Noushka And Tasha I'm Missing You Both So Much Options

[madi]

Love your photos Jan, pets seem to be the main reason why people have to up size their beds all the time I suspect. I have actually fallen out of bed while balancing on the edge of it trying to avoid disturbing the cat or dog, plus I whacked my head on the side table on the way down. Your husband is a good sport letting you post a photo of him Jan, he looks like he is truly being pinned down by Tasha who looks like a big fluffy cuddly toy. Now she would take up serious room on the bed, I shouldn't really complain about my miniature fox terrier and one cat. Thank goodness the kelpies stay in their beds at night, they are grateful just to be let into the house.

madi xx

[janika]

Glad you liked the photos , Madi. Make me smile so got to be good.
I've just been watching the videos Dottie sent,on your thread, and husband and I were crying with laughter.

It's 3 months tonight since we said goodbye to our darling girl, so I know its going to be a sad day for us. But Dottie, must have known by sending those videos. She really knows how to bring back that smile. I must try and keep thinking of all the happy times.

Hope you and your loved ones are doing ok.

Thinking of you

Love Jan and my angels xx

[Brutus]

Hello Jan...thinking of you and your angels.

Hugs,
Brutus' Mom

[janika]

Thanks Brutus' Mom, it means a lot.



Thinking of you too, and your darling Brutus.

Love and hugs

Jan and my angel girls xx

[janika]

Good morning my darling Angel girls and Angel boy Sooty
3 months today since I got that dreaded phone call from the vet telling me that Darling Noushka had left us during the night.
I can't believe it's 3 months. Miss you so much my baby. As long as you and Tasha and Sooty Boy are all playing happily and watching over us, I can feel some comfort.
Love you all so much and always will.
Your mummy xx

[AngelCareOne]

[janika]

Dottie, thankyou so much , she looks so beautiful. I love it.

Love and hugs

Jan x

[AngelCareOne]

You're very welcome, Jan. Hey, that's way too much pink. I've got the original enhanced photo in save. We'll see.

Take care and talk atcha later, Hon. Big Hugs to you and Angel Fur Kids Noushka and Tasha!!!

Always,
Dottie xoxoxox

[janika]

Night night my darling girls.

I hope I see you in my dreams.

Missing you so much.
All my love
Mummy xx

[janika]

Here's Tasha doing her 'Step' workout.

Love Jan xx

[Brutus]

aweee I love it! She sure is beautiful Jan.

[janika]

Aww, thanks Sonya, hope you're ok . I keep looking at the lovely pics of your Brutus. He is such a love. How are your other babies doing ? They are all adorable.
Thinking of you.

Love and hugs
Jan xx

[Brutus]

Jan I am doing better..I have been laughing alittle which is good. It's just so wierd not having him around...he so relied on me and my whole life revolved around him..even more than the other dogs. Every decision we made was based on Brutus..from the vacations we took, to the kind of houses we bought (no steps)...everything...should we bowl this year? What kind of boat would be best for Brutus? We need a bigger 5th wheel camper for Brutus. I mean everything!...and I wouldn't of had it any other way...the other dogs are different..of course they rely on me for food/water/shelter/love...but they don't NEED me like Brutus did...it's very strange and unnerving.

Imiss him so very much....I love posting pics of him on here and talking to him on here..I don't know why but it makes me feel better.

My anger with myself is getting better but I still have those moments of if I did the right thing at the right time. We've been keeping very busy with the two houses and that is a tremendous help to keep me from falling into a deep depression. It's truely amazing how much I think about him...it's constant, but the thoughts are getting more and more of good times.

This probably sounds strange but my husband and I talk to each other in the Brutus..aka Pooh.. dog form...for instance...Pooh says supper's ready, Pooh says pick your crap off of the bedroom floor..lol...it's usually me that does it and I have been doing that for a good 5 years..it's a hard habit to break...the other day my husband said "Chuck says..." (Chuck is Radar's nickname) and I got very angry...that type of conversation was always "Pooh says" and I started crying and told him to please never do that again...it's actually something very stupid to get angry/upset about, but it really bothered me...I don't know guess we are alittle strange..lol.

But I am getting better. I hope you are too...I hope your good memories outweigh your sadness...they really wouldn't want us to be sad all the time.

