Alex, I Shall Love You Eternally, My Best Friend Ever! Options

[AngelCareOne]

Here's a video that we both love, Alex. It's one of my very favorite songs and movies. Plus the lyrics are so meaningful. You didn't appear to care too much for this song but you sure were thrilled watching the cartoon, people and lions. I hope you like the photograph I chose of the Quaker Parrot. True that he doesn't have your big beautiful eyes. However, take a look at the way the branch with red berries has the appearance of forming a "circle" as in The Circle of Life. Kewl Beanz, eh Alex?

Well, you enjoy watching the animations, drawings, people and live lions and I'll think of you because with you gone, this song takes on even more meaning, doesn't it? Enjoy the film, Precious Alex.

I Love You!!!

Please Click on the Lovely Quaker Parrot Photograph

"The Circle of Life"

From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking step into the sun
There's more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done.

Some say eat or be eaten.
Some say live and let live.
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give.

In the Circle of Life! It's the Wheel of Fortune.
It's the Leap of Faith. It's the Band of Hope.
Till we find our Place on the Path Unwinding.
In the Circle ...

The Circle of Life!

Some of us fall by the wayside.
And some of us soar to the stars.
And some of us sail through our troubles.
And some have to live with the scars.

There's far too much to take in here.
More to find than can ever be found.
But the sun rolling high through the Sapphire Sky
Keeps Great and Small on the Endless Round ...

In The Circle of Life!

[AngelCareOne]

My Most Beloved Cherished Feather Child, Best Friend, Constant Companion, My Heart, My Soul and
My Life. You Were Always the Wind Beneath my Wings, My Hero and My Angel! I shall not say Good-bye but will say "Until We Meet Again That One Sweet Day!" Sweet baby boy, enjoy the awesome images and hear the birds chirping when they appear during this song. Lovely!

This is for you My Most Precious Alex. Here's to our New Beginnings! I LOVE YOU!!!

Please Click on the Flying Eagle

Morning has broken like the First Morning.
Blackbird has Spoken like the First Bird.
Praise for the Singing. Praise for the Morning.
Praise for the Springing fresh from the Word.

Sweet the Rain's New Fall Sunlit from Heaven.
Like the First Dew Fall on the First Grass.
Praise for the Sweetness of the Wet Garden.
Sprung in Completeness where His feet pass.

Mine is the Sunlight. Mine is the Morning.
Born of the One Light Eden saw Play.
Praise with Elation. Praise Every Morning.
God's Recreation of the New Day.

Until We Meet Again My Most Treasured Feather Child Alex! Many Tight Hugs and Kisses!

[AngelCareOne]

Yes, Most Precious Alex. I'm still here and will Never, Ever leave your side! I know how greatly you Love me and I Love You So Much in return!!!

This is how much I Love You, My Most Beloved Feather Child!

Please Click on the Loving Swans

"When You Say You Love Me"

Like the sound of silence calling
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling lost in a dream.

Like the echoes of our souls are meeting
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.

What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breathe.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive!

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.

And when you're with me if I close my eyes
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly!
For a moment in time.

Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth
And frozen in time. Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive!

And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment!

And when you say you love me
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way!

When you say you love me
The world goes still so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment I know why I'm alive!

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you!

[AngelCareOne]

[AngelCareOne]

Hi everyone. I'm going to copy and paste several emails from myself, my brother and lawyer just to keep you wonderful caring Angels posted. I sure hope I was successful in omitting all the real names, email addresses, phone numbers and so on. Otherwise, I can see Beth, Dayna, Jorge, Love Them, Deanna ChibiStar, Sarah and so many of you "taking the next flight and feeding someone ashalt" as one of you said to me. Bless you. This is LONG and I tried my best to keep all emails according to date.

In a message dated 6/23/2008 Angel@Somewhere.com

Tony, I just hung up the phone with you. This is the email from John that arrived a few minutes ago along with the attachment. After reading it, then you will know why I am crap out of luck and all hope of seeking earthy Justice for my Alex is ... Is Gone ... Gone ... Gone ...

So, I remembered a poem that M'Lord Ivor wrote for me a couple months ago considering all my grief, feelings of guilt and everything else I'm experiencing regarding Alex and him doing his best to comfort me. He didn't even say anything but I knew that's why he wrote this poem. I swear he must be psychic because he does it so often! And here it is ...

"Sorry"
by: poeticpiers

I must apologize to you.

A promise made should then be kept
But are not always I accept.

Sometimes you try to no avail.
You do your best but still you fail.
Poor cir%%stances can prevail.

The best laid plans can go awry
No matter how hard you may try.
When bad luck which you can't defy
Decides your efforts to deny.

You must face the reality
Accepting with humility.
Your plans will never come to be.

You tried your best but failed the test
So set your troubled mind at rest.

There are some things you cannot do.

21-Apr-08

Hugs,
Dottie xoxoxox

Tony, please see attached ...

DEAR MS. Z******:

PLEASE READ MY ATTACHED OPINION LETTER.

THANK YOU.

SINCERELY,

JOHN H***X, ESQUIRE

On Thu, Jun 19, 2008 at 7:40 AM. Angel@Somewhere.com

DEAR JOHN, THE NOTICE OF REMEDY FOR CIVIL THEFT WAS SERVED TO THE THREE PARTIES ON MAY 23, 2008. IT IS CLOSE TO THE THIRTY DAYS IN WHICH THEY HAVE TO RESPOND.

JOHN, I AM GOING TO TAKE OUT A LOAN AND ... PLEASE PARDON MY FOUL LANGUAGE BUT I WISH TO NAIL THOSE A-HOLES GOOD AND PROPER FOR EVERY CRIME THEY HAVE COMMITTED. I KNOW THAT I DON'T HAVE TO TELL YOU BUT ... THIS IS ALL ON BEHALF OF SEEKING EARTHLY JUSTICE FOR ALEX.

I UNDERSTAND THAT THE CIVIL THEFT TRIAL WILL BE FIRST. AM I CORRECT? IF SO, I AM POSITIVE THAT WE SHALL PREVAIL. AFTER THAT HAS CONCLUDED, I WANT TO NAIL THOSE MONSTERS FOR ANY AND EVERY INFRACTION AND CRIME THEY HAVE COMMITTED BE IT HOA, US DISABILITIES ACT AND SO ON.

