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SilNickCal
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8 Jun 2014
Hello everyone, It will soon be 1 year since I lost my Nickee kitty and we had been together for 18 years. I lost my 17 y/o, Callie, April 15th and feel like I have lost my family. Nickee and I had a special bond. He was my best friend. He was always there for me and now he isn't and it still hurts so badly. He trusted me. It was so beautiful to have him here. I, fortunately, still have Silver kitty, but am concerned about him because of my depression over my losses.....I am doing my best, but pray that Silver doesn't suffer because of my suffering. The loss of Callie was and still is heart-wrenching also. I just can't believe that I have to make a new life without them and it kills me and I live in fear. When I looked at their faces, I felt HOME.....that is gone and I am trying to recreate it with Silver, but he's just not the same. Silver found me 2 years ago; Thank God....I don't know what I would do without him. Though, I am concerned about his health. He is a long-haired beauty and whenever he comes in from outside he has to go downstairs to cool down. I think he is part ragdoll. I am afraid he may have heart issues and plan on taking him to the vet Monday to get him checked out. I love him, no doubt, but he is just not Nickee or Callie and I feel guilty because the feelings are not the same. I hope I am making sense and telling my story properly....I just feel so lost without my long-term family. Please don't get me wrong. I love Silver too...it's just so new....not the ole familiar I had with Nick and Callie. I am temporarily living with my sister who doesn't 'get it' and who basically ignores her own cats, who are coming to me for love and attention and I am afraid to get attached because i pray i can move out around September....They also still hiss and swipe at Silver (the poor kid)....I hate that my sister doesn't reprimand or try to teach them to treat Silver better. It's all a mess. I miss my babies so much! And I need to love Silver like I loved Nickee and Callie..... Besides all that, living with my sister is pure hell. She basically ignores me and doesn't notice Silver's affliction......I don't like to leave him alone with her for very long. I can't wait to move so that Silver and I can connect more and so that I can get him a pal.....he misses Nickee and Callie too. Sooooo sad. Just so sad. Thanks for listening. Kay
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