I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie Options

[Gretta's Mom]

Good morning Trevor-Forever

Everywhere I look I see your beautiful picture - the most increadible picture ever taken of a dog. Your love and your soul shines throughand everyone whe sees that picture just wahts to take you in their arms and hearts and love you.

Thank you for bringing a picture of gentleness into my heart. Wherever I go I bring your picture with me to remind me that once in a thousand years an incredible being like you comes to earth to brighten the hearts on everyone who meets you or sees your beautiful pictures.

Please watch over your mommie today as you do every day. Some days I feel like I'm living in a house with the spirits of every animal, your mom's and mine, and many others living here - sort of like love-baloons floating around just for our hearts to see and though them.

Trevor, you're the best. I know Gretta and Rufus won't mind me calling you that, cux they thin so too.

And the best thing about being in the Perfect World is that there is no more pain, sickness or sadness, That's what we were all trying to do for you on earth, but this earth is just not the place it can happen. Out hearts are sad because we miss you but they are happy you're free.

Thannk your mommie for sharing you - the most beautiful dog in the world - with me.

XOXOXOXOXOXOX

Auntie Jeannie

[Bobbie]

Good Morning, my Trevor!

You have been on my mind a lot more lately, my honey bun. I see your pictures each and every day and they make me feel so good. That is especially important in these trying times.

Trevor, you are the breath that touches my cheeks; you are the warmth that covers me when I am chilly; you are the understanding when no one seems to understand and you are the sunshine of my life. Yes, you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are gray. You now know, my dear, how much I love you. And I know you won't ever take my sunshine away.

Now daddy is the one that needs some extra-courage rays. He is dealing with some very insensitive people and needs to be strong and resilient. You were more than strong and resilient all the time. And being strong also means knowing when to ask for help and understanding. I was ready to give you that, and more, every time you asked. Let's send daddy some help, too.

Oh, Trevor, you are a one-of-a-kind. There will never be, nor was there ever, a creature such as you. You are/were the epitome of your "name" spelled backwards (dog). I love you so deeply and totally, like only a mommy can. And you have so many good people that love you, too. I know you send your love back to them all the time.

Have a super-duper day, Trevor. Play, eat, romp and roll all you want.........and then some.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Good morning Trevor-Forever!

Your Auntie Jeannie loves you SOOOOO much. Your face in that beautiful picture your mom took reminds me of what true, unselftish , unconditional love means. Thank you for coming to earth, Beautiful Baby, even though your early years were filled with unimaginable suffering. But you showed us how to endure this horrific experience without letting it break your spirit.

And that changed many many hearts and is still doing that. I have a mean streak, and I'm trying to Trevor-ize it. Make it gentle and stop trying to get back at peopl in passive-aggressive ways. please help me to change my heart to a pure heart like yours. You are a miracle dog, my Trevor-Forever.

I love you ...... forever.

Your Auntie Jeannie

[Bobbie]

Awwwwww. such nice words. Thank you, Auntie Jeanne. I love you, 2!
XOTrevorXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Hello, our Trevor-Forever!

I just want to tell you how much I love you and what a miraculous dog you are. You have touched so many hearts in this world. I love you, Trevor.

Auntie Jeannie

[LoveMyMickey]

Auntie LoveMyMickey

[Bobbie]

Thank you, Auntie Jeanne and Auntie LoveMyMickey!!!!!

I really don't deserve all the love notes you send my way, but I'll take them! All I ever did on earth was love my mommy and daddy and try to deal with the stuff that was giving me pain. From the sounds of it, I did a good job.

You know, I LOVE my mommy, even all the way here in Heaven. She was so good to me, especially when she tried to find out what was going on with me. You know, she never once told me that anything was "wrong" with me? Nope, she only told me that she understood and loved me even more! She was patient with my sacredness and gentle all the time. I really liked it when she would give me medicine to relieve my pain and then fell asleep next to me on the floor. She and I spent a lot of time on the floors.

Mommy has told me all about you (and others) who love their doggies and kitties and hamsters and bunnies just was much as she loves me and I say THANK YOU!

Have to go and play with my new pal, Barnie. He is a rooster that mommy sponsored at The Gentle Barn. He is now here in Heaven with me and mommy tells me that she is now sponsoring Bella the chicken! Ain't that great??

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!
Trevor

[Bobbie]

[size="2"][/size]Hi, my sweet little Trevor boy!

Mommy hasn't written to you in awhile, but you know I talk to you all the time. Every time I see your precious little face in pictures I have to smile because you are the cutest Cocker Spaniel out there! And because more of the happy moments are coming into focus for me. That helps a whole lot.