SINCE I HAVE NEVER TAKEN OUT A LOAN BEFORE, I DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG IT TAKES TO GET THE MONEY. TONY IS GOING TO HELP ME THROUGH THE PROCESS AND SAYS IT IS SIMPLE, FAST AND SO FORTH. SINCE HE HAS TAKEN OUT THESE TYPES OF LOANS BEFORE, I'M SURE HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT.

JOHN, I KNOW YOU ARE VERY BUSY IN YOUR PRACTICE SO PLEASE BE HONEST WITH ME. I TRUST YOU. WILL YOU HAVE THE TIME TO DEVOTE ALL THAT'S NECESSARY WHEN LEVELING ALL CHARGES, FILING ALL SUITS AND LITIGATING? I DO NOT WANT ANYONE BUT YOU. YOU TRULY CARE AND ARE THE BEST!

PLEASE RESPOND WHEN YOU ARE ABLE.

BLESSINGS AND MANY KIND THANKS!

Always,
Dottie ***

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Law Offices of
John Robert H***X, Esquire
Reply to: Attorney and Counselor at Law
P.O. Box ***XX PH/FX (***) - *** - ***X
Tampa, Florida ***XX-***X
June 21, 2008

Ms. D***X Z******
VIA E-Mail: Angel@Somewhere.com

RE: Your Claim Against Julia G***XX, et al.

Dear Ms. Z******:

I have received a copy of correspondence from Century Insurance Group to Julia G***XX wherein they denied any coverage for the taking by Julia G***XX, et al. of your property.

Apparently when making the insurance claim on behalf of B******X P***X Homeowners Association, Julia G***XX would not even admit that they negligently took your property. If they had admitted negligence, the insurance company would have at least considered the claim.

When you and your brother retained me to represent you the main goal was to compel the Ms. G***XX and the B******X P***X Homeowner’s Association to treat you fairly. It is my hope that they have stopped treating you unfairly as a result of our efforts.

The question you ask now is whether you should take out a loan and sue J***X G***XX, et al. their actions in taking your property. Now that the notice period for the Civil Theft theory of your claim is nearly completed all of the theories of your claim may be considered for a potential. Each theory could be stated in your Complaint against them and the jury would then make a ruling on each in the alternative. In addition to the civil theft claim, the legal theories under which you could sue include negligence, intentional inflection of emotional distress, negligent infliction of emotional distress and conversion.

If you sued B******X P***XX Homeowners Association in addition to the individuals involved and you prevailed, the homeowners association fees would go up for all homeowners in the association even if the insurance company ultimately covered the claim. If you prevailed the insurance rates would go up. If the insurance company did not provide coverage and you prevailed the members of the homeowners association would have to chip in to pay your judgment. If you did not prevail in your claim against the association a judgment may be entered against you and your property to cover the association's attorney fees and litigation costs. Its attorney and costs through trial may be as much as $40,000 or more.

If you sued only the individuals they may bring in B******X P***X Homeowners Association as a party Defendant saying they were working for the association and the taking and ‘misplacing’ of your property was negligence. This would drive up costs for the homeowners as discussed above.

In order to fight the lawsuit to its conclusion with a jury trial approximately $20,000 to $40,000 or more in attorney fees, litigation costs and expert witness fees would be required. You may find an attorney who would be willing to take a case like this on a contingency fee but I am not set up to take cases on contingency. As we have discussed, a contingency fee basis is one where the attorney agrees to accept a percentage of the recovery contingent on a successful outcome of the case.

The stress of borrowing money to pay an attorney on an hourly fee basis and of involvement in litigation is substantial. That stress is magnified for people with bi-polar mood disorder. Borrowing money for purposes of litigation is usually not advisable and never advisable in a case of this sort. Litigation is too risky because the jury can reach any outcome in the case. The only way you could get a loan is by mortgaging your home. Owning your home without a mortgage is necessary in your case since you are unable to work. Given your situation I would never advise borrowing money for any reason. You can not afford to pay interest on a loan.

There are defenses that may be raised in your case. First, the Defendants can admit negligence and deny that the taking of your property was intentional. The Defendants can argue that you did not follow the pre-tenting instructions causing it to be necessary for them to come into your home and pack up your belongings, including your animals were misplaced by mistake. Then they could challenge the value of your belongings – including Alex and say you are only entitled to a fraction of the amount you claim. The jury will be instructed to find that Alex can only be valued as property and not the value Alex holds to you emotionally.

Therefore, my advise is that you do not consider pursuing this litigation at this time unless you find an attorney who is willing to take the case on a contingency fee basis. You have FOUR YEARS from the date of the taking which you say was October 14, 2007. I advise that you concentrate on assuring that you are treated fairly by your homeowners association. Ms. J***X G***XX and the other individuals should treat you fairly knowing that your claims against them are hanging over their heads. Your claims in this matter will hang over their head for four years from the date they wrongfully took your property.

Thank you for your time and attention regarding this matter. If you have any have any questions please do not hesitate to call me or Email me at: JohnsAddyHere@gmail.com

Sincerely,

John R. ***XX, Esquire
JRH/

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In a message dated 6/23/2008 11:32:23 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time Tony@Somewhere.com

Tony, the reason is that I feel I do need inpatient hospitalization, IN MY OPINION. I'm delusional and having acute psychotic episodes again due to all that has happened regarding my loss of Alex. Also need counseling and possibly mediations In My Opinion.

Dottie:

Call the Hillsborough County Commission, ask for any AT LARGE County Commissioner's office, then ask to speak to one of their aides. Tell them exactly your situation and they will put you in touch with people who can get you through what you need. If you need extra assistance from me, let me know. When we put you in touch with social workers who arrange for meds and hospitalization, it's important to keep up with that and renew it when necessary. If not, you have to start the process over again.

If you talk to an aide of Commissioner Brian Blair's, they know me there and will respond favorably.

Tony

In a message dated 6/23/2008 Angel@Somewhere.com

{{{{{Tony}}}}} Again, I know how much you hate this mushy stuff but I just gotta tell ya ... I Love You So Much!!!! You're the best brother anyone ever had. Ever, ever, ever!!!

Now, onto the stuff which may or may not tick you off.

1. I did read all you wrote, do have all the contact numbers already and am fully capable of making arrangements for all you've suggested and advised me so I do not need help doing all you said. Promise and Honest and for True. So please don't worry.

2. I am doing "very well" right now considering all the cir%%stances. I speak the truth. Bless you for caring and taking all this time talking to me when you yourself are so very, very sick! Thank you, Tony and Hugs!

