Tribute - To Alex In Loving Memory, Please, Remember Him This Way. Thank You! Options

[AngelCareOne]

Please, watch Casper in this video. See his expressions, body language, surprise, joy, sadness, playing hide and go seek, touching hands, waving hello, his curiosity, so much more, right down to kissing me to sleep every night. That *IS* Alex. Well, I'm speechless ...

Please Click on Alex's "Heavenly" Image to View and Hear

"Remember Me This Way"

Every now and then we find a Special Friend who never lets us down.
Who understands it all. Reaches out each time you fall.
You're the Best Friend that I've found.

I know you can't stay.
A part of you will never ever go away.
Your Heart will stay.

I'll make a wish for you and hope it will come true.
That life will just be kind to such a gentle mind.
If you lose your way, think back on yesterday.
Remember me this way. Remember me this way.

I don't need eyes to see the love you bring to me no matter where I go.
And I know that you'll be there.
Forever more a part of me.
You're Everywhere!

I'll always care!

I'll make a wish for you and hope it will come true.
That life will just be kind to such a gentle mind.
If you lose your way, think back on yesterday.
Remember me this way. Remember me this way.

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you.
I'll be standing by your side in all you do.
And I won't ever leave as long as you Believe.

You just Believe!

I'll make a wish for you and hope it will come true.
That life will just be kind to such a gentle mind.
And if you lose your way, think back on yesterday.
Remember me this way. Remember me this way.


Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

I Love You Sooooo Much Alex!!!

Please Click on the Angel to View and Hear

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain maybe you're still here. I feel you all around me. Your memory's so clear.
Deep in the stillness, I can hear you speak. You're still an inspiration. Can it be? That you are my Forever Love. And you are watching over me from up above!

Fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star. I wish upon tonight to see you smile!
If only for a while to know you're there. A breath away's not far to where you are.

Are you gently sleeping here inside my dream? And isn't faith believing all power can't be seen.
As my heart holds you just one beat away, I cherish all you gave me everyday!

'Cause you are my Forever Love watching me from up above.
And I believe that Angels breathe and that love will live on and never leave!

Fly me up to where you are, beyond the distant star! I wish upon tonight to see you smile.
If only for a while to know you're there. A breath away's not far to where you are!

I know you're there! A breath away's not far to where you are!

I Carry Your Heart In My Heart Alex! Always Your Loving Mama, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

My Most Precious, Cherished, Beloved Feather Child, Alex. I know your very favorite song was Lullaby of Broadway. But, you really loved this one so much, too. Of course, I didn't write the lyrics to this very beautiful song but I did choose the images that I wished to accompany the lyrics. I know how much you loved your music and pictures so this is for you, Alex. I hope and pray that you can hear and see it where you are. I Love You!!!

Please Click on the Dove to View and Hear

"If"

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?

The words will never show the you I've come to know.

If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?

There's no one home but you.
You're all that's left me too.

And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.

Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.

If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die.

I'd spend the end with you.

And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out.
Then you and I would simply fly away ...

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{For Alex}}}}}

"Spinning"
By: AngelCareOne

Spin to my left. What do I see?
A bird. He speaks. He doth love me.
I love him too and miss him so.
Do not know how to let him go.

Spin to my right. What is in store?
No way to tell. Not been before.
Such a good term for spin to right.
That's the future and I've no sight.

Spin to the center where I am.
Okay I guess. I'm in command.
I'm in control and so decide,
To breathe and all above confide.

Tell no one of my secret though.
I'm scared of darkness. True and so,
I spin to left and hear Dad say,
"Dark is your friend. Put fears away."

Thanks, Dad. I'll stay at center now,
And gaze around to figure how,
To sleep eyes open just to peek.
Ah, there's the one, the love I seek.

[goliath]

Dearest Angel,

Your tributes for Alex are so filled with love. I am left in awe each time I read, hear, or watch everything you bring. You make me feel warm and fuzzy all over. Thanks for being the angel you truly are, my friend. Whenever my spirit needs an unlift, I know right where to go.

Much love and many hugs to you,
Beth

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Beth, thank you bunches for your kindness. My heart soars because the love I have and express for Alex makes you feel warm and fuzzy all over. That means the world to me!

