I Love You, Trevor Options

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

I've been thinking about you today. I finally finished reading your mommy's first thread and will soon start reading the next one. You and your mommy share something very special and unique. It is evident that you and your mommy care for each other so much that neither one of you wants the other to suffer any pain, physical or emotional. It's beautiful and truly special.

I think Hermy tried to hang on as long as she could because she knew, deep inside her heart, that her mommy would be devastated when she passed on. She's right. I am devastated. But I know now, thanks to everyone here, that you and Trevor and Gretta and Daisy and all the beloved animals who've left us are comfortable and happy and pain-free. I trust too that all of you are waiting for us to join you one day, to be reunited.

You and your mommy (and her father) are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope your mommy has been able to get some rest and spend quality time with family. I know she is always thinking of you (even as I write this note), and I know she sends you her love.

Trevor, we love you and wish you a good night with pleasant dreams!

Hugs and Kisses,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa and Harry, Albus, and Ron

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

It's getting very cold here this week. I'm glad that it's warm and comfy and sunny where you and Hermy (and all the beloved animals) are now. The holidays are just around the corner, and it's a difficult time for us here because we miss you so much and wish that we could be together again.

Thank you again for being Hermy's friend and sharing lovely stories about your mommy with her. I'm sure she is happy that she is surrounded by so many well-loved and well-cared-for animals. She has always been very curious and inquisitive, so she's probably asking you a million and one questions. Thanks for being so patient with her.

Trevor, I'm learning all the wonderful (and very cute) names your mommy calls you. Mr. Trevor Forever and hunky bunky are my favorites. Hermy has probably told you that I call her "my little Hermy Mermy" and "Herm." Silly, I know, but we just can't help ourselves. You all are so lovable!

Well, Mr. Trevor Forever, I feel comfortable saying that I know your mommy loves you and misses you more than words can say. I know because I feel the same way about Hermy. As the holidays approach, please know that we love you and miss you and are always thinking of you.

Your mommy sends all her love! We love you too, Trevor. Good night and sweet dreams!

Hugs and Kisses,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa and Harry, Albus, and Ron

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

Tomorrow is another "bump" in our journey. I'm borrowing your mommy's word. It marks 21 weeks for you and your mommy and 4 weeks for Hermy and me. Seems like an eternity actually.

We miss you and love you very much. We miss being able to touch your furry faces and kiss your furry noses. I will be lighting a candle for you, Trevor, and one for Hermy early tomorrow morning. It comforts me to know that my Hermy is not alone but with all of you (Trevor, Gretta, Abbygayle, Daisy, Trevor's brothers). Thank you for keeping Hermy company, Trevor. I am forever grateful.

Please know that we love you, miss you, and are always thinking of you. Your mommy sends all her love! All of us here do too! Don't worry. She'll be back soon, sending you notes filled with so much love and affection. Have a wonderful night with all your friends!

Hugs and Kisses,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa and Harry, Albus, and Ron

[Bobbie]

My Dearest Trevor,

I found some way to catch some time on this computer and wanted to first, thank Lisa for sending you such loving messages every night. I can learn a few thngs from her devotion to Hermy and yu, too!

Darling, today marks 21 weeks since our physical separation. I miss you even more today than ever and the sadness that permeates my heart and soul is indescribible. Through everything that challenged you anad hurt you, you loved others with a very real passion. And I still love you with my own passion. You are gentle, kind, patient, and funny. You gave everything you had unconditionally and I sure took it, didn't I?

Trevor, I will continue to love you more and more with each passing minute. You are my hero and my love bug. I just wish that, for one tiny second, I could see you again. Perhaps in a dream or a passing glance or just something. I need some reassurance from my number one hero. I don't know why, perhaps because this is a vulnerable time for me, but if you could explain things to your buddies and slip away from them for just a second to bring your Spirit down here (I'm in Minneapolis right now) so I could see something of your physical (past), I would be so eternally grateful. I need to hug you right now and I need my doggie to tell me he understands.

Oh, Trevor, I love you beyond words, beyond feelings, right to the core of all that matters. It should not be about me, but you. And I promise to do that from this very moment on. I'm sorry for all the typos in this post. My heart is racing much faster than my fingers can find the correct keys. good thing dogs don't spell very well, either!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!!!!!!!
XOXOMommyXOXO

[Bobbie]

Hi my little Trevor,

All I can think about today is you (and Hermy). It is cold, windy and so very overcast today in Minnesota and I feel so terribly far away from you. Like fool, I did not take your picture with me because I did not know how crazy things would be around here. It's crazy, but at least I still have your locket which never leaves me.