I have a favor, honey. Will you send Cocker messages to Dreamer and Kelley that Auntie Jeanne needs some extra love and attention? She needs some cuddling and doggie hankies to help her right now. You know all about that so I knew you would be more than glad to do this. You can start tonight, OK?

Life around here has its real ups and downs depending on how mommy's sick days are treating her. Right now I've been sick, but think things are getting a bit better again. I hope so. You know how basically lazy mommy is. Well, that is keeping me from giving myself the push to DO THINGS like I should. I think I may need a couple good Cocker nips in the behind - from you of course - to get going. Would you mind?

Sweetness, you brought joy, delight, responsibility and LOVE, LOVE, LOVE into my life at exactly the right time and for that I will be eternally grateful to you and the Father. Thank you for loving me in return. You are the best!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor, my little one:

O how I miss you, your warmth, your soft, soft fur, your trusting eyes and even the two times you were so happy that you wagged your tail! Trevor, you are the light of my world still and always will be.

Mommy is really agonizing about her own daddy. He is so far away from me and I don't feel adequate in the cards and phone calls I make to him. He is being controlled by a very evil person and there seems to be little I can do about it. Trevor, I keep telling myself that daddy will be protected by Heaven's Big Guy, but late at night (like now) that gets very hard to believe. I'm trying to picture daddy and I like you and I used to be at night: you telling me that you needed me to keep your pain at bay, and my sleeping on the floor right next to you. Does that make any sense, honey?

Why don't you gather ALL your family and friends and send some love rays to my daddy, OK? That would really help both him and me. Thank you, my sweetness.

Please have a great time with everyone and let them know I love them, too.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[Gretta's Mom]

Dearest baby Trevor

You are the most beautiful Cocker Spaniel who ever lived - inside and out. I have your picture with me wherever I go. It is THE most incredibly loving picture ever taken of a dog. Thank you for asking Dreamboat and Kelley for giving me some extra love rays. I love them, too. and I'm so happy I've earned their friendship, especially Kelley.

Yes, your mommie and I are very very sad that our daddy is being controlled by a very evil person. On earth we call these people witches, but that's not even harsh enough. You, gentle doggie, would NEVER have heard this word while you were on earth. These last few days I can sense someone lying on the floor beside me when I sit at this table.

Trevor baby, I just lost most of my message to you THREE TIMES. You know what it said and you know what's in my heart.

I love you baby trevor-forever.

Auntie Jeannie

[Bobbie]

Hello my precious, precious Trevor!

Only you know just how much I love and miss you, honey. You brought such love and joy to my life, amidst your pain and my own we made a good life for us. I am truly honored that you chose to eventually trust me with your pain, suffering and your joy and living. You brought me the best gift I could ever receive: the love of a dog. What is better than that? Not too many things that I can think of.

I am still amazed at how time has gone by and you have been physically gone from my life for over two years now. Two years! More than 700 days away from each other. Impossible. And I can't even make it to your grave that often. I hope you will forgive me for that. Soon I will be visiting you and your brothers to put on the fall decorations and take down the summer ones. These decorations are very simple, but elegant to me and I think all you guys like them. I don't know what I will do about the Christmas decorations as I haven't been on the lookout for them like I have in the past. But, you know, I will find something very nice, that shows my love for you and your brothers.

Trevor, you are the epitome of what a doggie is and can be: filled with trust that your mommy and daddy will love and care for your every want and need. I tried my best to do just that, even though, at times, I let you down. That was my human failing, but you never wavered. You trusted me so much that, towards the end of your earth-time, you allowed me to help you down the stairs every morning. What a bonding experience for me. I loved you so much at the time, that I didn't care if it took all day to come down the 12 steps. You'd lean into me and always wanted those treats that I put on the next step down. And when you made it to the next step, I'd be so happy and hug and cuddle you for a long time before we tried the next step. This is but one of the loving memories I have of our time together.

You amazing bundle of love. While you are bragging in Heaven, I am telling everyone about you here. Matter of fact, I made a new friend this past weekend and she is going to paint a portrait of you for me!! Isn't that great? She, like everyone else, immediately fell in love with you when she saw your picture. She's a very smart lady, right? I can't wait until I get your portrait and I can display it in the house, right in the same room where you spent your days with me.

Have a beautiful and peaceful night, my love. I wrap my heart with yours and bask in the glow of what we still have, even though we are physically apart. We will NEVER be emotionally or spiritually apart. Have fun with your brothers, cousins and friends. You all are the best!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!
XO mommy XO

[Bobbie]

Hi Sweetie-pie!