Hugs to you and your snow white angels,
Brutus' Mom

[madi]

Hi Jan, I found the photo of "Sooty" and oh he was so cute and shiny and cuddly looking, he does look like Brutus. Being on Sonya's link, I thought it was a photo of Brutus as a pup. I also love the photo of Tasha doing her workout on your stepper and in front of the TV no less, where we all do our workouts LOL! Didn't Dottie do a great job on Noushka's pink ribbon picture too, you are a pink person like me, I either have pink are purple ribbons on all my creatures, including the boys!! Take care.

madi xx

[janika]

Hi Madi, glad you found the photo of Sooty, he's a lovely boy. Left us almost 19 years ago. A few months later we got our Tasha. Noushka followed 5 years later. Bless them all.

Yes Tasha always had to do what we were doing , I have pictures of her on my daughters trampoline as well, ha. And as you say where else do we do workouts, other than in front of the TV, ha.
Excuse the carpet and decor, we did re-vamp the place shortly after, that awful carpet was down when we bought the house, urggh !!! no accounting for taste, eh.
I loved all the pics of Brutus and Sonyas other babies. They really made me smile. After crying of course, as Brutus so reminds me of Sooty. The snow picture made me think of the girls with snow on their noses, so, yes I did have a little cry, but, I loved them , and the dressing up ones were great.

We must try and all find more like that, as it's so good to 'smile' again.

You got me right, I am a 'pink' person. Also mauve. I loved the pic Dottie did of Noushka in her 'pink' bow. I have one with Tasha somewhere also in a pink bow, must try and post it on here. Also got some of her in sunglasses and sunhat, bless her.
Hope you and other friends reading this are ok today.
Love and hugs
Jan xx

[madi]

Hi jan,
I used to have one of those bicycle things, you know the ones without any wheels that you set up next to a window or the TV so you don't get bored while exercising? Well I found that really boring and it didn't last long. I then had the running machine in the house where I would listen to music while I ran, but it took up too much room so it is now down in the bottom shed. I spent the afternoon rolling bales of hay over today, so that was my exercise for the day and the dogs and cat helped too, so that's their workout too. Bonnie has been banished to the laundry again tonight because of her obsession with rolling in cow poo. I have a pink room, an apricot room and a purple room and my grand daughter hates all of them, she is a blue person. Poor child, her room is pink, her bedspread is pink, every thing's pink. Did you notice Gin Gin's pink coat in my photos? he is a boy and I even bought him a pink coat.
I hope you and everyone is coping today too Jan, it's getting near Christmas and I think it's making us all a bit jumpy because we miss out babies so much. Hugs.

madi xx

[janika]

Hi Madi

I had to laugh, about our similar excercise routines, even though I spent most of the day crying as I put the christmas tree up and found the girls reindeer antlers. Oh dear(excuse the pun) that set me off. Missing them so much. Last Christmas Noushka was fine and trying to 'help' with the decorating . Oh it doesn't seem possible that she's gone.
Looks like I won't be going to the Sammie championship show. I did decide Iwould like to go, but no offers of transport, unfortunately I don't drive. What a mistake not learning as I am so dependent on others at times like this. Only myself to blame there as I did have every opprtunity to learn. Hated it though and thought the world would be a much safer place without me on the roads, ha.
Oh it sounds so idyllic to me , your life on the farm. I used to love 'hay time' up in Yorkshire as a child. Rolling the bales and supposedly helping the farmer.
Sorry to hear that Bonnie had been banished because of the 'poo' rolling. Hope she's all sweet smelling again now !
Hope you are doing ok. Thinking of you .

Love Jan xx

[AngelCareOne]

Oh My Gosh, Jan. Tasha looks so sweet on her stair step. Awww! Thanks for sharing.

Thinking of you, too.

Many Comforting Hugs to you and your Angel Fur Kids Noushka and Tasha!!!

Always,
Dottie xoxoxox

[madi]

Jan, when you check your email, I hope it makes sense. I accidentally lent on the key board half way through typing, so there is, A: part 1 and B: part 2 of the exciting saga.

madi xx

[janika]

Thanks Dottie, Sammies do love to join in with all activities. Apart from being bathed !
Madi, I did get the e-mails, parts 1 and 2,thanks. I have replied, hope it got through ok.
Found some more pics of Noushka which I will try to upload.

Not working I will have to downsize them. Sorry about that. Watch this space ....

Love and hugs

Jan x