new batch of doggies? I just HAD to leave Barney for Rudy. Oh, how he loved Barney and with the flowers gone, his grave looked so empty. Now it's full again. Sorry about your pumpkin - somebody was nibbling it from the bottom. It really did feel good to be near you again, but it is so hard to get back in the car and drive away. At least I know you are not alone out there. All your brothers are with you, forever, on earth and in Heaven.

Thank you for always being such a good boy and loving mommy so much. I just wish I could hug you once again, but with you feeling no pain, only joy. That day will come and I just have to hang in there until then. Dreamer reminds me of how good you are doing now and that makes me happy. He's had a bad stomach ache for a week and finally the medicine kicked in tonight and he was all over the place. I can just imagine YOU being all over the place! Save some of that for me, OK?

I have to go to bed now, my hunky bunky. I wish I were sleeping on the floor next to you, but I do have your picture and blanket next to my heart every night.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!

XOXOMommyXOXO

[Bobbie]

My dearest Trevor,

I promise you that, every night, you will get a love note from your FOREVER mommy. When I said I would be your forever mom, I meant it in every sense of the word(s). I will love you forever. I will miss you forever (on this earth). I will remember you forever and ever and ever.

Trevor, God and Rudy sent you to me for reasons that only make some sense to me now. Rudy knew that I was the person that would fight for you, always be on your side, do any and everything in my power to keep you happy and safe (and as pain free as possible), love you unconditionally every day of your life. I tried to do a good job. I think I did. I wish I could have done better (more). Tonight and today I miss you so much, honey bun. While I was petting Dreamer tonight, all I could think of was how incredibly soft you were. You were soft on the outside and on the inside, too.

Sometimes I wonder what your life was like before Linda and Mark found you. I hope it was good. I try not to think about how bad it might have been. I only want the good for you. Because you were always so very good.

I miss you, my friend. Tonight is a hard night. But as long as I know and believe that you are at peace and in total comfort forever, I can make it.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! It's been 96 days and counting....................until we can be together again.

XOXOMommyXOXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Oh what beautiful love notes to Trevor. Thank you for sharing them, Bobbie. I know how much your heart hurts.

XOXO

Gretta's mom

[Bobbie]

Dear Trevor,

I know this s earlier in the day than I usually write to you, but I came across copies of my LS postings right after you left this world and I read them. And they reminded me just eactly how much I miss and love you, honey. You are the greatest little boy that has come into my life and that's not putting anyone else down. You showed me such courage and love wrapped up in one little tortured body, every single day that we were together.

How I love you, Mr. Trevor! How I miss you! How the tears are flowing from my leaky eyes. Every tear is filled with such gratefullness for your being in my life and sadness for that time being so terribly short. Please know that I will always love you, Trevor Forever. I will never forget even one hair of you. Ever.

Have a GREAT evening with your brothers and your cousin and your friends, honey. I will be back later tonight to say Good NIght.


I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!
XOXOMommyXOXO

[moon_beam]

Hi, Bobbie, thank you so very much for sharing with us your love letters to your beloved Trevor. As I read them I am filled with the warmth of the eternal love you and your beloved Trevor share. For different reasons I do understand how traumatic Trevor's physical absence is for you - how deeply painful not having his sweet physical body for you to hold and touch and take care of. You are a very remarkable woman, Bobbie, and it is no surprise that you are blessed with having your beloved Trevor as a part of you - - for he, too, is a remarkable furchild. Nothing can ever change this, Bobbie, and we are honored by your generous sharing of your beloved Trevor with us.

I hope today is being kind to you and your precious Dreamer, and that you will have a peaceful evening filled with the blessing of your beloved Trevor's and all of your boys' sweet Living Spirit to comfort you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Bobbie, and always look forward to knowing how you're doing and sharing your treasured memories of your beloved Trevor and all of your beloved boys.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

[Bobbie]

Thank you, so much, for your kind and reassuring words, Moon_Beam! They are incredibly helpful at every point in this journey.