3. THIS IS THE PART THAT MAY TICK YOU OFF.

After talking with you yesterday and making "if needed" pet, other arrangements for inpatient hospitalization and so on ... I DID WHAT I HAVE WANTED TO DO FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. THE RESULTS ARE VERY, VERY FAVORABLE AND GOOD, in my opinion. Still you may get ticked off at me. And guess what? I don't give a crap. *Smiling.* Here is what I did ...

I called Julia G***xx and spoke with her personally saying it's me, please don't hang up and I continued. My voice and tone were very calm and kind but "firm" (so to speak) as well. At first that is, then my voice became the normal nice, kind me. Okay, I'm rambling and that REALLY TICKS YOU OFF! Sorry ...

I am aware that Julia and the others DO NOT KNOW whether or not I intend to sue them, make them pay, put them behind bars, yada, yada, yada. I used that knowledge when taking the calculated risk (so to speak) that I did.

With kindness, I told Julia G***xx that I will be very willing to settle for a certain sum of money and walk away from all other pending charges as long as ...

1. The HOA continues to treat me fairly.

2. They return Alex back to me because I know he did not fly away.

I won't go into DETAIL but, after speaking with Julia, I now feel persuaded that Alex did in fact fly away. Is it true? It don't matter cuz I ain't getting him back. They were negligent and at fault for what happened if what she said is true. She said that she and her grand kids did try so hard to find him when he took off. Is it true? Well, what the heck were her grand kids doing with Alex when he was supposed to be at Ida's house, under her care?!?!?! And ...

What the heck did her grand kids do that would have caused Alex to bite one of them as Julia said happened?!?!?! Alex bit someone?!?!?! Riiiggghhhttt ... And my arse is a banjo!!!!!! Oh, the picture is so much more clear now! Okay, enough of that. Yep, I kept my cool and continued speaking kindly with her. Hey, I now have more "ammunition" should I choose. Know what I'm saying?

3. Julia's tone was kind. She agreed to my terms and wishes me to go through my attorney to sign stuff and make all the above official. She didn't say it but I know it's to cover her arse. Anyway, I was the one who made the offer of doing all above going through my lawyer. Of course I did. She agreed, said YES and there is more ...

4. Backtracking a little bit to number 2. in this email. After I did feel persuaded that Alex escaped, I bargained with Julia to make good by buying me another Quaker. I told her the only reason Alex was worth thousands is due to his amazing capabilities, that when I first got him in 1993 that he was a baby and cost $150.00 (which is true), that Quakers may cost a little more now due to their increasing popularity and yada, yada, yada ...

Julia said YES! She asked that I call around to different places (pet shops, breeders, etc.) to see how much they cost now and where they are available and she WILL buy me another Quaker feather child PLUS she will return to me Alex's cage, nest box, toys, all his belongings, yada, yada, yada ...

5. HERE IS WHERE WE ARE. Or rather HERE IS WHERE I AM AT THIS TIME. Julia informed me she will be out of town for the 4th of July weekend but we will be in contact when she returns either personally or through my lawyer. That she WILL pay a settlement, buy me a parrot, return Alex's cage and all his other things. JULIA WAS HAPPY AS (*Expliciative Deleted by me*) about all the above.

Okay, you may now curse me out for having done what I did.

Having kept the above AS BRIEF AS I COULD AND LEAVING OUT MANY DETAILS ... Sorry for the LONG AS HECK email. And now ...

I'm done talking and it is YOUR turn. What are your thoughts about what I did, please?

Big Hugs and Much Love,
Dottie xoxoxoxox

PS. Please pardon all typos and I hope I explained everything sufficiently. If you need to know more, please ask. More Hugs!

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In a message dated 6/23/2008 8:11:49 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time: Tony@Somewhere.com
I'm done talking and it is YOUR turn. What are your thoughts about what I did, please?

Sounds like a movie-of-the-week to me!!!

Tony

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In a message dated 6/23/2008 11:29:23 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time Angel@Somewhere.com

Ummm, Tony? Stuff goes right over my head sometimes so: Does this mean that all I told you is a GOOD thing and it "Sounds like a plan to me!" Or are you being facetious? I can't tell. Doh on me. Please let me know. Okay? Thank you and HUGS!!!
Dottie xoxoxox

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Tony's Response ...

It all sounds fine to me. Let's see if the B##ch follows through on her promise to you. I don't trust her as far as I can spit. If I were you I would run all this by the attorney and let him know what you did.

Tony

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In a message dated 6/24/2008 1:29:40 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time Angel@Somewhere.com

Tony, I certainly agree with what you say about not trusting her. After speaking with her and hearing how Alex "bit" then took off? Hey, I would probably trust Nazi Dr. Josef Mengele more than her. And THAT is REALLY saying something coming from me!!! Yes, I will let John know about what I did, her reactions, yada yada yada to see what he says.

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Tue, Jun 24, 2008 Tony@Somewhere.com

It is very likely that she thought it was extremely odd that someone represented by counsel would make such an overture on her own. She would know this was highly unusual. The attorney will most likely be taken aback by this as well. But let's just see what she does. For Gawd's sake don't set yourself up for a major depression a second time.

Tony

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Tue, Jun 24, 2008 at 8:25 AM Angel@Somewhere.com

{{{{{Tony}}}}} Everything you said above is very true and I am completely aware. Promise!

I am still doing very well at this time. I'm not having any psychotic episodes at the present and I do not foresee any "major depression" forthcoming. Only time will tell and should anything happen, I'll handle it appropriately. Please don't worry. Well, I can't sleep and ... But you know how that goes.

I have attached the email I sent to John in case you wish to review it.

I'll shush up now because you'll tell me or ask me if you want to know anything else.

I Love You!

Big Hugs,
Dottie xoxoxox

Tony, please see attached ...

On Tue, Jun 24, 2008 at 8:25 AM, < Angel@Somewhere.com > wrote:

DEAR JOHN, I RECEIVED YOUR EMAIL AND ATTACHMENT. AFTER HAVING READ IT I DID UNDERSTAND FULLY AND LOST ALL HOPE OF KEEPING MY PROMISE TO ALEX THAT HE GETS EARTHLY JUSTICE.

PLEASE DO NOT FEEL BADLY AS YOU ARE MOST CERTAINLY NOT NOT NOT AT FAULT AND HAVE BEEN THERE EVERY STEP OF THE WAY FOR ME. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO YOU!!! SO THEN ...

I BECAME, FOR THE *VERY FIRST TIME* SUICIDAL. I KNEW I NEEDED TO BE HOSPITALIZED SO CALLED TONY AND EXPLAINED MY STATE OF MIND, DELUSIONS, ACUTE PSYCHOTIC EPISODES AND SO ON. ME BEING BIPOLAR AND HAVING POST TRAUMATIC STRESS SYNDROME MOST LIKELY PLAYED A BIG PART.

I BEGAN MAKING ARRANGEMENTS FOR SOMEONE OR SOME ORGANIZATION TO TAKE CARE OF BUDDY DOG AND STYX KITTY SO I COULD BE INSTITUTIONALIZED.

THEN! I TOLD MYSELF "HANG ON. GET A GRIP. DO WHAT YOU'VE WANTED TO DO FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW. WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO LOSE?" AND I DID IT. I WROTE ABOUT IT TO TONY AND THAT IS THE EMAIL I HAVE ATTACHED.

PLEASE READ IT CAREFULLY REGARDING JULIA GALPIN'S OFFER AND ADVISE ME, JOHN.

I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO YOU AND PRAISE WHATEVER POWERS THAT BE THAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO TOOK MY CASE. YOU ARE A GENUINELY DEAR, HONEST, GOOD MAN AND ALSO HAVE "TOLD ME LIKE IT IS" FROM THE GET GO.

PLEASE ADVISE ME. BLESSINGS!

MANY KIND THANKS!

BIG HUGS,
Dottie ***

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Forwarded Message:
Subj: Re: DOTTIE Z****** - JOHN: A FORWARD EMAIL AND NEED ADVICE SOON PLEASE!!!
Date: 6/24/2008 7:46:44 AM Pacific Daylight Time
From: Xmailto:***XX@gmail.com
To: Angel@Somewhere.com
Sent from the Internet (Details)

DEAR MS. Z******:

PLEASE GET THE HELP YOU NEED FOR YOUR BI-POLAR FROM YOUR MEDICAL PROVIDER WHILE JULIA G***XX IS OUT OF TOWN. AFTER THAT WE DISCUSS THIS CASE FURTHER. I WILL HELP YOU WORK IT OUT WITH JULIA G***XX WHEN YOU ARE READY.

PLEASE CONTACT DR. WALKER OR GO TO THE HOSPITAL IMMEDIATELY. DO NOT JUST ASSUME THAT YOU ARE STABLE BECAUSE YOU MAY NOT BE. IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOUR MEDICAL PROVIDERS SAY YOU ARE STABLE.

YOUR CONVERSATION WITH JULIA G***XX SHOULD GIVE YOU HOPE. IN THE MEANTIME PLEASE THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT FROM THE HOMEOWNERS ASSOCIATION, IN CONCRETE TERMS OF MAKING SURE THEY 'TREAT YOU FAIRLY.'

PLEASE DO NOT FAIL TO GET HELP FOR YOUR BI-POLAR FIRST. AS I STATED IN MY OPINION LETTER YOU HAVE UNTIL OCTOBER 2011 TO CONSIDER YOUR LEGAL OPTIONS AND SETTLE UP WITH JULIA G***XX. IF YOU NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL MAKE SURE YOU GO TO ONE WHERE YOUR DOCTOR, DR. WALKER CAN SEE YOU. IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOU OBTAIN MEDICAL HELP FIRST.

LASTLY, IF YOU READ MY OPINION LETTER YOU WILL SEE THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE HOPE ABOUT THE FUTURE BECAUSE YOUR FUTURE IS SECURE. PLEASE HAVE FAITH THAT ALL WILL BE WELL AND PLEASE GET THE HELP YOU NEED TO BE STABLE. ALSO, I AM HERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU ARE READY.

PLEASE CALL ME AT *** - *** - ***X IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR YOU WANT TO DISCUSS THIS MATTER.

SINCERELY,

JOHN ***XX

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In a message dated 6/23/2008 11:32:23 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time Tony@Somewhere.com

Dottie:

Mr. ***xx's letter was very thorough and rational. Fact is, insurance companies deny claims of a rare nature like this more often than not. If you spent the money to sue, $20,000 to $40,000, the insurance company would not pay to defend it. If you did get a judgment, the defendants would have to sue the insurance company since I seriously doubt they would have the funds. As Mr. ***xx said, the HOA members would end up footing the bill with VERY much higher monthly fees.

I understand your reaction but I hope you will put this in perspective. This was a very unfortunate incident that happened and you extended good faith in these people to handle your animals.I do think a jury would not look favorably at the fact they immediately took most of them to the pound for euthanasia when you gave them with their promise of good care.These people are extremely evil. As soon as we can get you out of there we will.

Meantime, get help for your depression.I go through disappointments like this every day and deal with them but I know you may not cope nearly as well given your situation.

Are you seeing a doctor? Do you have ALL the medications you need? Let's handle that now since that will be, hopefully, easiest to accomplish.

I am working feverishly on the funds to get your air conditioner installed. Yours is a difficult loan to place and the broker who will do it is out this week ... of all weeks.

We owe a debt of deep gratitude to Mr. ***xx for his kindness in taking this matter this far and, as he said, you have four years to take action if you decide to. Meanwhile, do everything in your power to get the help you need to get back on your feet emotionally.

Tony

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In a message dated 6/24/2008 1:29:40 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time Angel Writes:

Tony, I certainly agree with what you say about not trusting her. Oy! Yes, I will let John know about what I did, her reactions, yada yada yada to see what he says.

Dottie: It is very likely that she thought it was extremely odd that someone represented by counsel would make such an overture on her own. She would know this was highly unusual. The attorney will most likely be taken aback by this as well. But let's just see what she does. For Gawd's sake don't set yourself up for a major depression a second time.

Tony

My Response to Tony ...

{{{{{Tony}}}}} Everything you said above is very true and I am completely aware. Promise!

I am still doing very well at this time and do not foresee any "major depression" forthcoming. Only time will tell and should anything happen, I'll handle it appropriately. Please don't worry. Well, I can't sleep and ... But you know how that goes.

I have attached the email I sent to John in case you wish to review it.

I'll shut up now cuz you'll tell me or ask me if you want to know anything else.

I Love You!

Big Hugs,
Dottie xoxoxox

Angel talking again. The attachment to Tony is already copied here. It's this one: Subj: Re: DOTTIE Z****** - JOHN: A FORWARD EMAIL AND NEED ADVICE SOON PLEASE!!! Date: 6/24/2008 7:46:44 AM Pacific Daylight Time

Thank you so much for letting me talk. Big Hugs and Much Love to All!