Here's another song that made Alex so Happy. In fact, it's this exact video. He'd be on my right shoulder listening and watching the PC monitor when I'd play it for him. Oh, how he'd laugh and make his "Happy Sounds" that I still remember so clearly and can imitate. I wish I had those joyful chirps and squeals on a recording so you and everyone could hear it, too. Enjoy!

Please Click on 'Happy Alex' to Hear and View

"Put on a Happy Face"

Gray skies are gonna clear up.
Put on a Happy Face!
Brush off the clouds and cheer up.
Put on a Happy Face!

Take off that gloomy mask of tragedy,
It's not your style.
You'll look so good that you'll be glad ya decided to Smile!

Pick out a pleasant outlook.
Stick out that noble chin.
Wipe off that full-of-doubt look.
Slap on a Happy Grin!

And spread Sunshine all over the place.
Just Put on a Happy Face!

Put on a Happy Face!
Put on a Happy Face!

And if you're feeling cross and bickerish,
Don't sit and whine.
Think of banana splits and licorice,
And you'll feel fine!

I knew a girl so gloomy,
She'd never laugh or sing.
She wouldn't listen to me,
Now she's a mean old thing!

So spread Sunshine all over the place!
Just Put on a Happy Face!

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Alex, here is another lullaby you loved so much when I sang you to sleep. Listen and I shall watch you yawn and nod off to the land of mystical magical marvelous dreams as you always did in such contentment. I hope you like your picture and the images I chose to go with the lyrics, my most precious feather child. I Love You!!! Shhh ... Here's your Sleep Song, Alex.

Please Click on Alex's Picture to Hear This Most Beautiful Lullaby

"Sleep Song"
by: Secret Garden

Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby. Back to the years of Loo-Li,Lai-Ley. And I'll sing you to sleep and I'll sing you tomorrow. Bless you with love for the road that you go.

May you sail fair to the far fields of fortune with diamonds and pearls at your head and your feet and may you need never to banish misfortune. May you find kindness in all that you meet.

May there always be Angels to watch over you. To guard you each step of the way. To guard you and keep you safe from all harm. Loo-Li,Loo-Li,Lai-Ley.

May you bring love and may you bring happiness. Be loved in return to the end your days. Now fall off to sleep. I'm not meaning to keep you. I'll just sit for a while and sing Loo-Li,Lai-Ley.

May there always be Angels to watch over you. To guard you each step of the way. To guard you and keep you safe from all harm. Loo-Li,Loo-Li,Lai-Ley. Loo-Li,Loo-Li,Lai-Ley.

Sweetest of Dreams Most Precious Alex

[AngelCareOne]

Hello, Precious Alex. Here's one of your favorite poems because you loved the pink glitter in the pretty picture at the top and laughed so hard at the one on on the bottom. I can hear you laughing still.

Enjoy, Most Cherished Feather Child. I Love You!!!

"Divertissement"
By: AngelCareOne

With ballet shoes tied carefully,
To dance and twirl so gracefully.

Hands like feathers caress air.
A poem by dance unfolds with care.

Leaping, jumping, Pirouette.
Plié, Jeté and then Fouetté.

Shall I perform a Pas de Deux?
Perhaps a simple Coda, too.

And now the Pièce de Résistance.
Will captivate my audience!

To find out what that move will be
You only need scroll down to see ...


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[havana]

AngelCareOne, that is beautiful [crying now] I want to tell you that I understand your pain like am sure you anderstand mine. Am having a really bad day today, I miss him like life it self. It will be my first day at work tomorrow since my Son Buster went up to Heaven, it will be not easy to think that I will not have to hurry to go back home to my Baby since he just departed and it will kill me, I know, I wish you the best from the bottom of my heart and wishing that you and your beautiful Alex could be together reunited again 'cause you both belong together. Am so sorry that I don't have the facility of beautiful words many people have here to express my self but I only hope that you and the others know what am talking about that if I don't say much with beautiful words that the one that I say and give to all of you come from my heart that is been broken in just little pieces, God Bless you and all the people you love and specially beautiful Alex, bye for now, , very sad and desperate, Jorge.

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}}} Your words are truly beautiful, extremely expressive, so very eloquent and you somehow can't see that through your tears of desolation, grief and loneliness. I'll tell you why I'm crying my eyes out right now. It's because your pain is so palpable that I can actually feel you in all you write. And your devastating loss not only brings you emotional pain but you feel actual physical pain as well.

