It Still Hurts So Much, 15 days since my boy was taken away from me Options

[moon_beam]

Hi, Tina's and Tino's Mom, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing. Please permit me to add my congratulations on your new companion. May he have a long, happy, and healthy earthly journey with you and your husband.

Tina's and Tino's Mom, this grief journey is one of the most difficult experiences you will know on this side of eternity. It will feel for a very long time like the days - - and nights - - will always be filled with deep sorrow. Please let me try to reassure you that someday when you least expect it you will be thinking of your beloved Tino and you will find yourself smiling - - truly smiling - - and this will be very good for this is what your beloved Tino and Tina want for you. But to get to this point your heart needs to wash away the sadness, and your tears are the way to do this. I remember being ever so thankful for the privacy of the restroom at work where I could retreat to try to regain my composure so that I could go back to my desk and continue my work. When I got into my car to drive home it felt like the flood gates burst open, - - the seering pain of heartbreak could no longer be contained. This was part of my "new routine" for several months, but eventually the deep sorrow did ease, and the tears became less bitter to the point where I can now smile once again when I remember my beloved companions. So please give yourself the opportunities you need to let your tears flow - - for they truly are healing tears.

Thank you so very much for sharing your beloved Valentino with us. I hope today is treating you, your husband, your precious girls and your new baby boy companion kindly, and that each of you will have a very peaceful evening. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Tina's and Tino's Mom, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

[Valentino my boy]

My baby boy, I miss you, please be with me tonight, you know I have been thinking of you a lot this days, I though I was finally getting used to your abscence but this past days had been very hard, there are so many things that reminds me of you, in the sad way.

I been thinking what should I do with all your things, your Daddy put away you collar and tag, leaving me the decission about your toys and sweaters, I gather everything in a box, but now I don't know what to do with them, they were yours so I wont let you little brother play with them, and for sure I wont put him your sweaters, I know I should donate everything to the shelter, but I can't, I can't put my mind into giving everything away, and at the same time I know another dog could be happy playing with them. The sweaters I doubt that can be of any use, you were so small that I think no other dog could fit in them.
I really can't decide what to do.

My baby, pleaes guide me in what should I do, and be with me this week, you know I really need you, specially tonight.

[My Doxie and Me]

Please forgive me i have a thought as i follow your foot steps i found myself lost in my own pain
As you speak for your friend the ture love that has been given and received has no measure as
a Picture brings a smile to my face and i thank you for your words..

[Valentino my boy]

My baby boy keep and eye on us this weekend!!!!
You'll have loved what we have planned for today, be with us in spirit because for sure you'll be in my thoughts!!!!

LOVE YOU MY BOY

[Valentino my boy]

My boy, just a quick stop to tell you how much I love you and that I miss you!!!!

[Valentino my boy]

My baby,

This week has been so sad, and so full of memories of you, if only I could go back in time and make things different, please recive that little Shih Tzu that just left this thursday, you didn't know her, but she is very nice, you'll like her, and tell her that I'm really sorry, and that I will keep an eye on her mom the best that I can.

Love you and miss you :')


Thank you My Doxie and Me, thank you for taking your time ti find a picture that fits me perfectly

[Valentino my boy]

My baby, I just wanted to let you know that I keep thinking of you almost everyday, and that I miss you everyday.
Love you Tino

[Valentino my boy]

I found this picture in FB, and I find myself wishing for it o be true, Tino and Clemen please keep an eye in our family, specially in your sister Kika, she had a little health issue that got everyone very worried, she seems fine now, but i'm still worried.

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[Valentino my boy]

My baby boy, this year has been very hard, there's someting wrong with Kika, and we can't figure out what it is, please send her your rays of love!!!
Miss you my boy!!!

[Gizy's Mom]

Hi Tino's mom,

I just ready your story today and would like to offer you my sympathy.
I lost my baby boy to a dog attack, he was only 17 months old. I can't stop crying, I know exactly what you are going through and how hard it is.
I keep thinking about my sweet little boy, talk to him every day. He was my only fur child and it is heartbreaking to not have him around.

I hope our babies become good friends on the rainbow, my Gizy is a little munchkin too.

I wish you all the best,

Gizy's mom

[Gizy's Mom]

Gizy's Mom

Thank you so much for stoping by my post, it has been several months since my baby was taken from me and it still hurts, but comforting words like yours always help, I read your experience and I can see why you say that you can relate to me, I'm so sorry that you have to go through something as traumatic as this, I wish no one ever experience this, something that could have been prevented if people just paid attention, if people just look around...

There are so many things that I want to tell you, as I read your story I wanted to reply to every one of your post, but I guess that it will take to long to write and to read.

Be sure, that Gizy hand picked Rhett for you, because you had a lot of opportunities of adopting another baby and for one reason or another never happen until Rhett cross your path, I see that as a sign that you and Rhett belong together.

I'm sure that my Tino and your Gizy must be friends by now, both young, healthy and deeply loved, I can almost see them playing together.

Can I ask you to say a prayer for my girl Kika? She is sick now, must likely she won't get thru the month, she is the one who brought me back to this forum (well, I stop from time to time to talk with Tino and tell him that I miss him so much)

I wish I could tell you that your pain will go away, but I can't, I still cry for my boy, and many days I wonder how it will be if he was still with us, sometimes I even hear him around the house, but I can assure your pain will be more manageable, and that you will smile again, specially with the little boy that is coming your way, please let me know how everything goes for you and little Rhett.

Please receive a big hug from someone that really understands you

Dear Tino's mom,

Thank you so much for your post. It will be 2 months on Saturday since my little baby was taken away from me. 2 months, but it is not getting any easier. I miss him every day and there hasn't been a day that I didn't cry.
Last night I was crying so hard while driving home, tears were covering my eyes and I could barely see... The loss of my sweet little boy affected me tremendously... I miss his so much...
I will definitely say a prayer for the little girl Kika. God bless her and give her strength to survive and be a healthy little baby girl.

Big hug to you Tino's mom and Kika,

Gizy's mom

[marklovesbicky]

Dear Tino's mom,

Thank you so much for your post. It will be 2 months on Saturday since my little baby was taken away from me. 2 months, but it is not getting any easier. I miss him every day and there hasn't been a day that I didn't cry.
Last night I was crying so hard while driving home, tears were covering my eyes and I could barely see... The loss of my sweet little boy affected me tremendously... I miss his so much...
I will definitely say a prayer for the little girl Kika. God bless her and give her strength to survive and be a healthy little baby girl.

Big hug to you Tino's mom and Kika,

Gizy's mom

I wil say a prayer for little Kika too...My heart goes out to you.
Mark (and Bicky)

[Jake'sGrandpa]

Another prayer for Kika is on its way to Heaven. Good luck with her.

[Valentino my boy]

Thank you very much to all of you who said a prayer for Kika, she leave us yesterday, I'll start a new topic for her, she deserves to have her own.

Tino, my baby, Kika is with you and your Mom now, pleas recive her and show her around, i'm sures he three of you will be looking after me.

[gravessa]

Hi
Just read your posts you sound as heart broken & lost as myself - it moved me to tears! Simba who was attended by the vet at our home 4 weeks ago today. I know it is such a short time ago compared to yourself but I am with you all the way in your grief.

big hugs & prayer for you both
Gravessa