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 Amber Gone 28 March - 28 May 2005, 2 Months is a Lifetime Without You |
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 May 28 2005, 12:33 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 256 Joined: 31-March 05 From: Upstate NY Member No.: 789  |
This is to honor my sweet Amber tabby who I lost to end stage CRF after a valiant battle on 28 March 2005. Today is the 2 month remembrance of that saddest of days. I am at work ~ yet must pause to breathe her in again and feel the love that I last knew in the physical form as she lay across my heart for her final moments of life ~
Ambie I never wanted you to go ~ I love you so much ~ I would give everything I own just to have you back with me for one more day ~ This life is fraught with so many contradictions ~ joy and sorrow ~ healing and pain ~ renewal and despair ~ and so is this loss ~ My sweet girl I miss you more than anything ~ I could live without any material thing and not even care as long as I could have you there ~ I stretch out my arms to you ~ I weep fresh tears for you ~ I mourn once more and still for you ~ my sweet perfect girl ~ You are always here with me ~ my heart is holding you in a golden bed ~ your spirit is welcomed to my life and I am in awe of the light I feel when time can stop spinning for a while and I am able to meet your spirit with mine ~ there are endless lessons I still can learn from you and with you my Amberina ~ I am filled with so much emotion at this moment ~ I want you to know how loved you are and what a gift your presence has been to me ~ I was not always the easiest person to train ~ ironically I can see I am learning so much more now ~ I am blessed ~ I am able to feel compassion and love in greater measure than before ~ your death was not in vain ~ your trip here not without purpose ~ you touched my life and decorated my soul and I am forever grateful ~ Together we will face the rest of this life ~ I have learned to know you in a whole new way ~ My Sweetie Peetie ~ There will never be another you ~ My little Princess Girl ~  Love, Your Student and Friend Kathryn -------------------- Peace Be With You ~ Kathryn ~ Angel Amber ~ Angel CC~ and Sammie
I lost my Amber Tabby Girl of nearly 20 years on 3/28/05 after a valiant battle with end stage CRF. Always a beacon in the storm ~ steady and true. C.C was my purebred White Angora I lost to cancer on 10/22/05 at age 13~ A Big Gentle yet Oddly Eccentric Creature ~Through his congenital deaf ness ~He brought an innocent joy to my life and light to my heart I also adopted an 8 yr old Burmese named Samantha who led me back into my own room ~ still a stranger to me ~ she sweetly gives peace to Amber's final days spent there and lights my way to see in the darkness of the spaces that my precious CC has left behind. |
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May 28 2005, 07:16 PM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 273 Joined: 5-December 04 From: UK Member No.: 594 |
Kathryn, that is such a beautiful and fitting tribute to your precious Amber. I am thinking of you and your beautiful girl on this her 2 month anniversary and am glad for you that you are able to sense her spirit and connect with her. I hope that sense of connection gives you great comfort and helps to allay some of the pain you feel of not having her physical prescence with you.
with love jilly -------------------- ELLIE, my beautiful precious baby. 1st Sept 2003 - 3rd Dec 2004.
Rest peacefully my little sweetheart. |
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May 28 2005, 10:54 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 47 Joined: 24-March 05 Member No.: 774 |
dearest kathryn,
what a gorgeous tribute to your beloved amber. i cried as i read it and feel such love for you. thank you for expressing yourself, your words are very healing for me, and i know for others. bless your dear soul. my 3 month anniversary of Jupiter's death was on the 25th of May. i haven't been coming here as much lately, it's so good to come back and *see* you. love, susan |
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May 30 2005, 08:23 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 256 Joined: 31-March 05 From: Upstate NY Member No.: 789 |
Thank you both for your caring and wishes of comfort for me ~
Jilly ~ I thank you for the kind words ~ the days are beginning to have more light for me ~ it is because I have had friends like you here to support and understand ~ sometimes when I could not even understand myself ~ May You Know Peace and Blessings ~ You have given both to me ~ Susan ~ aka Encouraging Angel ~ Your words continue to heal ~ over the past months I have been so lost and without a light ~ as I said above to Jilly ~ if I had not been able to receive support and understanding here ~ I would still be immobilized and frozen in time ~ With your kind assistance I have been able to find my way in the shadowed hallways of grief ~ Words cannot express ~ nor could any amount of money replace the spiritual care I have received from everyone here over the past months ~ This journey continues to be one of continued transformation and spiritual evolution ~ Sincere Appreciation to All, Kathryn -------------------- Peace Be With You ~ Kathryn ~ Angel Amber ~ Angel CC~ and Sammie
I lost my Amber Tabby Girl of nearly 20 years on 3/28/05 after a valiant battle with end stage CRF. Always a beacon in the storm ~ steady and true. C.C was my purebred White Angora I lost to cancer on 10/22/05 at age 13~ A Big Gentle yet Oddly Eccentric Creature ~Through his congenital deaf ness ~He brought an innocent joy to my life and light to my heart I also adopted an 8 yr old Burmese named Samantha who led me back into my own room ~ still a stranger to me ~ she sweetly gives peace to Amber's final days spent there and lights my way to see in the darkness of the spaces that my precious CC has left behind. |
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