Oh, Trevor, how am I continuing to live without you right next to me. It's a times like this that I feel helpless and just as awful as when we first parted. I could just sit and cry, but I cannot because my dad is sitting on the cough and needs lots of encouragement, too. His surgery went well and I just wish we could get up to Fergus Falls tomorrow. But I don't have any say over that and daddy doesn't want to upset my sisters, so he just keeps quiet. Rufus is here, but the poor guys just lies on his bed all day long. that's no fun. His mommy gets home and night and is very tired. She takes him on 4-5 walks per day, mostly for bathroom breaks, but I don't see the kind of attention that I pay to him. That is probably not very fair of me at all, but I've sat and just stroked him and talked to him for a long time and both he and my sister fell asleep! I really cannot judge because Rufus is very glad to see his mommy when she comes home.

Trever, Trevor, Trevor, I miss you with everything I have and then some. My heart is still very shredded and my sould remains crushed, especially when our physical distance is greater than usual. Thank you for every single bit of your love. I hope I loved you enough. What I wouldn't do to be with you again! 21 weeks seems like 2100 years and yet our time together was way too short. I love you, Trevor, now and forever.

YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!
XOXOMommyXOXO

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Bobbie,

I'm so happy to see a love note from you to Trevor today. Two notes, in fact. I know that Trevor must be absolutely ECSTATIC to see your love notes! I'm also relieved to hear that your father's surgery went well and that he's back at home with all of you.

On a more serious note, I'm so sorry that you're having a difficult time right now, especially being far from Trevor's physical being. But his Spirit is there with you always. I truly believe that. I find that when I'm saddest, I tell myself, "Just believe. Believe that Hermy is still with you. She'll always be with you." It helps a little bit.

You and Trevor are soulmates, Bobbie. You two shared and still share this amazing and special love bond. Because you and Trevor are soulmates, I believe his soul is still right there with you, watching you and sending you all his love.

I feel like we are in some kind of time warp. 21 weeks for you (and 4 weeks for me) seem like an eternity without our loved ones, and yet the pain for me (and I imagine for you too) is still so raw, so fresh, so intense. As intense and painful as the day they left us.

Bobbie, you and Trevor are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you are able to get some rest and are taking care of yourself. Please know that you're not alone in this, and that if there is anything I can do to help, please let me know.

Many Hugs,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

Did you see your mommy's love notes today? Two! Yippee! I know you must be so happy. There's nothing like a love note from mommy.

I'll write more tomorrow night, but I just wanted to say that your mommy misses you so much and she really would like to see a sign that you're there with her. Hermy's probably telling you the same thing, plus suggesting that you make the sign very obvious. Hermy knows her mommy is oblivious most of the time, so she made her messages glaringly obvious. I haven't received any new messages from Hermy. Maybe she is trying your technique: quiet and subtle.

Today's another big bump, Trevor. I'm thinking of you and Hermy and sending you many hugs and kisses! Good night!

Hermy's Mommy

[moon_beam]

Hi, Bobbie, just stopping by to say hello and to get caught up with your beautiful love letters to your beloved Trevor and how you are doing. I am so very glad to know that your dad's surgery went well. I hope his recovery is going well and that each day is renewing his strength. Please do let us know how things are going.

Bobbie, your love letters are a testimony to your and your beloved Trevor's eternal love story. Thank you so much for sharing your beloved Trevor with us. Please know you, your precious Dreamer, your dad, and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

I've finally put up the stockings for Hermy, Harry, Albus, and Ron. I wish I could be as organized as your mommy is. She had your stocking and your brothers' stockings ready weeks ago.

I've been thinking of you and Hermy alot today. We miss you! I've been trying my hardest to reflect on the good memories, the good times, the happy times. Please tell Hermy that her mommy really is trying but that missing her is very painful. My eyes are still "leaky," but I promise to try remembering the good times (while drying my tears).

I'm going to get fresh flowers tomorrow to place next to your candle and Hermy's candle. Shall I get roses? daisies? a holiday bunch? I'll update you tomorrow. I'm sure both you and Hermy would love to smell them and then munch on them!

Have a wonderful night! I'm sending you lots of hugs and kisses!

Love,
Hermy's Mommy

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

I'm sorry I'm a little down today, but it's been exactly one month since Hermy left us. I trust that she is happy and healthy and not suffering anymore, but still, I miss her so much. I know she is there with you, and I thank you, Trevor, from the bottom of my heart, for befriending my little bunny. Thank you!

