Noushka And Tasha I'm Missing You Both So Much Options

[janika]

Thanks Rhapsedy

I have to try and focus on the good times we shared and the fact that Noushka didn't suffer, as you say. That means such a lot to me, especially after watching my darling Tasha suffer at the end and then having to call the vet in to come to our home to end her suffering.
Thanks for you kind words, and understanding.
Love Jan xx

[janika]

Good Night my darling girls.
We're all wondering where our dear Dottie is. Please send your love and Angel messages to her to let her know that we all think of her and need her to let us know she is ok.
God bless my darlings xx

[janika]

This is the first picture that Dottie posted for us and she hadn't even seen you, she just knew you're Samoyeds. I couldn't believe it when I saw it, it was just like looking at you both.
Dottie has helped us all so much, and we are all missing her.
Good night and God bless my Angels. Let's hope we see Dear Dottie back on here, making us all smile again, very soon.xx

[madi]

Yes Jan, I remember that first photo, it's like looking at them isn't it? And where is our angel Dottie? Dottie come back we need you desperately!!

madi xx

[janika]

Good night and god bless my sweet darling Angels.
Love you
Mummy xx

[janika]

Have a Happy New Year my Darlings Tasha and Noushka, at the Rainbow Bridge. It's been a very sad year for us, as Noushka you left us and then Dear NannaMin. We are all thinking of our Angels.

Lots of love my sweethearts
Your Mummy xx

[madi]

I can just see Tasha, Noushka and Ulriich on that bridge happily playing together Jan. Ulriich would love them, he would be rolling over and swiping at them with his beautiful paw, with nanaMin looking peacefully on xx

2010 is going to be a happier one for you Jan, you will have a new family member and I would think a new fur baby to love not too long after that. Don't forget who the fur baby's godmother is going to be xx

madi xx

[janika]

Thanks so much Madi for those lovely, kind words.

Yes we must look forward, and try not to let our hurt and anguish cloud the lives that our dear Angels will want us to cherish and enjoy. To realise that they haven't done anything to 'spoil' or 'ruin' our lives by their leaving us, but that they have enriched our precious lives so much by sharing their lives with us. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. If we don't live our lives to the full and enjoy each moment as best we can, while we are able, then it almost seems as if our precious Angels through no fault of their own, have caused us to be unable to do that.

I know that all my Angels right back to my first darling Vikki, who left me 46 years ago, were and are only happy when I'm doing ok. They feel our every mood, as I am sure you will all agree.
I'm not very good at putting it into the 'right' words but I do so hope that you all get my meaning.
Depression I know is a terrible thing, and there are times when it is so hard to work through a depressed period. I have had to have medical intervention on a number of occasions, which did get me through. THis forum and all my new friends have helped me work through this. I think sharing and opening up to like minded people who so fully understand the emotions involved, is the key to our recovery. And of course there are the 'professionals' there to help us when we do need that extra support of either medication and or counselling. Whatever we need to do to overcome this period in our lives we must try our best for the sakes of our darling Angels and the people who love and care about us.

Tasha and Noushka I love you so much and you have made my life so much better by allowing me to share it with you both. Be happy sweethearts , mummy will be fine and I know you are always with me. xx

Love and hugs to all of you and to all our precious fur and feather friends and Angels
Jan xx

[janika]

Ooh and Madi........................ of course you can be ........ Furry Godmother, sorry couldn't resist that.

Love and hugs xx

[Brutus]

Hoping 2010 finds you in better spirits...and maybe a white little furry puppy soon? Of course only when you are ready.

Hugs to you Jan and your snow angels,
Brutus' Mom

[janika]

All my words of advice for us all and I'm afraid I can't practice what I preach . I feel so lost without you again my darling girls. What a very strange Christmas and New Year it's been.I just feel as if a big part of me is missing.

Good night and sweet dreams my darling Angels
All my love
Mummy

xx

[smokey/lady/max]

Oh Jan I feel the exact same way. I wish it where that easy to listen to what we say to others. Know exactly where you are comming from.

Anna

[madi]

I'll stop pulling all those white hairs out of my chin Jan, so I look the part.

madi xx

[janika]

LOL Madi, that is so funny.

Time for my bed now.

Good night and god bless to all xx

[janika]

Good Morning everyone and my Darling Angels.

Anna (Smokeyladymax) has posted a lovely poem for her darling Max-have you read it ?
It's given me the idea to compile a 'book' of poems and photo's of my Angels, so I feel quite positive this morning. Thanks Anna !
I love the 'shelf' that Sonya has created for her dear Brutus too. It looks so lovely and will be of great comfort to you Sonya, I'm sure. Thankyou for posting the photo on your thread.

Madi you might have to wait a while for your position as ' Furry Godmother'. Hopefully, I'll know when the time is right, and you will be the first to know!

Dottie 'AngelOne Care', if you read this, I send love and hugs to you and your Alex, Buddy and Styx. We miss you, but understand if you need some 'you' time. You work so hard to help everyone on here, and we all appreciate so much what you do for us. Please come back to us when you are able.

Rhapsedy, hope you're doing ok. Thinking of you.
Margi, Ladywolf, hope you're ok, bet you're missing you're ladywolf while you are away, but we know she's in good hands!
Hope you all have a 'good' day today. Thinking of you all and your darling Angels and fur /feather friends.
Lots of love
Jan and my Angels xx

[smokey/lady/max]

Hi Jan I sent you a thank you on Max's poem. Yesterday was not a good one. I guess you could tell from my words in his poem. I will be so glad when I can write to him with happy memories. I know I have a long way to go yet before that can happen. And one day I wil gather all my post here and do a book especially for my angel.

Thank You for reading my poems and being here for me
Anna

[alentrell23]

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Tasha and Noushka, my Angel dogs.

Love you so much sweet darlings.

Love Mummy Jan xx

Jan, the pictures of your babies are beautiful. I pray that this New Year will bring each of us a little more peace each
day as we go along our way.

Allicia (Montgomery)

[janika]

Thanks so much Allicia

Yes let's hope that we will all heal, we'll never forget our Angels, but we must live our lives as they would want us to.

God bless
Jan and my Angels xx

[sissycat]

Hello Jan,

First of all the pictures are just beautiful!!! I kept saying this one is my favorate no this one or maybe this one. Guess I just like them all!! lol.
I just went back and read your story. I do usually come once a week and post, but don't always read the stories of others. I should tho. I know how much it helped me everytime I had a reply from someone.
Like you said the holiday are really different without our furbabies with us. Will be 2 years for me in June. I remeber that day so clear in my mind.

I still have her 2 sisters and mother so i have some comfort in that, but she was my special baby.

Sending you and your angel furbabies many HUgs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Kim

[janika]

Dear Kim and Sissycat

Thankyou so much for your kind thoughts and words. I have just posted on your thread , having read your dear Sissycats story.

Please give sissycats mom and sisters a big hug from me. I am so missing furry cuddles.

Love and hugs
Jan and my Angels Tasha and Noushka xx