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post Mar 14 2014, 10:00 PM
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Just this Tuesday, March 11, we lost our 16-yr old cat to lung cancer. She was getting old and I knew the day was coming that I'd lose her. We had her from a baby and she was just that--my "baby." We didn't know she had lung cancer until we took her to the vet because of a cough she'd developed, but turned out to be lung cancer and the vet said she had maybe a week to live. We decided to not let her suffer and just put her to sleep then and there. I am heartbroken beyond words. At this point in time I just really wish I could die too. And I'm not a "weak" person by any means, but this really feels like more than I can handle. I honestly can't imagine how I'll ever get over her. I think of the bezillion people who have lost loved ones (people and pets) who seem to get "over" it, get on with their lives, but honestly, right now, it seems an impossibility. All I can think is that I just wish I was dead. (and no, I'm not going to kill myself--but I wish I could) I feel like I'm just walking around in a fog right now, I couldn't care less about anything. And what does make it all the worse (if that's possible) is I just feel like no one understands.
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- Snapdragon   Numb   Mar 14 2014, 10:00 PM
- - DannysMom   Snapdragon, I am sorry for your loss. You will n...   Mar 15 2014, 10:49 AM
|- - Snapdragon   DannysMom - I just read your "story." Ph...   Mar 15 2014, 07:48 PM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, please permit me to add my sincere...   Mar 15 2014, 12:10 PM
|- - Snapdragon   Thank you, moon beam, for you so very kind thought...   Mar 15 2014, 06:57 PM
|- - jaspersmom   QUOTE (Snapdragon @ Mar 15 2014, 07:57 PM...   Mar 16 2014, 05:25 PM
|- - Snapdragon   Thank you, Jaspersmom. I can't even imagine go...   Mar 17 2014, 12:55 AM
- - DannysMom   Snapdragon, thanks for reading about my Tina and D...   Mar 16 2014, 09:03 AM
|- - Snapdragon   Thanks, DannysMom, for your sweet comments about M...   Mar 17 2014, 01:11 AM
||- - kk0711   QUOTE (Snapdragon @ Mar 17 2014, 01:11 AM...   Mar 17 2014, 11:12 PM
||- - Snapdragon   Every time I have loved a cat and lost it, the cat...   Mar 18 2014, 03:13 AM
||- - kk0711   QUOTE (Snapdragon @ Mar 18 2014, 03:13 AM...   Mar 18 2014, 09:32 PM
||- - Snapdragon   Thanks, kk! Yes, it is “inconsolable griefâ€...   Mar 19 2014, 07:17 PM
|- - Pamela S.   QUOTE (DannysMom @ Mar 16 2014, 07:03 AM)...   Apr 2 2014, 08:47 PM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, thank you so much for sharing with...   Mar 16 2014, 12:56 PM
- - Snapdragon   Thanks you, all, for your OH so kind love and supp...   Mar 16 2014, 04:23 PM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, thank you so much for sharing with...   Mar 17 2014, 11:16 AM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, thank you so much for sharing with...   Mar 18 2014, 01:18 PM
- - Snapdragon   Ten days. Today a friend, who is out of town trave...   Mar 20 2014, 08:46 PM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, thank you so much for sharing with...   Mar 21 2014, 03:43 PM
- - puppy   QUOTE (Snapdragon @ Mar 14 2014, 10:00 PM...   Mar 24 2014, 03:04 PM
|- - puppy   I really feel your pain and all I can say is that ...   Mar 24 2014, 03:24 PM
|- - Snapdragon   QUOTE (puppy @ Mar 24 2014, 01:24 PM) I r...   Mar 24 2014, 09:42 PM
- - Snapdragon   Two weeks tomorrow. I look at the clothes I was we...   Mar 24 2014, 09:48 PM
|- - my George   Dear Molly's mum, I, too, have not worn the d...   Mar 25 2014, 02:39 AM
|- - Snapdragon   George's mum, Thanks, George's mum! Y...   Mar 25 2014, 04:12 AM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, thank you so much for sharing with...   Mar 25 2014, 12:29 PM
- - Snapdragon   Thanks Moon Beam. I wonder who you are. How you ke...   Mar 25 2014, 06:38 PM
- - Snapdragon   Two weeks. It feels like yesterday, and it also fe...   Mar 26 2014, 03:21 AM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, thank you so much for sharing with...   Mar 26 2014, 11:14 AM
- - OnAMission   Hi - This forum caught my eye - and especially you...   Mar 27 2014, 08:38 AM
|- - Snapdragon   OnAMission, Your story is heartbreaking! I am...   Mar 27 2014, 10:01 PM
- - Snapdragon   A friend had been after me to meet her for coffee....   Mar 27 2014, 10:29 PM
|- - kk0711   QUOTE (Snapdragon @ Mar 27 2014, 10:29 PM...   Apr 1 2014, 01:01 AM
|- - Snapdragon   QUOTE (kk0711 @ Mar 31 2014, 11:01 PM) He...   Apr 1 2014, 03:45 AM
- - Snapdragon   Am having a particularly hard time of it right now...   Mar 30 2014, 10:33 PM
- - OnAMission   Snapdragon, my friend, it's Mission's Mom....   Mar 31 2014, 08:10 AM
|- - Snapdragon   QUOTE (OnAMission @ Mar 31 2014, 06:10 AM...   Mar 31 2014, 05:48 PM
|- - OnAMission   QUOTE (Snapdragon @ Mar 31 2014, 06:48 PM...   Mar 31 2014, 07:39 PM
- - OnAMission   I just saw your pics of Miss Molly Rose, Snapdrago...   Apr 1 2014, 08:32 PM
|- - Kaya's Companion   Snapdragon, I'm so sorry to hear of your los...   Apr 2 2014, 01:53 AM
|- - Snapdragon   QUOTE (Kaya's Companion @ Apr 1 2014, 11...   Apr 2 2014, 02:42 AM
- - Snapdragon   Right now....I am feeling like I NEVER want to get...   Apr 2 2014, 07:14 PM
- - moon_beam   Hi, Snapdragon, thank you so much for sharing with...   Apr 3 2014, 10:22 AM
- - Snapdragon   It's been over three weeks now. For me it...   Apr 4 2014, 04:25 PM
- - OnAMission   Snapdragon...please know I am thinking of you, and...   Apr 4 2014, 07:39 PM
|- - Snapdragon   QUOTE (OnAMission @ Apr 4 2014, 05:39 PM)...   Apr 4 2014, 10:53 PM
- - Snapdragon   Well, I am now in my second month of mourning Moll...   Apr 13 2014, 02:42 PM
- - Miss you Sydney   QUOTE (Snapdragon @ Apr 14 2014, 05:42 AM...   Apr 14 2014, 08:47 AM
- - Snapdragon   QUOTE (Miss you Sydney @ Apr 14 2014, 06...   Apr 14 2014, 03:57 PM
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