Would you mind keeping an eye out for a newbie in Heaven. His name is Smokey and he's been in Heaven for about 3 weeks now. He left earth when he was 18 years old so he should have a nice gray muzzle. His mom is very, very sad right now. I told her I would let you and your brothers know about him.

Thanks, Trevor, for all the wonderfulness you continue to send to all those who love you!

AND I LOVE YOU MOST OF ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XO mommy XO

[Gretta's Mom]

Good morning Trevor-Forever.

Your Auntie Jeannie just stopping by to tell you how much I love you and how thankful I am for you. You and your mom loved each other with a love the likes of which there is almost never on this earth. Every atom of your body was perfect, and now you are living in the Perfect World, where you are a spirit - a being who can only feel joy and love and warmth and every other good thing. No creature deserves this more than you do, Beautiful Trevor.

Thank you for keeping close to your mommie while she is sick - just like she stuck so close to you while you were sick on this earth.

You are a precious doggie, Trevor - Forever. I love you today and every day.

Auntie Jeannie

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor,

I love you more each day and always will. You will never be forgotten.


I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[Bobbie]

Dear, Dear Trevor,

Mommy is going on a trip for about a week and won't be able to write to you. So I am going to write to you now and then when I get home. OK?

Trevor, whenever I think about you, which is all the time, I realize just how much you loved me and how much I love you still. You are a gentle soul who suffered terribly on this earth, even after you came to us. But you never complained about it unless mom or dad did something that hurt you without realizing it. We were really in the dark for quite awhile. I still feel so badly about those days when we thought you simply had "issues". But your issues turned out to be very serious medical problems with so much pain. I just wish I could have found out earlier. But wishing won't change anything that we did and I have such wonderful memories of our getting to spoil you. "What Trevor wants, Trevor gets!" That was our motto and I think we lived up to that. I know you did.

I miss you terribly. You blessed my life at a time when you were exactly who I needed. Again, I didn't know it at the time, at least not overtly. I knew that I had a special job to do in helping you live with mommy and daddy. I hope I did a good job. I also hope that you are feeling perfectly in Heaven and are having the time of your life with your brothers, cousins and so many, many friends. You deserve nothing but the best for you ARE the best Cocker Spaniel ever! (and you have some stiff competition from Crocker, Birney and Rudy)

Have a most peace filled week that you can have. Please follow me on my journey and I will be sending you love rays, too.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[Gretta's Mom]

Good morning darling Trevor-Forever!

It's time to gather up all your brothers, cousins and friends and send down LOTS of love and strength rays to you mom and dad who are going away for about a week. You know where they're going but it's not safe to write it here because of the very bad person who is there.

Trevor, I kknow you didn't have a mean atom in your body so you can't understand what a mean person is ... because your mommie's love and the absinthe in the Perfect World have wiped away all traces off the horror that was your early life ... leaving only the most beautiful and loving heart in the universe. I only saw you once but you captured my heart, Mr. T, and I carry your picture wherever I go.

Thank you for searching all over the universe for your one-and-only, the one person wha was meant from the beginning of time to be you mom and will be until the end of time.

Auntie J

[Gretta's Mom]

Get your party hat on, Mr Trevor-Forever!

Today is the day your mommie meets your Grandpa, her dad. She loves her dad and her dad loves her just like she loves you, trevor. And you know how much THAT is. No daughter on earth loves her father more than you mommie loves hers. And no father in the world loves his daughter more than her father loves her. You're a spirit now, so you'll be able to hear al the heavenly trumpets going off whenn they meet. All of us who love them will feel that moment in our hearts and we will REJOICE and thank God (that's the name of the Big Man where you live) for letting them liive to see each other in person one more time.

Say a big doggie "thank you" when it happens, Baby Trevor. It's something nobody thought wouuld ever happen. We were all so sad that two people would go to their graves grieving for the other. And God gave her another miracle. "How can I help but singing?"

Thank you for bringing all the happiness and love to your mommie's life. There is no one like our Trevor-Forever, a gellw you can trust!

XOXOXOXOXOXOOXXOOXOXOX

Gretta and Rufus's mom

[My Doxie and Me]

To the one that holds the chalk that listens to a story and writes on a Board to follow a boy and his friend.. that sings with.. Bobbie Hello my friend
I hope you are finding peace within for a friend, I also wish you and a true friend Trevor rests in peace upon your thoughts as you have been a good
Angel that has helped me find... Bobbie I have so much to say yet it takes a great lose to see the lights of Heavens ways to touch the lost ones looking...
I can not tell you how much you have helped me as you ask for a poem you have given me a second chance to speak with a friend, Lost words are nothing
more then moments passed as we kneel we ask for an angels touch... How do you separate the lose from a true friend reaching to help you stand once more...

List of thoughts.. LMM please forgive me for my words you have the gift to see the Hurt in my heart.. As I stand in front of... I know myself yet not unitl.. my
friend stands with me after life I now believe...So many people wishing well, I still seek what does your friends see; in us as we grieve.. what to say and what not
as we are just a passenger in life as Trevor rides with Bobbie within time a simple car ride becomes life long memories that touch my Heart; and many.. What are Angels
the ones that whisper to children <My friend; Once in my house always in my house;> I understand now Bobbie.. Once again as a man standing in silence I fear i'am not
strong enough to hold the one in a cage for another...

I cant tell you how much hurt carries are love ones to help others and yet we always come full circle to a very special friend that waits outside are window as we watch them
and wish them well yet the lose of touch weakens us and yet makes us stronger.. with each word we speak for a friend that holds are thoughts as we all grieve as we look up
towards the sky we see a Human that holds Angels wings that wrap around are sorrow to hold are own Disbeliefs as so many follow one special being that tries to heal the lost
souls of the many.... Bobbie I fought to write to this day as when I do; I run free with my friend once more... Yet my words of last do not do you justice as all the care and heart felt
words you mask behind a friends Picture that sits in a passengers seat as you.. In my words as you hold a child head as you whisper<My Angels Wings will hold you my child>
Sleep with dreams of pure light holds you tight I will always be by your side till the very end of time as my Trevor holds me with Great strength... As I watch a small child with arms wide;..

To a friend named Bobbie I see your heart it lay's within your friends special day as I watch you kneel for Mr. Trevor as you speak for others in time of need as all the children
speak your name you are a very special person to help a stranger find his way.. Words to you are written with chalk.. As it pains me for a close friend I know you can see
as you take care of so many just like the Great Sister of your own waits in the window with the world on her shoulders..
For the one that needs her help looking through a cage....
an Angels wings surrounds us as we look to the fallen leafs on the ground that tell us time of a lost friend that speaks...

What has Trevor in his life done for others;.. Mr. Trevor in the words of your Angel that holds you with her wings oh so tight;.. Bobbie you have given me a second chance Wait should I say..
One last day with my friend as I listen to LMM Jennie speak words off... One last day gives a lifetime of relief to see a friend run free as we wave are touch over forgiveness to hold a single memory;..
We say Goodbye as we hold life within are hands as if we are Gods wishing well yet it Haunts us for a lifetime...

Bobbie Thank you for all your kind words you walk a road that only allows you to travel and in your days of fight as you hold so many in your good wishes as you speak kind words
for all to follow with all that you bare on your shoulders Mr. Trevor seems to take your pain away as he wish to heal a true friend as he sits by your side he kisses your tears;
for so many that have lost; a true friend...My Angel I might need your wings tonight.. Thank you Bobbie as you speak my friends name..
Winds of time carry are thoughts as we hold are friends memories as each thought brings us to are knees we whisper ...<Forgive me>.. Broken words...

As I sit beneath the Willow tree as I release my own pain I see the sun of God wrap his wings around me.. How could my best friend....I wither beneath your wings and ask for,...
Mr. Trevor I Believe in your true friend as she speaks your name she heals my....

To my friend Bobbie I hold your wings within my friends touch...My words are nothing less then Heart felt...I Thank you for a gift that might have been lost...



Bobbie and MR. Trevor my short words where nothing more.. As I have spoken to your friends Heart so one day I might heal my own;... I dance with the willows
as fallen leafs sing with my friend..

I'am within myself; that Holds myself; that let's me run free... with my friend;...

[Gretta's Mom]

Hi Mr Trevor-Forever

Thank you for the prayer-hum-party for your mom and dad. Her dad gave her the biggest hug ever. They are coming home tonight and they will be TIRED. So they will sleep all day tomorrow, dreaming of you, precious one.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

[LoveMyMickey]

My Dear Sweet Trevor,

We are so happy and thankful that your mommy got to visit her dad. That was such a blessing that the Good Lord gave them. Keep that humming prayer going for your mommy to get well.

I also want to take this opportunity to thank Jenna's dad for his thoughtful and kind words to us all, and also the nice pictures. The one with the man on the bench with the dog brings back memories of my Bassett years ago. We were sitting on the back porch step looking out into the yard, not saying a word. We didn't have to say anything because we felt the love we had for each other. But all of a sudden my Bassett put her big paw on my leg as if to say, "are we having fun yet?" Or maybe she was saving, "I love you, mommy."

Trevor, we have wonderful friends here that understand the hurt in our hearts because we have lost our babies, and we treasure them........May God Bless you and your mommy and all her family....I love you all!!!

Auntie LoveMyMickey