My Baby Girl Left Me This Week, Ughh!, sorry, it's long one Options

[mynutmeg]

Hi Baby Girl,
Can u believe it has been nearly 4 months ?? I have been thinking about you so much lately as I am trying to adjust in a new place without you- I get so lonely sometimes and wish you were here to help me through these hard times. I came across some cans of Fancy feast when I was unpacking- made me cry all over again. I had no idea the bond we shared until you left me!! Why is it always that way...

Miss you bunches
Mama

[janika]

Hi Nutmegs Mama

It's 4 months today for me since my Noushka left me. Thinking of you and your Angel.

Love Jan and my Angels Tasha and Noushka x

[Rhapsedy]

It's 4 months for me today also. I can't believe it's been 4 months because time just seems to be standing still. The pain has gotten a little better but I'm still in disbelief that Callaway is gone. Love to both Jan, Nutmeg's Mama, and their Angels .


Hi Nutmegs Mama

It's 4 months today for me since my Noushka left me. Thinking of you and your Angel.

Love Jan and my Angels Tasha and Noushka x

[alentrell23]

I am so very sorry for your loss. I am fairly new to the site myself. I lost my Yorkie this past November. Try not to blame yourself for taking her to the vet. We do what we think is best and often have little or no control of the outcomes. It's difficult going through all the different feelings and emotions. As I have been told, it will just take some time. I'm certain she knew you loved her very much.

Allicia

[mynutmeg]

Missing my baby girl tremendously these days!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know you know that I loved you so much...maybe a little too much, I know I kept you around too long which caused you to suffer but I just couldn't bring myself to end it for you. I always thought of myself as a strong, smart thinking individual but I caved when it came to you, sorry that I held on too long baby girl.

Thank You Rhapsedy & Alentrell23 for your thoughts and I am thinking of you and your children today.

[mynutmeg]

17 weeks
Been very busy lately, so an occupied mind is a healthy mind!

Miss you bunches baby girl, no one can ever replace you

Mama

[mynutmeg]

Hi Baby Girl,
Thinking of you so much here at the 18 week mark!!
Unfortunately, you have a dear friend laying next you in the soft sand. Sage, a friend's doggy recently left us and is now beside you- take care of him would ya.

Miss you bunches
Mama

[mynutmeg]

Hi Baby Girl,
19 weeks....I think about you often! Sometimes I try to remember what your meow sounded like, it has been so long since I was able to hear it and I miss it. I still can't even imagine another kitty in my life right now, you were my furry soul mate and it will probably be a while before I can open my heart to another.

Miss you just as much as yesterday, last week, last month, last year.
Mama

[mynutmeg]

Hi Baby Girl.
Missed week 20 and here it is week 21. I was re-living that trip to the vet on my long drive home from a business trip, so difficult to have dragged you there only to have you die in my arms...however I am a bit more at peace over the decision I made for you, you were a fighter all the way to the end and I want to Thank you for those wonderful 19 yrs. we had together.

[mynutmeg]

Here it is, another week so 22 weeks now, WOW! Seems like longer but other moments it seems like last week that I lost you. I have come to peace a little bit more with what happened Baby Girl, of course you dying in my arms will never leave my memory- it is burned in there and as bad as that is, it is my last memory holding you. It has been a long, cold hard Winter and you would not have been happy at all. Still cannot open my heart yet for another furbaby.

Miss you my Love!!

[mynutmeg]

Hi Baby Girl,
Well...I somehow missed another week or two since I have posted but I am back. I thought 2009 would never end and now I am so glad to be pushing through Spring of 2010...time really is the healer although at times I wish I could either rewind or fast forward instead of each day dragging endlessly. It is easier for me to be around other pets and animals now but it may be a long while for me to open up to another.

Love,
Mama

[mynutmeg]

Hi there baby girl, wow, it has been more than a month since I was last here....shame on me! I have been thinking about you everyday as usual and still cannot quite find it in my heart to open up to another yet, you were my child, my everything and I am afraid to go down that road again right now. I will be visiting your grave site next month- it would be nice to see if the pink pampas grass has bloomed.

Boy I miss your loud~siamese style meow!!!!
Mama

[tanbuck]

Hey mynutmeg. It's good to hear from you. Thank you for checking in on me on my post. I hope you are doing ok. It's ok to not be ready for more babies. We have a little girl kitty in our home now. I didn't want any more because I needed time to "live" and breathe a little. But what we want isn't always what we get. Her circumstances were such that she needed to be here. I'm not what she wants and she knows it's mutual. But she is sweet and growing on me every day.
Your letter to Nutmeg is sweet. I know you still miss her dearly. Take care.
-Donna