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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 26 Joined: 3-August 09 Member No.: 6,006 ![]() |
Hi, All. I recently started posting here after the sudden death of our beloved greyhound Britney Boopers. The support I've received has been incredible and incredibly comforting and helpful.
Two things happened recently that I believe were God's way of helping me through this. The day after Britney died, I prayed loudly to God to help me deal with this. I was begging. Beseeching. That very day, the enormously heavy grey cloud that was over me very suddenly lifted. It was so sudden! I also felt a rush of strength. It was a palpable, tangible feeling of strength that rushed into my body. It was a feeling of brightness that I felt in my whole being. It felt like a river of bright strength coursing through me. I attribute it to God answering my prayer for help. The next day (yesterday), I was driving to do some errands. I normally play my cds when I drive. I NEVER listen to the radio. But, yesterday, I decided to turn on the radio instead. The first thing I heard was a commercial advertising some sort of research or conference or talk show on how to cope after we have lost a loved one. STRANGE, I thought. I flipped to another channel. They were playing the tail end of Beyonce's "Halo." I had never listened to it before, but I was listening now! The lyrics from the part of the song I heard: Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away Chorus : I can't feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't begin To pull me back to the ground again I can't feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo WOW!!! Well, it gets better. The NEXT song was Hall and Oates' "She's Gone." Lyrics: Everybody's high on consolation Everybody's trying to tell me what's right for me My daddy tried to bore me with a sermon but it's plain to see that they can't comfort me Sorry Charlie for the imposition I think I've got it, got the strength to carry on I need a drink and a quick decision Now it's up to me, ooh what will be Chorus: She's Gone Oh I, Oh I'd better learn how to face it She's Gone Oh I, Oh I'd pay the devil to replace her She's Gone - what went wrong Up in the morning look in the mirror I'm worn as her tooth brush hanging in the stand my face ain't looking any younger now I can see love's taken her toll on me She's Gone Think I'll spend eternity in the city let the carbon and monoxide choke my thoughts away and pretty bodies help dissolve the memories but they can never be what she was to me She's Gone OH MY GOSH!!!!! Have you had similar experiences? Signs from God or your pet? |
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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 363 Joined: 1-April 09 From: Fisher Branch, Manitoba Canada Member No.: 5,667 ![]() |
Maybe.
Hunny died Saturday April 4th, and on the following Tuesday, while I was at work I heard Alan Jackson's song - Sissy song. It's about a young woman who passes away. The song says, she flew to heaven on the wings of angels, don't worry about me. When I heard this song, I knew this was describing Hunny's personality. She was a dog with a tough exterior, but gentle and loving on the inside. Sissy's song. Why did she have to go So young I just don't know why Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme Lovely, sweet young woman Daughter, wife and mother Makes no sense to me I just have to believe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Loved ones she left behind Just trying to survive And understand the why Feeling so lost inside Anger shot straight at God Then asking for His love Empty with disbelief Just hoping that maybe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me It's hard to say goodbye Her picture in my mind Will always be of times I'll cherish And I won't cry 'cause She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Don't worry 'bout me Don`t worry 'bout me Every time I hear this song it makes me cry, but at the same time, there is something comforting about it. I like to believe that she is smiling down on us. Lily too. Lily's song is Carrie Underwood's Just a dream. |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 6 Joined: 3-August 09 Member No.: 6,007 ![]() |
Dear britneysmom:
I have not yet received a sign but can truly relate to God giving you peace and strength. I lost my baby Duke just last week on Friday, July 31st. I thought I would die from the pain. My heart was completely broken and I thought for sure it would kill me. While crying my eyes out for 3 days straight (literally), I constantly prayed for peace. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. My stomach was in knots and I could not stop thinking about my baby constantly and feeling guilty b/c he was gone so suddenly (Duke was hit by a car). Through my tears I just prayed for peace, strength, and the ability to accept what I could not change. Then yesterday morning I woke up, and although my heart was heavy, the pain was a little dimmer. I was able to talk about Duke without completely breaking down and actually smile at some of the memories. God is so good and when you call on him, he always seems to be there to pick you up and carry you when you can't carry yourself. I miss Duke so much and will always love him but have come to realize that he came into my life for a reason if nothing more than to remind the meaning of unconditional love. I will always be grateful to him for that. He reminded me about the importance of living life to the fullest and just letting your hair down and having a blast. I had forgotten that. I may think he went to soon but this was all in God's perfect plan for my life. My family wants to get another puppy and I was dead set against it but am now warming to the idea. Duke would want us to share our love with another puppy the same way we shared it with him. He was my baby and meant so much to me. He taught me how to live again and although it hurts I owe it to him to do just that! Dukesmom |
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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 363 Joined: 1-April 09 From: Fisher Branch, Manitoba Canada Member No.: 5,667 ![]() |
Losing a loved one certainly does put life into perspective doesn't it?
I used to put work first. There were days when I should have been at home with my daugther when she was sick. There were days I should've been home because I was sick. But I always had to come into work. When Lily died, I had to be here the next day to do payroll. I was so distraught at losing her so suddenly the night before - all I did was cry all day. And now all I have is resentment for my job. I hate it here. It no longer comes first anymore. There are still times when I have to be here, but I will never put this place ahead of my family ever again. When Lily died it opened up my eyes. I knew I loved her with all of my heart and soul, but when they are taken so suddenly like she was - your whole world turns upside down. I know there are some people who will never understand the unconditional love of a pet or know how it feels to give back to them - they are missing out on so much. I actually feel sorry for them. It hurts like crazy when we lose our loved ones, but I would not trade one second of the time I had with them. I am not a religious person, but I choose to believe that there has to be something more than this. And I hope with all of my being that I will be with my angels one day. I miss all of my babies (and there have been quite a few over the years). I thank everyone here on this website who have offered wise advice and comforting words to me over the past four months. It is so much appreciated - you can never know how much I have needed all of this. Thank you. |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 56 Joined: 31-July 09 Member No.: 5,997 ![]() |
Hi britneysmom, first off I'd like to say I'm sorry about your loss of your greyhound Britney. I lost my Keesha 5 weeks ago today. As for your original question I had something very strange happen to me at the vet today. I recently got a puppy and took her in for her shots. Just a little backgrounfd info first...My parents had a dog named Sasha who passed away a couple years ago...my dog Keesha and her were buddies. They loved to play together. Anyway, at the animal hospital today a girl walked in with two huskies and sat down beside me while we were waiting to get in. I asked her what the names of her dogs were....she said Sasha and Keesha. My jaw dropped, I couldn't believe it. I mean what are the chances of that happening? Maybe it was just a coincidence but i'd like to believe its a sign from God telling me Sasha and Keesha are there with him playing together once again:)
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 318 Joined: 7-June 09 From: Sydney Australia Member No.: 5,842 ![]() |
wow!!! trevor that's amazing!!!!!!! made me smile heaps.
britneysmom I'm glad you had some of your prayers answered. elaine |
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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 5 Joined: 8-August 09 From: Pennsylvania Member No.: 6,017 ![]() |
I dream vividly of both my babies, Sasha and Lucky. When I wake up, my hand is actually raised off the bed as if to touch and pet them. I lost Sasha July 15 and Lucky August 2. I think they visit to let me know they are near and waiting for it to be my time. We will be together again someday!
Blessings, Nisey |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 16 Joined: 10-August 09 Member No.: 6,021 ![]() |
I haven't felt anything specific yet, but I do try to think of these words from the book Dog Heaven and hope that Magnus will come back to visit us, if only to see how we're doing:
---- Dogs in Dog Heaven have almost always belonged to somebody on Earth and, of course, the dogs remember this. Heaven is full of memories. So sometimes an angel will walk a dog back to Earth for a little visit and quietly, invisibly, the dog will sniff about his old backyard, will investigate the cat next door, will follow the child to school, will sit on the front porch and wait for the mail. And when he is satisfied that all is well, the dog will return to Heaven with the angel. It is where dogs belong, near God who made them.
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 318 Joined: 7-June 09 From: Sydney Australia Member No.: 5,842 ![]() |
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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 363 Joined: 1-April 09 From: Fisher Branch, Manitoba Canada Member No.: 5,667 ![]() |
Tokolos - that's so beautiful - made me cry - but beautiful.
I miss my angels Hunny and Lily. I haven't noticed any signs that they've come back. I miss them so much. |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 47 Joined: 27-July 09 Member No.: 5,982 ![]() |
Tokolos that is beautiful. Thanks for sharing.
I know that on the day my Harley died I was looking for any sign that he was ok. Well, this past Christmas I got a birdbath for my yard. I love birds and Harley knew this as he would never chase them when they were in our yard. Well, he laid near me as I assembled and built the stand and watched as I filled it up, only to see no birds come to the darn thing for almost 6 weeks. On the night he died, I stared out into the yard where he laid when I picked him up after he walked his last walk into the yard. I felt incredibly sad and overcome with grief when all of a sudden this tiny little starling landed on the edge of the birdbath, took a drink, then proceeded to quickly wash itself. It gave me comfort and a realization that Harley was out there happy and healthy and still making me happy. A couple days later I heard this song and it brought me comfort. Maybe he's singing it or maybe I'm singing it for him. Somewhere Out There (Steve Earle) Somewhere out there in the world tonight Just out of my reach I hear your heart beat Comin' in loud and clear tonight Poundin' in my brain Callin' out your name In the darkness something binds you to me So that I can find you When you want me I will be there Waiting on you Somewhere out there In there in your heart tonight Where I have never gone You are not alone It is tearing me all apart alright But girl (boy) what can I do When I'm so far from you And when I lay me down to sleep My one and only prayer is you'll keep Safe from harm until I get Wherever you are Somewhere out there If you're sad or if you're lonely If you’re scared, if you're only Tired of fightin' Seekin' shelter Just hold on I'm Somewhere out there Somewhere out there in the world tonight Just out of your reach You'll hear my heart beat Peace & Love Ben
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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 363 Joined: 1-April 09 From: Fisher Branch, Manitoba Canada Member No.: 5,667 ![]() |
So beautiful.
What a gorgeous little angel. |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 327 Joined: 8-March 09 Member No.: 5,599 ![]() |
Dogs in Dog Heaven have almost always belonged to somebody on Earth and, of course, the dogs remember this. Heaven is full of memories. So sometimes an angel will walk a dog back to Earth for a little visit and quietly, invisibly, the dog will sniff about his old backyard, will investigate the cat next door, will follow the child to school, will sit on the front porch and wait for the mail. And when he is satisfied that all is well, the dog will return to Heaven with the angel. It is where dogs belong, near God who made them.
how beautiful. thank you tokolos!!! and harley parley, wow it is so hard to read the beautiful lyrics. cant do it without losing it. what a beautiful beautiful dog harley is. what an angelic face. you are all in my thoughts and prayers patricia |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 16 Joined: 10-August 09 Member No.: 6,021 ![]() |
I have loved the book Dog Heaven since my parents' dog died in 1999. I was never able to read that book without crying, but now it really hits me how beautiful it is and how I hope with every bit of my heart that it's true.
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 26 Joined: 3-August 09 Member No.: 6,006 ![]() |
Hi britneysmom, first off I'd like to say I'm sorry about your loss of your greyhound Britney. I lost my Keesha 5 weeks ago today. As for your original question I had something very strange happen to me at the vet today. I recently got a puppy and took her in for her shots. Just a little backgrounfd info first...My parents had a dog named Sasha who passed away a couple years ago...my dog Keesha and her were buddies. They loved to play together. Anyway, at the animal hospital today a girl walked in with two huskies and sat down beside me while we were waiting to get in. I asked her what the names of her dogs were....she said Sasha and Keesha. My jaw dropped, I couldn't believe it. I mean what are the chances of that happening? Maybe it was just a coincidence but i'd like to believe its a sign from God telling me Sasha and Keesha are there with him playing together once again:) WOW, Trevor! That's incredible. My jaw dropped, too! |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 26 Joined: 3-August 09 Member No.: 6,006 ![]() |
I dream vividly of both my babies, Sasha and Lucky. When I wake up, my hand is actually raised off the bed as if to touch and pet them. I lost Sasha July 15 and Lucky August 2. I think they visit to let me know they are near and waiting for it to be my time. We will be together again someday! Blessings, Nisey Oh, Nisey, I feel for you. Yes, I also think your dreams are their way of letting you know they're happy and waiting eagerly for you. |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 26 Joined: 3-August 09 Member No.: 6,006 ![]() |
Harley, that's beautiful. I'm imagining that little "bird" perched on the bird bath saying hi to you!
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 26 Joined: 3-August 09 Member No.: 6,006 ![]() |
I haven't felt anything specific yet, but I do try to think of these words from the book Dog Heaven and hope that Magnus will come back to visit us, if only to see how we're doing: ---- Dogs in Dog Heaven have almost always belonged to somebody on Earth and, of course, the dogs remember this. Heaven is full of memories. So sometimes an angel will walk a dog back to Earth for a little visit and quietly, invisibly, the dog will sniff about his old backyard, will investigate the cat next door, will follow the child to school, will sit on the front porch and wait for the mail. And when he is satisfied that all is well, the dog will return to Heaven with the angel. It is where dogs belong, near God who made them. Tokolos, that made me cry! So beautiful. Thanks for the reminder that our loved ones aren't really gone, just out of view sometimes, and watching us from another beautiful, perfect dimension. |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 30 Joined: 23-August 09 Member No.: 6,061 ![]() |
Something weird happened today.
I bought a little book on pet loss with some exercises in it. One was to ask yourself what your pet would want you to do, if they could tell you. I asked myself, the answer came to me straight away from nowhere, I didn't even think about it, Frankie wants me to love myself in the same way that he loved me. With the same devotion and care. Then, later, the book suggests that you ask your pet for a sign that his/her spirit is present. So I closed my eyes and visualised my beautiful dog, and asked him for a sign. Immediately, absolutely immediately, and I am not kidding here, the dog who lives 2 doors away just suddenly starting barking madly and joyfully, as if he was trying to tell me how much fun he was having! Instead of crying, I burst out laughing, and kept smiling for a very long time. It was definitely a sign and he was telling me he was having a ball! I am very reassured that I can talk to Frankie any time I need to, and he will be there for me. He also keeps sending me little "presents", really nice little surprises that I don't expect. e.g. just one example, I looked at a skirt in a shop several months ago, but never had time to try it on. I've looked at it several times since. Today, I walked past and there was a sign "clearance" and the price was marked down from $129 to $90. Not bad, I thought, and bought it without trying it on. I got to the checkout and it scanned as $45 - half the already reduced price. Then I got home, thought, I'd better try it on because I'll have to alter it so it fits me properly. Put it on and, yes, you guessed it, it fits perfectly. And what a bargain. My baby is looking after me, even now, bless him. I keep dreaming about him, that I'm holding him, and he is beautifully warm and soft and content as he always was. Perhaps he's trying to tell me that he's okay. In the dreams, it feels like I'm actually touching him and he talks to me like he used to IRL. I'm not particularly religious or spiritual but I'm now convinced that animals and humans have a spirit which lives on forever. I love him forever, always have, always will. HTH deb |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 1 Joined: 21-September 09 Member No.: 6,141 ![]() |
We had to put Tasha down a week ago tomorrow. One of the hardest decisions I've had to make emotionally, but one of the easiest on paper. I've been so afraid I'd forget little stuff about her that I typed it up in a letter and printed it. But an odd thing happened, I've been humming "100 Years" not so much because of the lyrics, but more for the chords. Minor chords are what resonate right now. But the song is a little on the older side and doesn't get as much play on the radio stations. I had to go to work the next day - I'd been mourning everyday for a month BEFORE we put her to sleep, knowing it wouldn't be much longer. I figured it was better than staying at home crying myself sick. It helped some. Having had depression before I know it's better to find small things to focus on for short periods to give yourself an emotional "break" from it all. I also have latent OCD that flares up under stress and illness (another reason NOT to stay home), and the song just kept going through my head. On my way home that night I was changed radio stations, and there it was. It just seemed too much to be coincidence. Spiritually I'm surrounded by either atheists or evangelists, so I've been questioning EVERYTHING since Tasha died, but it was such unexpected comfort, like a connection with whomever or whatever knew I needed that right now.
I found this site yesterday, and I have to say you've all already done so much for me. Yesterday at work was probably the first where I've felt okay for most of the day. To know that what I'm feeling is absolutely normal is a godsend. Geez, what did people do before the Internet? Thank you all. Lori |
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