A Week Since Missy Left Me.... Options

[sweetmissy]

and I feel like it just happened yesterday. I don't feel any different. I know that the process is long and slow, but I was hoping to at least be able to function. I'm just moping around and crying every time I think, picture or read something nice that is written about her. I can't seem to get rid of the guilty feeling. I called and spoke with my vet the other day and he said that it was just a case of bad luck. I was hoping that maybe he would say that the GI upsets that she was having manifested and trigged this bloat. I don't know what I looking for. He told me that he only sees about two cases a year; three if it's a bad year. Why did this have to happen to me? I was so happy and then this happened and now I'm so sad. My husband still does not understand. We've had quite a few arguments this week. He didn't have a bond with her and keep saying things like "snap out of it" and "oh, Missy's legacy lives on with problems for our family". Ya know, cruel comments like that. I am very disgusted with him right now. He's just going on with his life like nothing ever happened. I think he's almost relieved that he doesn't have to spend any more money on her. It makes me very sad.

Thank you for listening!