My Soulmate Died I Miss Her So Much

My dog, Isabelle died suddenly. I got her when she was only 7 weeks old. The first night she slept in a box by my bed and was crying. I picked her up and put her on my bed and she curled up next to me and stopped crying. I woke up and looked at her and she was laying with her head on my pillow looking at me and when I looked at her, her tail started wagging. I loved her so much already. From that moment on we had the strongest bond ever. I loved her beyond reason. We had the best time together. She could read my mind. She would wait for me after school. We shared everything. She was intelligent and full of love. When she was less than a year old, I was called down to the office at school. My dad came and got me and told me Isabelle had been hit by a car. I couldn't wait to get home, I just wanted to see her. The first thing I said when I got out of the car "Where is she?" I needed to be with her. When I saw her lying in the back of my dad's truck, the anguish was unbearable. I felt I had died too. I held her and sobbed. I layed with her in her grave and wanted to be buried with her too. To this day, I miss her so much. The grief still burns me. I will never love anything that deeply or share such a special bond. I miss her so much. What can I do? I just wait to see her again.