I Wish You Peace!

Always,

Angel xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{For Alex}}}}}

From Your Loving Mama Angel

Please Click on the Bird Slideshow

"I Will"

Who knows how long I've loved you?
You know I love you still.
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to - I will.

For if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name.
But it never really mattered.
I will always feel the same.

Love you Forever and Forever.
Love you with all my Heart!
Love you whenever we're together.
Love you when we're apart.

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air!
Sing it loud so I can hear you!
Make it easy to be near you!
For the things you do endear you to me.
You know I will.
I will!

[AngelCareOne]

For Always and in All Ways Alex!

Please Click on the Picture

"Time in a Bottle"

If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that Id like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you.

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
I'd save every day like a treasure and then
Again I would spend them with you.

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them.
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with.

If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you.

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them.
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with.

[AngelCareOne]

Oh My Gawd! Oh My Gawd! I am SO ANGRY!!! I was thinking about what Julia told me on the telephone a couple days ago and the pieces of the puzzle became even more clear. That is IF what she said is true. I immediatly wrote an email to my brother using so much profanity that I sounded like a drunken sailor on leave making whoopie! Oh My Gawd!!!

I'll tone down the language and tell you what I wrote to Tony. You will NOT believe such UGLY words coming from someone like myself. Here goes ...

Sent June 26 at 1:30 AM EST

Tony, I just had a thought and am thinking out loud. You may read this or just delete.

When I was on the phone with Julia G##### and she told me that Alex parrot bit one of her grand kids then "took off" and those were her words: "Took off." Before, she always used the words "flew away." This is the first time she said Alex "took off" so ...

1. Where the freak were they?! Alex has nipped me before and never flown away. I'd have to shake my hand or arm pretty dad gum vigorously and then he would fly to the top of his cage. Every time! INSIDE THE HOUSE! So ...

2. Did they take Alex outdoors?!?!?! THAT is the ONLY way that Alex would have 'Took Of'"!!! "D" IT!!!!!
I am so "M" Freaking pi$$ed as "S" because also ...

3. How old is that grand child? You do NOT let a small child handle a parrot. FREAKING IDIOTS!!! You don't even let an adult handle a parrot who does NOT know how to do so properly. HOW OLD IS THE KID?!

WHERE WERE THEY?!

WHAT THE FREAK DID THE KID DO TO CAUSE ALEX TO FEEL THE NEED TO BITE?!

WHERE THE "H" WAS AN ADULT TO SUPERVISE?!

I CANNOT FREAKING BELIEVE THAT LYING SACK OF "S" (Insert another word for 'street walker' here) OF BABYLON G##### "B" WOULD ALLOW ...

HOW STUPID CAN PEOPLE BE?!?!?! (Rhetorical question.)

I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW FURIOUS I AM!!!

FREAKING FURIOUS!!!

I'd better sign off before I stroke out. See ya later.

D ... As in

DA##ED FREAKING MAD AS "H"!!!!! "D" IT!!!!!!!!!!

My Most Cherished Best Friend Alex DEAD and My Life RUINED!!! RUINED!!! SHATTERED!!! Because of ... Gotta go scream and curse ...

*That is the end of my email. I did not sign off.

I sure hope no one thinks me gosh awful horrible for CURSING and being SO ANGRY.

Thank you for letting me talk.

Always,
Angel xoxoxox

PS. Did I say how Freaking Furious I am right now?

[AngelCareOne]

Thank you so much each and every one of you for letting me vent in the wee hours this morning
I got a response email from my brother and wish to share it. Also, I want to tell you what I wrote back to him and ... It is the truth. Honest! In my response ...

I am going to give a MySpace page where you can go FOR FREE which will bring you all such comfort! Here goes ...

In a message dated 6/26/2008 6:01:36 AM Pacific Daylight Time, Tony@Somewhere.com writes:

Dottie:

I understand your anger but you need to get over this. The more you obsess with it the longer the incident lasts in your mind. You are punishing NOBODY BUT YOURSELF!!! Please try to move on. Life is way too difficult without holding onto every one of our disappointments ... and there are many.

Get as much money as you can from J G***** if you can ... and then FORGET ABOUT IT! Discuss this situation with Dr. Walker. If you want some guidelines on how to do this: Google "forgiveness" or "letting go."

Tony

Here is my Response to Tony ...

{{{{{Tony}}}}} I couldn't agree more with all you said above. About obsessing (ESPECIALLY my obsessing about Alex cuz I do it tons at times Oy!), about my anger and yada yada yada ... That it only hurts *me* and can and does make me both emotionally ill AND also physically sick as well. Boy howdy, it sure does. Please know how painfully aware I am of this.

I want to THANK YOU for letting me "talk" to you in that email and vent how FURIOUS I felt right after I had that "AH HA" experience. I did curse and shout some more here at home to myself then became quiet and started to get "real bad depressed" again.

Ut Oh! I told myself ain't no way I'm gonna have another nervous breakdown. Nope! So, I first tried TV but there were no programs that helped. Then I went to YouTube ... Nope. Ahhh! Got it! I went to MySpace member Amy Barbara's page. She sings and is an Angel. Her songs are "hers" and I can't hear them anywhere else ...

I went to her page and knew what song I wanted to hear. It's called "One Day" ... I didn't even cry but one or two small 'Boo Hoos' after I sent you that venting email which helped me so much and I THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!!

Her songs are not on YouTube so I cannot give you a link to "One Day" but here is the URL Link to her MySpace Page ...

http://www.myspace.com/amybarbera


Or ...

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fusea...iendid=71412417

That second link may be much easier. Go to the upper right where you have a choice of hearing four songs. "One Day" is at the bottom. Click on it and listen.

Ohhh, Tony! Not only did I calm down but I felt so ... I believe! I smiled SO BIG and listened to that song over and over again. Such comfort and reassurance! And her page is so very, very beautiful, too. That lady is an Angel for honest and for true! Ooooo!

Oh, I am still "very upset" and for several reasons all pertaining to how Alex met his demise and yada, yada, yada ... Then I listened to that song again and again and again and ... Wow!!! Hey, I AM getting better going though those "grief" phases then ... I know I'll be able to let go. I know now that I can. I speak the truth. Promise!

Thanks again so much for letting me vent at the VERY MOMENT it entered my mind about ... Well, you read it ... So I just had to write and, unfortunately, I chose you to write to about me being so angry. You poor thing, Tony. Sorry about that.

THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND, TONY!!! I am doing very well right now. THANK YOU!!!

Big Tight Hugs and Much Love,
Dottie xoxoxox

PS. I already done did them googles about anger, letting go and more ... Long ago and still do. Most of them don't help but thanks so much for your advice! The Pet Loss googles and Websites help me so much more when assuring me I'm not going insane, my feelings are "Normal" and ... I will be fine again. Oh, it may take a while but I am getting there. I sure am.
More Hugs!!!

I Wish You All Peace!

Big Hugs and Much Love!

Always,
Angel xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Most Cherished Alex, I hope and pray that you cannot see or feel me right now. You always became so worried and comforted me when I was sad or ill. The more facts that come to light, the more questions I have and imagine the most terrifying, hideous ways that you met your Maker.

What were Julia's grand children doing anywhere near you? You were at Ida's house. Right? Then again, all I had was a cell phone number so Ida could have been anywhere when I phoned each day to check up on you. On October the 13th of 2007, I did hear you speaking loud and clear when I made one of my phone calls to Ida.

Julia used to use the words, "He flew away" when lying about what happened to you. A few days ago she said for the first time, "He took off." So I'm told that you "bit one of her grand children then 'took off'." You've nipped me before and I had to shake my arms and shoulders really vigorously before you'd leave my hand, arm or shoulder. Then you would fly back to the top of your cage. EVERY TIME. INSIDE THE HOUSE. So ...

If what Julia said is true, then THAT CHILD TOOK YOU OUTSIDE!!! That is the ONLY way that you would have felt such terror to cause you to bite. You NEVER went near a door or window even when it was closed. If you were on my shoulder and I even walked to the front door or back sliding glass door, you SCREAMED in terror, flew SO FAST back to your cage and booked it inside of your next box. You Were SCARED! This held true for 15 years for gosh sake!

If what Julia said is true then THEY TOOK YOU OUTSIDE AFTER I TOLD THEM OF YOUR HORRIBLE FEAR of being ANYWHERE NEAR the outside. That is IF Julia is saying the truth. But, she lies. Julia and Nico lie. They lie a LOT and I've called them on their "discrepancies" several times. If the child did throw you outside, I do know you're dead because of our having "over bonded" if for no other reason at all. Alex, I can't sleep or eat or ... I keep ruminating on the various horrible fates which took your life. TEARS!!!

Alex, I have to stop doing this because I know you can see me and feel me where you are. This must be upsetting you something fierce gosh awful bad ... Ohhh! I don't have the words. Did the child throw you on the pavement and concuss you? Did the child hit, squeeze or choke you? Did a dog or cat or bird of prey or other animal kill you? How long did it take for you to die from any such attack that very well could have taken place? Did you cry out for me in terror? "Mama! Mama! Help me!" OMG!!!

OR

Are you ... Must stop. More later. I LOVE YOU, ALEX!!!

For Alex - Click on the Birds in Flight

I'll See You Somewhere Over The Rainbow Sweet Precious Alex!

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{{{Alex}}}}}}}


And From Your Loving Mama Always, Angel xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

I Brought You Some Friends Sweet Alex. I Love You!!!



And From Your Loving Mama Always, Angel xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

Just in case anyone is reading this, the plot thickens even after all these months. I'm going to copy and paste part of the latest email to my lawyer so as not to have to think about this since I ain't in too good 'o shape. Please pardon the CAPS. John prefers all things emailed to him to be in CAPS. I'm not sure why but it could either be poor vision or that his eyes go wacky after reading hours and hours of emails. So again, please pardon the CAPS in the following cut and paste portion of my email to John my lawyer. I promise that I am not shouting. Many thanks and here it is ...

"I'LL TRY MY BEST TO TELL YOU WHAT I FOUND OUT ABOUT ALEX AND WAS TRYING TO TELL YOU WHILE STATING FACT AS FACT AND SPECULATION AS SPECULATION.

1. FACT: JULIA GALPIN TOLD ME FROM THE BEGINNING THAT IDA TOLD HER ALEX BIT "THE GRANDSON" THEN FLEW AWAY. UNTIL A COUPLE DAYS AGO, I THOUGHT SHE MEANT HER (JULIA'S) GRANDSON SINCE IDA ALSO SERVES AS NANNY TO JULIA GALPIN'S GRANDCHILDREN.

2. FACT: IDA CECAREO TOLD ME FROM THE BEGINNING (10/16/07) THAT SHE GAVE ALEX AWAY AND REFUSED TO TELL ME WHERE HE IS. SHE HAS STUCK TO THAT STORY ALL THESE MONTHS.

3. FACT: JULIA GALPIN TOLD ME THAT IDA HAS NEVER EVER TOLD HER THAT SHE GAVE ALEX AWAY. THE FIRST TIME JULIA HEARD OF THAT WAS WHEN I TOLD HER A COUPLE DAYS AGO, THREE DAYS AT THE MOST. JULIA TOLD ME THAT SHE WOULD APPROACH IDA, TELL HER SHE'S NOT IN TROUBLE BUT TO TELL HER WHAT REALLY HAPPENED.

4. FACT: WHILE SPEAKING WITH JULIA WITHIN THE LAST 2 TO 3 DAYS, I INFORMED HER THAT IDA KEPT ASKING ME TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO PLEASE GIVE HER ALEX, TO LET HER KEEP ALEX, BECAUSE SHE AND HER HUSBAND LOVED HIM SO MUCH. THOSE PLEAS FROM IDA TOOK PLACE DURING EVERY PHONE CALL I MADE TO HER TO SEE HOW MY PETS WERE DOING WHEN I WAS STAYING IN THE HOTEL WHILE MY HOUSE WAS BEING TENTED IN OCTOBER 2007. JULIA WAS NOT AWARE OF THIS FACT AND, IN MY OPINION, JULIA DID SHOW INTEREST AND SURPRISE AS WELL.

5. FACT: JULIA GALPIN TOLD ME IT WAS IDA CESAREO'S ADULT GRANDSON WHO ALEX BIT THEN FLEW AWAY. THAT IT TOOK PLACE INSIDE IDA'S HOME, AT ALEX'S CAGE. NOT OUTSIDE.