I got two dozen red roses this morning and set them next to the candles. Can you and Hermy smell them? Please tell Hermy that her mommy misses her and loves her so very much and that she is so sorry for being unable to save her.

Trevor, I know your mommy misses you so much too! It's difficult for us to be physically separated from you, even though we know that spiritually you are still with us. We would just like to hold you again.

I hope you and Hermy have a good night and pleasant dreams!

Hugs and Kisses,
Hermy's Mommy

[Bobbie]

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



XOXOMommyXOXO

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

I see your mommy left you a love note last night. Isn't that wonderful?

It's Monday again, and that means I'll be lighting candles for you, Hermy, and all the beloved animals tonight. I hope you and Hermy see the light and feel the warmth from the candles (and our love) being lit all over the world.

I wish you a peaceful night, brave Trevor. We love you!

Hugs,
Hermy's Mommy

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

I've been thinking of you and your mommy today. I hope her father is recovering well and I hope she is hanging in there as Christmas nears. Only 5 days till Christmas. It's hard to imagine Christmas without you all. Life just isn't the same.

Your mommy will be home soon, and I know she'll visit the cemetery as soon as she returns. No doubt your stockings will still be in place. The weather here has been fairly mild with only a few showers, so definitely no snow covering the stockings yet.

Please have a wonderful night, Mr. Trevor! And please tell Hermy that her mommy loves her so much!

Hugs,
Hermy's Mommy

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

I think your mommy is going to be home in 2 days. Isn't that great? I know you miss her, and she misses you too!

We're thinking of you and Hermy. We love you!

Good night!

Hugs and Kisses,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa and Harry, Albus, and Ron

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Trevor,

One more day! Your mommy will be home soon.

Tomorrow marks yet another week for us. I'll light your candle early tomorrow morning, dear Trevor. Please tell Hermy that I'll be lighting her candle and that I miss her and love her so much.

Thank you, Trevor. Good night!

Hugs,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor!!

I'm coming home tomorrow!!!!! I cannot wait to visit you!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!!!
XOXOMommyXOXO

DEAR LISA and HERMY,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for faithfully sending Trevor such beautiful, kind and loving notes while I've been with my dad. He is doing a lot better and we've had so much fun just staying home and trying to figure out ways to make drinking pure liquid enjoyable. It cannot be done!
I'm going to pack now as I have to get up at 5:15 am!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL! Lisa, Hermy, Albus, Harry and Ron XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

[Bobbie]

WATCH OUT, TREVOR, DREAMER, RUDY, JASPER, BIRNEY, KELLY, CROCKER, SPOT AND SQUIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MOMMY'S COMING BACK TO BALTIMORE AND CAN'T WAIT TO VISIT YOU ALL!!!!

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dear Bobbie,

I've been thinking of you and Trevor today. I hope you had a good flight back and will get some rest at home tonight. I know your Trevor is overjoyed to see you back home again.

I'm glad to hear that your dad is doing well. Hopefully he'll get to eat solid foods soon. It's wonderful that you got to spend time with your dad and sister before Christmas and now you can spend Christmas with your husband, Dreamer, Trevor, and all your beloved boys (their names are so adorable--I especially like Squirt).

It was my pleasure to write to Trevor each night. Thank you for allowing me to share my thoughts and feelings with Trevor. Since Trevor is Hermy's first, and likely closest, friend on the other side, I wanted to thank him for his kindness and remind him that we are always thinking of him.

You're in my thoughts and prayers, Bobbie. I know this holiday season will be difficult, as it's the first Christmas without Trevor and Hermy. If we can just hang in there, I think we'll make it. I'll write more later. My eyelids are getting heavy...

Hugs,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa, Harry, Albus, and Ron

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor!

I guess it is late enough to wish you a Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas, Hermy, too!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO TREVOR, RUDY, BIRNEY, JASPER, KELLY, CROCKER, SPOT & SQUIRT; HERMY, GINA, TUCKER, PEGGY PEARL, THE LITTLE DOG THAT WAS POISONED, THE LITTLE DOG THAT DIED IN HIS CRATE, GRETTA, NIKKI AND BOZO!

I wish I could hear all of you singing "Happy Birthday" to Jesus!

And for those of you who are of different faiths, I sill wish you very HAPPY HOLIDAYS! with each other and your mommies and daddies!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!!!!!!! more now than ever!
XOXOMommyXOXO

[Hermy's Mommy]

Dearest Trevor,

Merry Christmas!!! We are thinking of you. We love you!

We wish you and Hermy and all of your friends a very Merry Christmas. We're sending you hugs and kisses!

Love,
Hermy's Mommy Lisa, Harry, Albus, and Ron