Can't Make It, My baby had died Options

[suzyssoulmate]

Dear Friends,

Thank you so much for your thoughts, words, prayers and love.

I realized over the last few weeks that this little blind cat who needed someone to love her so badly, probably didn't need me half as much as I needed her. I've realized that all this time she's been my security blanket in what's been a rather cruel world. When the days are especially bad, I wonder how I will ever feel peace again without her to warm my heart.

When Suzy was alive, if I were in another room, or the same room and she couldn't find me, she'd cry and cry relentlessly until I came to pick her up. I wonder what she's doing all day now, and why I can't somehow hear her crying for me. I miss my little security blanket desperately. Without her, I feel like a child left outside and alone in a thunderstorm.

Love to all of you and your beloved animals,
Suzanne

[jillybromley]

Dear Suzanne
What helped me very much when I felt so hopeless, was to ask the angels to help me I've always had a great faith and belief in angels and their ability to help us. It is said that we all have at least two angels who are with us all the time, but they can only help us if we ask them for help, because of free will.

So Suzanne, you say please to pray for you. I certainly will, but also maybe you could say a little prayer to yours and Suzie's angels and ask them to help you both.

I ask the angels to wrap their wings around Ellie and love and protect her, and having that image in my mind has helped me so much. I think of her as my Ellie Angel.

with love
jilly

[Nyte]

You are not alone, that i promise. For every poster here that lost a beloved...i feel the grief and sorrow as if they were my own. How i wish i could put my arms around everyone here if just for a moment, to let them and you know that someone understands how you feel.

I lost my P-Kitty a little over a year ago. That was when i found this site and all the wonderful people here. This place will help you heal, i promise. And you WILL heal...it's just going to take some time.

You are a wonderful soul to care for your Suzy so much. Please do not let those that just do not understand get you down. If there is ANYTHING that I can do to help, please do not hesitate to ask.

Know that there is at least one person (and 6 kitties) that is thinking of you.