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Chloesmom
66 years old
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North Central Florida
Born Oct-1-1958
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Writing, painting, and caring for homesless furbabies.
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27 Mar 2006
It'll be two months and I week this coming Thursday. I thought as time passed I'd be feeling more at peace with what happened to you Chloe. I thought I'd be able to let go of the guilt, but just when I think I have it closes in on me from everywhere!
I cried and cried for you the other day. Did you hear mommy crying? Did you feel my tears of anguish as I held your picture so close to my heart if any closer they would have become one. Good I am so mad at him! You know who I'm talking about. The one that was jealous of the love we shared. The one who told me you'd be safe. Quentin misses you so much Chloe. I know he wonders where you've gone? Mommy wants you back so bad, but knows that only in my dreams, my thoughts and in my heart can I have you for now. Please come back to me some how some way, and I promise to protect you better next time. I wish I could turn back time. And yes, I've learned from this mistake and promise to keep your three brothers as safe as I possibly can. I love you Chloe. You where a special kitty. I'm sure you're with Grandpa now. I'm sure he welcomed you with open arms for me. Take care of each other... Hoping I see you real soon sweetheart angel girl. Mommy
11 Mar 2006
My little angel Chloe girl. I miss you more than you'll ever know. I've been remembing how at the old house when daddy was working his 24 hour shift you and I would have our little bonding moment. Remember how you use to come into the bedroom after I'd gotten into bed and jump up on the nightstand. I'd place my hand upon it and you'd wrap your soft paws around them and then lay your head down with such love and devotion. then we'd both drift off to sleep. I miss those moments Chloe. I miss how you use to get in the way when I was trying to work out. I'd have to gently move you slightly to the right or left so I could do my yoga. You where a so unusual, but that's what I'll always love about you. I hope you like the stone I painted for your resting place. I didn't like what daddy suggested so as usual I did what I thought you'd like. The pink and white faux finish with your name in bright white came out great didnt' it?
Keep visiting me Chloe, and also play with Quentin from time to time because I know he misses you. He hangs out by your resting place everyday. I'll never forget you my sweet, sweet little girlie girl, my angel, my Chloe... Oh and sorry I can't keep any flowers there for you right now, but Banner boy keeps eating them.
11 Mar 2006
Its been close to two months since my sweetheart Chloe was attacked by something on our fenced in property and then died a week later in my arms of a bacterial infection even though the vet had her on an antibiotic. I am still in shock that she died from the injuries. I know they where bad, but the vet didn't believe they where life threatening...
My pain runs so very deep, because I had Chloe for 8 years, and had had her declawed against my better judgement because at the time I thought it was best since my other cat Apollo was declawed and I didn't think it was fair to him for her to have claws, stupid I know. But I actually thought she might have the upper hand if they ever fought. I also didn't know that someday I'd have close to four acres for her to roam and play and just be a cat. I really didn't want her outside but my life partner didn't want any animals in the newer house he'd just purchased for us. He truly thought and successfully convinced me that all four cats, including my Chloe and our Eskie would be safe. What we didn't know was there are coyotes, foxes, bobcats and other wildlife around. Why did this have to happen to her when she was so, so very happy out there. I know she shouldn't have been let out, but she was miserable inside and had developed a weight problem. But after being outside for a short while her weight was good, and she looked healthy and so happy to be able to hang out with the others. She had been an outside cat when I adopted her, and I forced her into an indoor cat. She was never happy inside. Did I really do so wrong, I mean wanting her to be happy. I feel as if I caused her death. I thought for once I'd have a cat for ten, fifteen even twenty years like I hear so many others speak of. I had two cherished indoor cats both die at two years old. I'm so confused and so much in pain from losing her in this manner. She deserved better. I was suppose to protect her, and I thought I was until that dreaded night when I found her maimed. I don't know if I can ever forgive myself... My heart is broken Chloe for I still miss you so... You where my special little girl, my angel Chloe Your ever devoted Mama |
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