Dear, dear little Trevor boy,

Mommy is so proud that she got to be your forever mom. Uncle Craig stopped by this afternoon and I gave him a copy of your Eight Lessons. He really liked them and kept the copy.

Thank you for being the love-child-pet you are. I love you SO much! Have a good night's sleep and a FUN day tomorrow.


I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!

XOXOMommyXOXO

[Bobbie]

My Dearest Trevor,

Today marks another week that we have been apart. I miss you so much that, most times, I just don't know what to do. You hold a place in my heart that is overflowing with love for you and only you. You are MY hero, Trevor. I must remember how you lived because it was with such dignity, patience and so much silent suffering. You only cried out when the pain was too excrutiating and before the extra pain meds kicked in. But I was always there for you and you knew it. How I wish you did not have to suffer so much. But that was not my decision to make. We did have a lot of good times, too, especially going for our "meanders" in the early evening. No one will ever be as special as you are, my love.

It's been 14 weeks since your passing over the Rainbow Bridge into Heaven. It seems like I only count the weeks, but, my darling, I count the minutes, even the seconds some times because your physical absence is so hard to bear. I know in my mind that you are feeling like a whole new dog and that brings peace to my sorrow. YOU are one pup who deserves only the best that Heaven has for you! Enjoy every minute and sleep well again, tonight. Do you sleep with all your brothers? How many of you still snore?

Good Night my sweetness. You're in my heart and soul forever!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOMommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear Bobbie and Trevor

This is your aunt Jeanne. Bobbie, what exquisitively beautiful love letter to Trevor. There will never be a greater love than yours and Trevor's. You know I won't be able to read them for a while or post and tell you two how much I love you. But, like Trevor and Gretta, even though we can't see or hear or hug each other for a while, I'm still here and so are you. Flash - this IS the relationship we have with our loved babies who have preceded us into the perfect World.

I love you, Bobbie.

Sister jeanne

[Bobbie]

Hello my little love!

Today snow landed on your grave and headstone - a white and wet snow to cover the leaves and downed branches. It looked like a soft, soft blanket. You always loved a soft blanket or comforter to lie one and be covered up with. And now Nature is giving you one, too.

I love you, my dear Trevor. More today and even more tomorrow! You truly were God spelled backwards, in everything you did. Your actions were pure and totally out of love for me and your daddy. Thank you

Have another good night's sleep. Be comfortable and content. That is my biggest wish for you. Be comfortable and content.

I'm going to get you picture and blanket now - to cuddle with and fall asleep. Hope I dream of you!!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOXOMommyXOXO

[Gretta's Mom]

I love you, too, Trevor. Goodbye for a while = but I'll be back and so will you!

Aunt jeanne

[Bobbie]

Hello my sweet boy!

The candle still burns in your memory every day, honey. And I think about you all the time. Daddy told Dreamer that we might as well change his name because we call him "Trevor" all the time. We could change his name, but there is only ONE Trevor - ever - and that is you. Oh, how I miss you and the routines, habits, etc. that we had. It was you and me, buddy. We were a good team and only death could break us up. That is only temporary, too.

Sometimes I picture what it must be like for you in Heaven. You must be smiling all the time and I can just imagine your running and playing, barking and making merry. Your eyes are shining and your appetite is still good. No more awful prednisone, being groggy from pain medicine or being in pain. None of that ever again. And I can be at peace with that. But missing you and the love we so actively shared? That will be forever, until we are together again.

Have a wonderful night, my Trevor. Sleep well and dream happy.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!

XOXOMommyXOXO

[Bobbie]

Good Night my beautiful Trevor!

My love for you just never fades, but incredibly gets a bit stronger every day. It's not the fierce love that we needed when you were here with me and even for the first few months (months? has it been that long to be months??) after you went to Heaven. Slowly, almost imperceptively, my love for you has moved to a better plane. My love for you is a constant, steady warmth that is starting to nurture my heart and soul. I continue to miss you fiercely, but even that occasionally moves to a comfort zone that is somewhat more mellow and comforting.

Oh my Trevor, life was so unfair to you and yet, you accepted it so graciously and with a silent dignity that will never be matched. I must continue to learn from you - every day and in every way.

