Baby Baron, I am lost Options

[ericamc]

Yesterday I came home from work to a quiet house no more barking and Lothar just lays around crying and howling he didn't meet me at the door either , as I pulled in my driveway I had the emptiest feeling Baron was always there to jump on me with Lothar and knock me over I am trying to help Lothar but he is very upset. Baron touched us so much he was an angel I just want the pain to go away.
The little things like follow me everywhere I used to wake up to his happy face and go to sleep seeing his wonderful face. He had huge paws and his ears were about 5 inches long and one stuck up and the other one drooped down when anyone looked at him they could not help but be happy no matter what he made you smile. He would sit on you even though he was 75 pounds he thought he was a lap dog he loved to play and fetch the biggest stick he could find and pick it up.
When I took a shower he would stick his little nose in and try to lick the water. He would also sit next to me when he was done eating look at me and burp pretty loud it was so funny. I hope he knows how much WE all love him! As I sit at my computer I can't help thinking every morning he would come to me and push me across the floor for me to play with him Ther are so many things he did that made our life happier I can never forget my Baby Baron

[malinowskis]

You will never forget any of those happy memories. Once I accepted that I did the right thing for Emily, I searched for something as therapy. I went through every photo box we had and pulled every single picture of my beloved Emily. I organized them into a photo album. At first I was sad that I didn't have as many as I would have liked. As I placed each picture in the album, the happy memories flooded back to me. It was very emotional. I laughed through tears if that makes sense to you. Remembering her first stuffed animal that she slept with, the play dates with her puppy friends at the "dog park", her smile (yes she smiled).

It was difficult, but believe it or not it was helpful. I read about the different stages of grief and I guess I'm trying to guide and push my way through it all. Emily left a companion behind as well. Olivia and Emily have been inseparable for the past 10 years. I can't count on one hand how many times they were apart. Usually it was because one was sick and not the other and we went to the vet. I can tell Olivia misses her and is a bit confused about what's going on. We have tried to give her extra attention and play with her more than usual to help her get through it all. I will pray for you to find comfort.