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[Omarmommy]

Thank you both Dottie and Judy for such kind words. I have been keeping myself busy...trying to get thru each day. I did finally go to the dr today and get some medicine. I just find myself so down these days for my Omar. I did finally have another dream of him last night. He was home with me and he was looking rather healthy again. In my dream I kept saying 'you're not real?? Are you?' But he would just follow me everywhere like before, and I was able to pet him and love on him again...and I kept peeking to see if he was still there, or if he vanished...but he would still be there. But then, he vanished, and what was left for me were 4 puppies...different breeds...as him telling me to choose. That was it. I didn't choose. I guess I'm just not ready, but this dream was nice, because I got to love on my Omar again...and it was comforting. I hate when he has to leave my dreams though. I so miss him.

[LoveThem]

I wish you many more dreams. They sound so very nice.

I don't have any dreams so I can't share that but I can understand how much a beautiful dream as you described can mean.

Hugs and many more dreams..............

Judy

[Omarmommy]

Hey Omar. It's me Mommy. I can't believe it has been over a year now since you left me. I'm still so sad to think about it and can still cry at the thought. It was a very different summer without you. Good and bad. I missed you, but it was nice not to feel bad about leaving you with all the activities we had going on. Zach was gone to Brazil for 7 weeks, so it would have just been you and Logan all day. They have been begging me for a puppy for a while now, but I just couldn't do it. Until last week. I sure hope you are looking down on me with a big smile for getting a new puppy here. It was a very hard long process to do. I just didn't know if I was ready again....but found a rescue puppy that needed a good home...so we grabbed him up. His name is Ziggy. He's a very smart and calm puppy. He is 12 weeks old. I sure did forget about the puppy stage though!! I remember you being very easy...except for all that you chewed up!! He's in a crate unlike you were. You hated the crate, and never would settle down. Ziggy likes it, and that is a good thing because I don't know what I would do without it!! Please I hope you don't mind us getting a new fur baby. I know you would have liked him. I hope he doesn't get to be a big dog though!! They said about 40 lbs...so we will see. Here is a picture of our new Ziggy.

I love you baby. I hope you are having a good time. Don't give the other pups a hard time up there like you did down here!!

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