And Gretta, your momma is doing well on her journey. She is thinking of you all the time and hoping that you are enjoying watching her on her adventures. Perhaps you and Trevor can snuggle together at least until she returns. You can do it longer if you want. I love and miss you, too, Miss Gretta the Dude!

Have a peaceful and restful night, Trevor. Your picture will be next to my heart and YOU will continue to be in my heart, forever.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOXOMommyXOXO

[Bobbie]

Dear, dear Trevor,

How was your day in Heaven today? Doesn't that sound like a silly question when you are in HEAVEN? But I think about you all the time, remembering your earthly journey with us and simply wishing it could have been entirely different (better). But now you are in a place that allows only peace, love and joy. If anyone dserves that, it is YOU!

I love you and I miss you Mr. Trevor. YOU are my #1. Have a restful night tonight, honey.


I LOVE YOU TREVOR!

XOXOMommyXOXO

[Bobbie]

Good Night, my sweetheart and the love of my life. Mr. Trevor, you are my everything and always will be. I love you so much that my heart could just curst sometimes!

You are the best!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!!!!!

XOXOMommyXOXO

[Bobbie]

Dear, dear Trevor,

How can so much love continue to flow forth from my heart to you? It's quite easy, my love, because you are the sweetest and bravest little dog I've ever had. You come into my mind at all times of the day and night and settle in like an old friend. And we didn't hav each other for that long. I can't get enough of your pictures. You have the most expressive eyes I have ever seen. They pour out love and devotion and trust like none other.

Trevor, on this earth, you were the most patient lttle boy, ever. With the amount of pain that you were in 24/7 and we didn't even know what was going on, I am truly amazed you did not bite or attack us more then the couple times you did. I am still just so sorry that you had to suffer so much, esp. in the beginning when we weren't told the truth, etc. But that's kind of like beating a ***** *****, isn't it?

I will never regret, but celebrate the fact that you came into our lives and made them so much richer. You are an amazing fella. Mr. Ralph misses you terribly. I can see it in his eyes every time he sees Dreamer. He kind of looks out for you.

I hope you had a delightful day with all your friends and relatives. How many new friends did you make today? Have a restful slumber, tonght, my dear. I will be dreaming of you - for sure!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOXOMommyXOXO

[moon_beam]

Hi, Bobbie, just stopping by to say "hello" and to check in to see how you're doing. Every time I read your beautiful love letters to your beloved Trevor my heart is filled with such warmth - - I can feel the love you and your beloved Trevor share. Your letters paint a beautiful picture of your love - - thank you so much for sharing your joy with us.

Joy, yes, - - still tenderized with the sorrow of physical separation - - which is bridged by your treasured memories and the eternal love bond you and Trevor share. Thank you so much, Bobbie, for sharing your and Trevor's love story with us.

Bobbie, I hope today is being kind to you, and that your precious Dreamer is doing well. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, my friend, and always look forward to sharing your news and your beautiful letters to your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

[Bobbie]

Hello my darling Trevor,

Well, it's been 15 weeks since we parted, physically at least. I just cannot believe that the time is going by. I just wish it would stop and that you and I could be together again. But that will have to be in Heaven, because I do not ever want you to suffer again. Oh! to be able to hug you and stroke your soft, soft hair would be a dream come true.

I spoke with a very knowledgeable priest this week and asked him if all God's creatures went to heaven or if he believed that only those with "souls" did. His reply was that we would not know for sure until we, ourselves, died and went to Heaven. So, I went on to tell him that I believed that every one of you guys is in Heaven waiting for us because God would not create living beings to just die and be done with. He never once said anything about Church teachings, etc. because, actually, no one will know until they get to heaven. Boy, won't some people be surprised then!

Thank you, Trevor, for loving me as you have. It literally saved my life, even when I was saving yours, you didn't know you were doing the same thing for me. WE are a team, you and I. To be together forever! Have a good night's rest, honey. I love you so, so much you beautiful boy.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOXOMommyXOXO