Painful Anniversary Tonight, Zachary's death 6-18-01 Options

[Zachary'smommie]

It is just past 4am here in San Diego. Exactly 3 years ago at 4 am, my beloved dog Zachary was 'put to sleep'. I got Zach when he was 4 months old and he died 9 and a half years later from a suspected brain tumor that caused him to seizure multiple times during the last 24 hrs. of his life.
I was 6 months pregnant with my first and only child. It was the most painful event of my life to say goodbye to him. I was a pretty 'useless' person for the next 6-8 weeks. I couldn't leave the house much or lift one finger for myself. my greif was paralizing. I sought greif-counseling and it helped me alot. I found LS and that helped too. i rescued 'Lucy' from out local animal shelter, that helped so much. That is my story. I would like to take a minute to remember my boy now. Thank you for listening.

Dear Zachary Daiqary,
only you know how i suffer without you. I feel very close to you right now even tho you are not here physically. i miss you...not a day goes by where i dont think of you. You were my first 'child' and you left me too soon. I know you had a beautiful pampered life with me and that gives me much comfort. You gave me so much happiness and laughter, you are forever embedded in my heart. One day we will sleep together again. Until then, I carry our memories and cherish everyone of them. Goodnight buz. Mommie loves you. kiss kiss.

In Loving Memory of my Zachary
November 8th, 19991 - June 18th, 2001
Always with me

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