I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie Options

[My Doxie and Me]

A Knight will guide you without fear for he will charge into battle with shield in air to protect the ones close to his heart
so Beautiful life might be with a butterfly that sets us free...Knights have many meanings and will rush to
your side to save the ones that bring life as he gives his own for the Beauty that heal and set him free....
When the morning light breaks and this Knight stands alone he will kneel and pray for the innocents that lead him
so others my be....it is rear that you will see such power fall to there knees and yet it may...

Bobbie you have touched my Heart i feel sadden and wish great strength... at the same time you may have
others to save...This knight will kneel by your side and watch over you in times as his wings will
Brush the ground that Grace your feet....

Please be well Bobbie

A song-Enya Aniron (Extended)HD
Beautiful journey in the Tree's
that sing a great song of times
once would be with paw prints
that line Eternity as Frost cover
the Glass that Seperates me
from the cold that i share
with a friend that dance
in the winters that past
Has risen i must kneel
for a Knight that has given
her life so i might see....

My broken words shatter with
each breath i take i wish you well
Bobbie Mr.Trevor Thank you

[Bobbie]

Oh my sweet, sweet Trevor!

I don't even know the number of Fridays that have passed since we had to physically part. All I know is that it is too many, far too many. And I miss you with all my heart (still shredded) and soul (still crushed). How could I not? I think you were a forerunner of what life was going to bring my way, in some regards. Because I'd never done for you all the things I did and you are my first little boy that I have no regrets about what I did for you. I have learned so many lessons and yet I am still the tiny novice trying to find my way through the forest of a life gone haywire. As long as you are my goal, I will be able to continue on. Of course, I will never be without a Cocker Spaniel at my side - you know that!

My sweet Treasure, thank you for touching others' lives as they touch mine. I have been blessed with many new human and animal friends on this site - some of whom are better friends than those in my own day-to-day life! I think that's because we all have something in common: returning the love and soaking it up from the creature of God's that blessed our lives (and continue to do so on another plane). WE have an appreciation for the short amount of time we must compress our love and devotion in to and, you know, we all feel, at some point, like we kind of failed. But we also have the amazing love and Spirit of our best friends to keep us company 24/7/365! And all you wonderful Spirits love all of us now!!!! Another miracle!

Mommy had a horrible day again. But it is ending in a much better way - a way that has given me some measure of peace. That is priceless.

Thank you, my LS friends (you know who you are by now!). To steal a quote, "LIVESTRONG!"

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Bobbie, Trevor

All we can say over and over and over again is WE LOVE YOU!!!

Gretta, Rufie, and their mom

[Bobbie]

Dear sweet boy,

Well, mommy did what she said she was going to do. Oh! But first we need to welcome Miss Gretta and Auntie Jeanne to their new "home". I think they will like it here. I know I do and I think you do, too, honey.
This morning, first thing, I took every notebook, guide book, printed article, cards from friends, any and everything related to the Big C and stuffed it in a drawer in my breakfront. Then I slept, on and off all day. It was a cloudy day so that helped. Daddy donated platelets and then got himself a couple pairs of good shoes and he came home and slept! I think it is the right decision since nothing more can be done until Thursday when we meet the new doctor......

And I think back how I kept taking you to those butchers in Manchester. I am so very, very sorry and hope that you have or will forgive me. Only Dr. Sorrells was good to you. THAT is another Lesson I've learned. Just because an awful vet's office can do something that most others' won't is NO excuse to continue to allow them to torture your best friends!!!!!! And, true to your nature, you never indicated a problem until the very last time when I should have raised holy hell with them for what they did to you and the pain and terror they inflicted on you. At he time all I wanted to do was get you out of there, away from there and back to where you would feel safe. You were even afraid to walk, poor baby! Where was my mind?

Yes, mommy made some amazing mistakes with you and each of your brothers. Hindsight is 20/20. I wish I didn't have such a good memory of those events. And the only way I can make it up to you all is to try and be the best I can to Dreamer and Kelley. Animals are amazing! Their capacity to forgive is unparalleled. We humans don't even come close. So, thank you Crocker, Birney, Kelly, Jasper, Rudy and Trevor for your unconditional love and forgiveness. I cannot wait to see you all together and all so healthy and happy. Spot and Squirt are in there, too!

If you don't mind, Trevor, mommy is going to go downstairs and play some ball with Kelley and Dreamer. (Dreamer is just too fast and always gets the ball first. Gonna have to find TWO balls!)

OH TREVOR, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
XOmommyXO

[LoveMyMickey]

Hi Trevor,

Mickey has been rounding up some Perfect World friends to help you and your mommy fight the fear and sadness of this old illness. These are just a few because there are millions.



COME ON BOYS, GO GET 'UM!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU TREVOR-FOREVER!!!!

Auntie LoveMyMickey

[LoveMyMickey]

Hi Trevor,

These were kind of slow. Let's hope their fight is better than that!

[Bobbie]

Dear Auntie LoveMyMickey,

YOU ARE TOO MUCH!!!!! My mommy laughed and laughed until I thought she was going to have an accident in the house!!!! You are such a perfect friend for mommy (and a great Auntie, too!). You know when to make her happy and when to make her feel loved and she tells me that she sees butterflies all over the place now (especially since she is looking for them)!

You are right about my mom, too. WE all are going to win this fight 'cause we have each other: One for all and All for one! (I don't think it has to stop at Three MusketeerDogs either - the more the better!)

Thank you, Auntie LoveMyMickey, for bringing some joy to my mom. I saw a real smile for the first time in quite awhile! I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Love and kisses, (I wasn't much on hugs, that hurt my neck) ************
Trevor, your nephew

[Gretta's Mom]

Hi Trevor baby

Thank you and your mom for finding Gretta and me in our new home. I didn't watch those fighters in action but they must have been hilarious - made you mom smile and REAL smile - first in a long time. Rufus and me are tight behind them ... with our teeth bared. (Well, I guess I'd better try to scare it with my fake growling, since my teeth wouldn't sscare ANYONE!).

Thank you for sending all those love and strength rays down to your mom. And thanks to the ever growing group of Musket-dogs and Musketeers - especiall Mickey, Doxie and Moonbeam - who are able, like you , to touch and comfort your mommie's heart.

You're sure a miracle dog, my Forever Man.

XOXO

Aunt Jeannie

[moon_beam]

Hi, Bobbie, stopping by to say hello and to bask in the joy of your beautiful love letters to your beloved Trevor. And - - to smile at our forum friend LoveMyMickey's wonderful responses to you. How very clever you are, LoveMyMickey, with all the wonderful pictures.

I hope today is treating you, Stan, Dreamer, and Kelley kindly, my friend, and that you will have a very peaceful evening blessed with your beloved Trevor's sweet Living Spirit to comfort you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Bobbie, and that I look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

[LoveMyMickey]

Hi Trevor!!!

I want to thank you and your mommy, Gretta and her mommy, and our wonderful friend moon_beam, for bringing a smile to my face this afternoon. I laughed because you all laughed....I try to bring a little humor into our lives during these trying times.

Now, Trevor, you and all your Perfect World friends keep on fighting!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR-FOREVER!!!!

Auntie LoveMyMickey

[Bobbie]

And I LOVE every one of you! Each of you has helped my mommy in many ways and I am very thankful to you all. Us animals here in Heaven are gathering around to help, not only my mom, but any and everybody that needs help - ever!

Gotta go to sleep now. All this excitement makes me really tired!

I LOVE YOU ALL!
Trevor

Dearest Trevor and Most Special Friends,

Today was my second complete day of vacation from THE illness or anything connected to it. Gee, it was nice. Going for Day #3 tomorrow! Happy Holidays!

And, Trevor, you know I would never take a holiday from loving you!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Bobbie]

Dear Trevor,

I need your courage and strength right now. Haven't slept tonight - sick and low blood sugars.

Thoughts and memories of YOU keep me going! I LOVE you my little hunky-bunky.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
mommy

[LoveMyMickey]

My Dear Sweet Mommy,

I am so sorry you were sick and couldn't sleep. I am sending you an Angel of Peace. I hope it makes you feel better. I know you love me, mommy, but I LOVE YOU MORE if that's possible!!!!

Your Little Boy, Trevor-Forever..XOXOXO

[Bobbie]

Thank you so much, my sweet Mr. Trevor!

Today was kind of a long day, but I am somewhat recovered now.

I'm going to take ONE more vacation day from the Big C - tomorrow! So I will have time to catch up with you and all our friends!

Have a peace-filled night, my love!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

PS: LoveMyMickey is always there, isn't she??

[Bobbie]

Trevor -

You are my sunshine! My only sunshine! You make me happy when skies are gray! You really know, dear, How much I love you! Please take all my sunshine today!!

Oh, honey, how I love and miss you!

And, once again, to those who love Mr. Trevor and get me in the deal........................THANK YOU and BLESS YOU!!!!!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[Gretta's Mom]

Trevor, you miracle boy

You ARE the sunshine! Thank God for sending you and only you to your mommie just at the time when she would really need you and your life lessons. You've strengthened her soul a million times over.

Thank you, you wonderful dog.

Aunt Jeannie

[My Doxie and Me]

Wings

<Butterfly poems and Release Readings>

You have given me with which to fly
Now i Breath in deep and spread thou wings
as we lift off from the silken petals into
The winds where the Butterflies glide.



My words...

With each flight we take we carry a special friend with Angels might that hold are friends intime of need
For are Wings will spread as we look within where good begins with open Arms as Angels lift are friends
are Heart will guide us to the ones we love...That will wake by are side only to find each
Heart that beats for the love of ones that hide are pain as we take are friends paw
and wish them well as we help them cross over as we Kneel with are heads held high
speak words to let them know they are safe as we Embrasse with great
joy as light begins to take the one that holds are Heart...

This space i could not write i do not wish to cross that line...

Bobbie and My friend Mr. Trevor i wish you well today in this journey.


Who am i... just someone that found the light after a friend looks up
and i speak for the one that i hold in my arms...
I truley wish for Silence as Joy for a new friend Needs my Help
or should i say i need for my Friend to Guide me to help others
so i can speak and take a momment to easy your pain...

Now a journey is not complete until you tell a story of your freinds
i Hear they like to chase as they bring joy to others as your heart
race for the one that you hold close to yours...

I look forward to Mr.Trevors friends seems your Heart holds much love
for the ones that can not speak i will kneel only for the few....

My Heart felt words i wish for a moment of peace so you may breath;
Is why i write to find..

As you ask for a Poem i try and find my friend..

Your Doxie Friend Be well Bobbie...

[Bobbie]

Oh, how I LOVE butterflys!!! Ever since my friends told me who and what they are, I see them every time I go outside now.

What a delight to be visited by so many friends!! dogs, cats, bunnies, roosters, hamsters, all God's creatures.

My love for Trevor and his brothers grows daily. So does my love for ALL animals. They are so silent in their suffering. We MUST be their voices all the time!

Trevor, thank you for sending courage rays to Kelley. He's doing much better - still has a long way to go.

Mommy talked to a cancer survivor-mentor tonight. I have a real angel to talk with any time. She knows what is coming up for me - she has already been through it and SURVIVED!!!!! I learned a lot of good information tonight and can start working on it tomorrow.

For tonight, I LOVE YOU Trevor!!!! always and forever! I love you, my friends, also because you keep me going..........

Good Night all!!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyxo

[LoveMyMickey]

My Dear Sweet Trevor,

This is for your Mommy. Let us be in constant prayer for her. We all love you and your mommy so very much.....


XOXOXO Auntie LoveMyMickey XOXOXO

[Bobbie]

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU, LoveMyMickey!!!!!!!

for the prayers and the thoughts and all the butterflies!!! I saw another white one today and I smiled. And there is not a whole lot to smile about today and most likely tomorrow. You always know how to make me feel good and special. And you love Trevor, too!

LOVE YOU,
XOBobbieXO

Dearest Trevor,

I will miss you forever! Well, that's not really true because one day we will be together. That will be Happy Days Are Here Again! Mommy is very nervous tonight because tomorrow is the beginning of reality for her once again. Yikes! But I will have you with me, right next to my heart, so how bad can it really be? I'll tell you tomorrow.

Have a wonderful night, my love!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO