So Confused Options

[My heart Cooper]

It's been almost three weeks since we lost Coop. I still cry everyday but I don't feel on the verge of tears all the time. But I feel so conflicted sometimes. Yesterday, I was so sad all day, crying off and on. I felt just miserable. Today, I feel pretty good. There's always that underlying sadness but it's not so bad. I feel like I go back and forth. One minute I feel like I've accepted it and am moving forward. The next minute I feel like I will never accept it or get past it. Does anyone else feel this way? Does it go away?