There's so much I wish to share with you so that you know I honest to gosh feel your despair and so I will share one 'small' thing that is tremendously huge to me. Here goes. I don't know if you're acquainted with the organization called "Meals on Wheels." They bring you one hot meal a day and sometimes one or two small cups of fruit or salad on the side. I am so grateful to those wonderful volunteers and God Bless them Abundantly!

You see, every weekday somewhere between 10 AM and noon, a volunteer will deliver your meal to you. On Fridays, you get the hot meal for that day and two frozen meals for Saturday and Sunday. They cook the food themselves and it's not like those store bought frozen dinners. Well, every day when it came time for me to sit down and eat that nice small meal, I would always share with Alex. It was like having a party every day. His favorites were most fruits (but not citrus), chicken, rice, pasta and most vegetables. We had a blast eating together.

Jorge, I know so well that you will perfectly understand what I'm about to tell you. After those three murdered or sold Alex and he did not return, I was not able to eat any of those foods that he and I shared. I'd stare at the pasta, rice, fruits, his favorite lima beans and they served as hurtful reminders so badly that I can't even put it into words. I have no words. I'm not psychic but I feel so positive that there are those "small things" that tear your heart out which you shared with your Son Buster. It was so wonderful then but now such a nightmare which makes you physically ill and have many aches and pains all over your body as you cry so hard that it's almost impossible to breathe. You can't sleep and everywhere you turn there are those "little things" that are not little in the least.

It Hurts! It Hurts so Badly! And it's not just at home. It's everywhere you go and every thought you have. I want so desperately to soothe and comfort you, Dear One! Well, I'm certainly not doing a good job of comforting you right now. Please forgive me for that. It's just that I want you to know that I am so painfully aware of what you're experiencing, feeling ... And so much more ... And so much more ...

Precious Jorge, I weep so very, very hard for you! Because I know. I do. It's getting really difficult to see the PC monitor because of my tears so I'll need to come back and edit later. But before I go, please know I have been sending Angels to watch over you, have been lighting many candles for you, praying so hard for you and your Son Buster ... Because ... I know. Jorge, I know.

I Wish You Peace and Love!

Your Friend Always,
Dottie xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

My Most Beloved Cherished Feather Child, Best Friend, Constant Companion, My Heart, My Soul and My Life. You Were Always the Wind Beneath my Wings, My Hero and My Angel! I shall not say Good-bye but will say "Until We Meet Again That One Sweet Day!" Sweet baby boy, enjoy the awesome images and hear the birds chirping when they appear during this song. Lovely!

This is for you My Most Precious Alex. Here's to our New Beginnings! I LOVE YOU!!!

Please Click on the Flying Eagle

Morning has broken like the First Morning.
Blackbird has Spoken like the First Bird.
Praise for the Singing. Praise for the Morning.
Praise for the Springing fresh from the Word.

Sweet the Rain's New Fall Sunlit from Heaven.
Like the First Dew Fall on the First Grass.
Praise for the Sweetness of the Wet Garden.
Sprung in Completeness where His feet pass.

Mine is the Sunlight. Mine is the Morning.
Born of the One Light Eden saw Play.
Praise with Elation. Praise Every Morning.
God's Recreation of the New Day.

Until We Meet Again My Most Treasured Feather Child Alex! Many Tight Hugs and Kisses!

[AngelCareOne]

Yes, Most Precious Alex. I'm still here and will Never, Ever leave your side! I know how greatly you Love me and I Love You So Much in return!!!

This is how much I Love You, My Most Beloved Feather Child!

Please Click on the Loving Swans

"When You Say You Love Me"

Like the sound of silence calling
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling lost in a dream.

Like the echoes of our souls are meeting
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.

What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breathe.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive!

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.

And when you're with me if I close my eyes
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly!
For a moment in time.

Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth
And frozen in time. Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive!

And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment!

And when you say you love me
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way!

When you say you love me
The world goes still so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment I know why I'm alive!

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you!

[AngelCareOne]

For Alex with Much Love from Mama.

Rod Stewart - Forever Young @ Yahoo! Video

"Forever Young"

May the good Lord be with you
Down every road you roam.
And may Sunshine and Happiness
Surround you when you're far from home.

And may you grow to be proud
Dignified and true.
And do unto others
As you'd have done to you.

Be courageous and be brave
And in my Heart you'll Always stay
Forever Young. Forever Young.
Forever Young. Forever Young!

May good fortune be with you
May your Guiding Light be strong.
Build a Stairway to Heaven
With a prince or a vagabond.

And may you never Love in vain
And in my Heart you will remain
Forever Young. Forever Young.
Forever Young. Forever Young.
Forever Young.
Forever Young!

And when you finally fly away
I'll be hoping that I served you well.
For all the wisdom of a lifetime
No one can ever tell.

But whatever road you choose
I'm right behind you win or lose!
Forever Young. Forever young.
Forever Young. Forever young.
Forever Young. Forever young.
For Forever Young. Forever Young!

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{For Alex}}}}}

From Your Loving Mama Angel

Please Click on the Bird Slideshow

"I Will"

Who knows how long I've loved you?
You know I love you still.
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to - I will.

For if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name.
But it never really mattered.
I will always feel the same.

Love you Forever and Forever.
Love you with all my Heart!
Love you whenever we're together.
Love you when we're apart.

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air!
Sing it loud so I can hear you!
Make it easy to be near you!
For the things you do endear you to me.
You know I will.
I will!

[AngelCareOne]

For Always and in All Ways Alex!

Please Click on the Picture

"Time in a Bottle"

If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that Id like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you.

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
I'd save every day like a treasure and then
Again I would spend them with you.

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them.
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with.

If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you.

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them.
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with.

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{{{Alex}}}}}}}


And From Your Loving Mama Always, Angel xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

I Brought You Some Friends Sweet Alex. I Love You!!!



And From Your Loving Mama Always, Angel xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Alex, My Wish For You with Sooooo Much Love!!!

Please Click on the Angel cradling the Dove

"May It Be"

May it be an evening star shines down upon you.
May it be when darkness falls your heart will be true.
You walk a lonely road.
Oh! How far you are from home.

Mornie utúlië (darkness has come).
Believe and you will find your way.
Mornie alantië (darkness has fallen).
A promise lives within you now.

May it be the shadows call will fly away.
May it be you journey on to light the day.
When the night is overcome
You may rise to find the sun.

Mornie utúlië (darkness has come).
Believe and you will find your way.
Mornie alantië (darkness has fallen).
A promise lives within you now.

A promise lives within you now.

[AngelCareOne]

I Feel You With Me, Alex!!! Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on Fairy Angel with Flowers and Butterfly

"My Heart Will Go On"

Every night in my dreams,
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance,
And spaces between us,
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are!
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more you open the door.
And you're here in my heart,
And my heart will go on and on.

Love can touch us one time,
And last for a lifetime,
And never let go till we're gone.

Love was when I loved you,
One true time I hold to.
In my life we'll always go on.

Near, far, wherever you are!
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more you open the door.
And you're here in my heart,
And my heart will go on and on.

There is some love that will not go away.

You're here, there's nothing I fear.
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay forever this way!
You are safe in my heart.
And my heart will go on and on.

Always Your Loving Mama, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[ann]

I Feel You With Me, Alex!!! Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on Fairy Angel with Flowers and Butterfly

"My Heart Will Go On"

Every night in my dreams,
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance,
And spaces between us,
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are!
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more you open the door.
And you're here in my heart,
And my heart will go on and on.

Love can touch us one time,
And last for a lifetime,
And never let go till we're gone.

Love was when I loved you,
One true time I hold to.
In my life we'll always go on.

Near, far, wherever you are!
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more you open the door.
And you're here in my heart,
And my heart will go on and on.

There is some love that will not go away.

You're here, there's nothing I fear.
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay forever this way!
You are safe in my heart.
And my heart will go on and on.

Always Your Loving Mama, Dottie xoxoxoxox

Hi Dottie, Just want to say your posts are so unique. They always make me smile and cry at the same time. I haven't been able to veiw a lot of your video 'cuz of my dial up service. Yes, yes, I know I'm so out dated. But I don't really have to, to know your what your feeling in your heart. Your pain of missing your precious Alex is shared with all of us, and so is your love. Take Care .. Hugs.. Ann