6. SPECULATION: I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE HECK TO BELIEVE ANYMORE BUT IF #5 IS TRUE, IT IS POSSIBLE THAT IDA'S ADULT GRANDSON BECAME ANGRY WHEN ALEX NIPPED HIM AND EITHER KILLED ALEX OR THREW HIM OUTSIDE OR I JUST DON'T KNOW, ETC.

7. FACT: ALEX NEVER, EVER BIT ANYONE UNLESS HE WAS FRIGHTENED, UPSET OR IF ANYONE PUT THEIR HAND (OR ANY BODY PART) INSIDE ALEX'S CAGE WHILE ALEX WAS INSIDE THE CAGE. IF ALEX WAS FRIGHTENED OR UPSET, HE WOULD "WARN" THE PERSON NOT TO TOUCH HIM SO THEY WOULD NOT BE NIPPED OR BITTEN. ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, AND WITHOUT FAIL, THE ABOVE IS FACT!

I MADE CERTAIN TO WARN IDA SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE SHE TOOK ALEX NEVER TO REACH INTO ALEX'S CAGE IF HE IS INSIDE AS THAT IS HIS TERRITORY AND HE WOULD BITE. I ALSO TOLD IDA SEVERAL TIMES THAT ALEX WILL WARN A PERSON IF HE'S SCARED OR UPSET SO THEY WILL KNOW NOT TO TOUCH HIM. I ALSO INFORMED IDA IF ALEX WAS OUTSIDE ON TOP OF HIS CAGE OR NEST BOX, OR ANYWHERE ELSE, THEN IT IS FINE AND DANDY TO REACH INSIDE HIS CAGE AS HE DOESN'T CARE.

I ALSO GAVE IDA MANY OTHER INSTRUCTIONS REGARDING ALEX'S CARE AND HOW TO KEEP HIM SAFE, ETC.

DID I COVER IT ALL? IN SUMMARY, IF IT IS TRUE THAT ALEX BIT IDA'S ADULT GRANDSON THEN I CAN ONLY TAKE A GUESS AT WHAT HE WOULD DO TO ALEX. MY GUESS IS NOT EVEN AN EDUCATED GUESS SINCE I DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IDA'S ADULT GRANDSON, HIS PERSONALITY, TEMPER, BEHAVIOR PATTERNS AND SO ON. I JUST WANT SO BADLY FOR THIS NIGHTMARE TO END AND SO I SUPPOSE ... WELL, THERE'S MORE BUT I'LL STOP THERE FOR NOW."

It's me Angel talking again. There's a bunch more but I ... I will be back to tell anyone who wants to know. God Bless!

[AngelCareOne]

If anyone has read the post above this one regarding my ongoing investigations, could you please tell me what you think may have happened? I've got tons and tons more information to share but ... I need to know the truth. I just have got to know the truth about what happened! I'm torturing myself practically 24 hours a day and I feel so guilty. Most of this is ALL MY FAULT! Tears! If I hadn't been so stupid none of this would have ever happened. Please, what is your opinion of what happened to Alex taking into consideration the latest findings? And that Julia? OMG! You would spit if you knew the latest about her and ... Okay, I'm done for now. Thank you so much and Blessings!

[AngelCareOne]

Hello, my Friends. I am so desperate and at the end of my rope that I've begun to leave messages on different talk shows that might be able to help me. This may be my last chance to find out the absolute, positive truth about what REALLY happened to Alex. I pray that one of them is interested, contacts me back and follows through. Please keep us in your prayers and wish me and my feather child Alex luck. God Bless!

[AngelCareOne]

Alex, I swear on all I hold Holy and Sacred that I shall not stop my ongoing investigations. I'm going to get the appropriate authorities to request polygraph tests from all involved, including myself. In fact, I hope I'm able to make those lie detector tests required because I know that Nico, Julia and especially Ida would never ever volunteer to take a polygraph in order to clear their names. My Gosh. I just thought of something this very moment. All three of those monsters very well may be required to take a polygraph regarding their part in robbing my house blind and then the person administering the test can slip in a couple questions about you, Alex. That sounds like a plan!

Also, if Ida refuses to take a polygraph (of course she'll refuse), then I'll know that one of two things happened to you:

1. You're alive and were either sold, given away, Ida kept you as she begged me over and over to let her keep you, you were taken for a ride and tossed outside, etc. Still you're alive. OR

2. Ida's adult grandson murdered you right there at your cage inside Ida's house.

From all I found out last week about Ida telling Julia that you bit Ida's adult grandson ... In her house ... Right at your cage ... Then flew away? Excuse me!? Did you fly right through the walls? Well, let's just call you David Copperfield. Hey, I only *look* stupid. I mean really. For pity's sake! Also, how about all my witnesses who will swear that you never, ever went near a door or window even if they were closed because you were terrified!

Alex, as Sherlock Holmes would say, "The game is afoot!" And as said in the movie Network: "I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore!" I can't even begin to express how guilty I feel and sorry I am that this is taking so long, my very best friend ever {{{{{{{Alex}}}}}. For now, I'll quote one more TV show called The X-Files and that is "The Truth Is Out There!" Yes, my darling Alex. The truth IS out there and I swear I will find it and perchance go Jackie Chan on some people's arses to force the Truth out of them! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, PRECIOUS ALEX!!!

[AngelCareOne]

Oh My Gosh! The nightmare continues! Please see below the copy and paste of an email I just sent to my lawyer. Please pardon the CAPS. It's just that John prefers all his emails in CAPS so no, I am not shouting.

DEAR JOHN, NICO PAVAN SHOWED UP AT MY DOOR A COUPLE HOURS AGO. I DID NOT RECOGNIZE HIM THROUGH THE PEEP HOLE OR I WOULD NOT HAVE OPENED THE DOOR. IT IS THE VERY FIRST TIME I HAVE SEEN HIM SINCE BEFORE HE WAS SERVED. I FELT SO SHOCKED, INTIMIDATED, FRIGHTENED AND DID NOT KNOW HOW TO REACT! OH MY GOSH!

HE BEHAVED AS IF ALL WAS HUNKY DORY, SMILED AND ASKED ME SEVERAL TIMES HOW AM I DOING. HE RETURNED SOME ITEMS AS YOU'LL SEE BELOW. NICO PAVAN STATED THAT JULIA GALPIN HAD COME BY YESTERDAY TO RETURN THEM BUT SHE COULD NOT GET HOLD OF ME. THAT'S SO STRANGE BECAUSE IT WAS YESTERDAY EARLY AFTERNOON THAT I HAD A TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE ABOUT JULIA GALPIN AND THIS SITUATION AND SHARED IT WITH MY FRIEND DEBBIE BEEBY. SHE WILL VOUCH THAT IS TRUE.

HERE IS MY QUESTION: PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR HONEST OPINION OF THE FOLLOWING EMAIL AND IF I OUGHT OR OUGHT NOT TO SEND IT TO NICO PAVAN. OR PERHAPS YOU OUGHT SEND IT TO HIM FOR ME INSEAD? THANK YOU! THE EMAIL TO NICO WOULD READ AS FOLLOWS >>>>>>>

Hi, Nico. I appreciate the return of my Alex's cage, nest box, toys and parrot carrier. However, the following were not returned: The cage's food, water, vegetable and fruit receptacles, large bag of K-Tee brand compacted pine shavings, several full bags of assorted types of seed and Alex himself was not returned.

I also appreciate the return of Buddy dog's two metal dishes and stand. However the following were not returned: His toys, bag of food, his treats, the 50 foot recoil extender leash, his brush and current license tags. You did return Styx kitty's food dish and pooper scooper. However, the following were not returned: Large box clumping formula cat litter, litter box, cat food, cat carrier, heating pad bed with red cloth cover and his current license tag.

Thank you for returning these items and I will Cc a copy of this to John Hamel, Esquire to make him aware so that he can remove those items from the Notice of Civil Remedy for Theft: Section 772.11, Florida Statutes which was sent to you, Julia Galpin and Ida Cecareo on 5/23/2008. I do believe that is the only charge which has been served to you personally thus far.

Nico, I'm not aware if you've been in touch with Julia Galpin. However, I am perfectly willing to make the same offer to you that I did with her regarding dropping all charges regarding the Notice of Civil Remedy for Theft as well as other pending charges against you personally in return for the following:

1. That I find out the truth about Alex. What I am being told at this time could not possibly have happened. Remember, Alex was 15 and 1/2 years old and I got him as a baby so I know him, what he would do, what he would not do. No exceptions. I need the truth and some form of closure so that I may begin to live once again. Alex was my life. No, I'm not exaggerating and do have many witnesses to that fact. All I ask is the truth. I can handle the truth. By the way, Alex was never sick one day in his life and did have a life expectancy of 35 to 40 years.

2. If Alex is really gone or dead, then he must be replaced.

He was a remarkable, talented, tremendously intelligent parrot as well as being my companion animal. He had an enormous vocabulary and other vocalizations. With the exception of one phrase, he knew the meaning of everything he said and what was said to him within his vocabulary and would even hold simple conversations.

According to objective experts (and please feel free to google this fact), he had the cognizance, intelligence, behavior, personality, emotions, reasoning ability, communication skills and a whole lot more all the same as that of "a normal four to five year old human child." He was the very best friend I have ever had in my life and you cannot begin to imagine the trauma I have experienced and am still experiencing since he was not returned to me.

I am and always have been a "walk away" type person whenever anything bad is said about or done to me no matter how awful it may be. But, not, not, not when it comes to children, animals and family. Alex was my family. Most people just don't get that. So very sad for them not to be able to experience what I and many others do.

3. Reimbursement to me for required immunizations for Buddy and Styx to get back their tags. This would also include either taxi fare to and from the Vet's office or if Audrey is able to transport me. Then I will have to pay her for her gas and time. She is my house cleaner but did offer to help me with Buddy and Styx to the Vet for payment to her since I'm not able to carry Buddy by myself and it is extremely difficult to find a taxi person who is willing to transport a dog.

4. That the HOA continues to treat me fairly.

5. A fair and reasonable cash settlement to reimburse me thus far and cover future medical treatments that I require resulting from my loss of Alex. This would include physician co-pays since I do have Medicare but no co-insurance. Also, taxi fare to and from each doctor visit and any necessary medication which may be prescribed since I have no prescription plan and do pay for all medications out of my pocket.

Bear in mind that once I know the truth, there would most likely be no need for any further medical treatment regarding my loss of Alex since I would at long last have closure. However, I am still not able to cope with his loss at this time since I do not know the truth and since that is so, I do require professional help. I should not be the one having to pay for it either. Wouldn't you agree taking into consideration the many different stories I've been told about where Alex is and what happened to him? It simply defies the law of physics to say the least.

If the above sounds fair and is agreeable to you, please contact Johh Hamel, Esquire either by email or phone. His number is: 813-832-9975. Please contact him and not me. This truly is a nightmare from which I cannot awake. I am not exaggerating and I kid you not.

Sincerely,
Dottie

JOHN, IT IS DOTTIE TALKING AGAIN. PLEASE ADVISE ME. PLEASE. THANK YOU!

MANY KIND THANKS AND BLESSINGS,
Dottie

It's me talking again. I wonder what my lawyer John will have to say about this. I'm sitting here trembling! I simply cannot believe that man had the nerve to show up at my door, act like everything was fine, nothing was wrong. I don't think he is even supposed to be contacting me at all! I was told by my lawyer not to contact him and I haven't. This is unreal. Oh My Gosh!

Thank you for listening.

Big Hugs,
Dottie xoxoxoxox

[Jon730]

This is the only post I have ever read here that leaves me shaking with rage.
Pray, pray, something like that never happens to my pets.
Yes, I have a good law firm, but these people are beyond any such pleasantries.

[AngelCareOne]

Thank you, Jon. It's so difficult for me personally to feel or express anger. You'll see that as my posts progress here. Finally, I am feeling anger and rage at what was done to my Buddy dog, Styx kitty and especially Alex parrot. They stole my house blind but I honestly don't care about that because it's "just stuff." Oh, there were 3 things of no cash value to anyone but priceless to me because of such great sentimental value. I did have some tears about those three items from my late Dad that were stolen. Still, that's just stuff, too. I can handle that. Thousands of dollars worth of stuff that Ida and Julia carted out of my home after the termite fumigation tent was removed. Was Nico involved in the theft? I do not know since I did not witness it even though he did show up at my house within 5 minutes after I got home and walked right in as though he owned the place. I did witness Ida and Julia robbing my home when I got back from the hotel around 6:45 PM on October 14, 2007. Caught them red handed. I am shaking my head. What nerve they have. Kinda stupid, too. I mean, really.

I do have at least one witness and some tangible proof that Nico, the HOA president, was most likely involved and possibly the "ring leader" regarding what was done to my fur and feather kids. Still, further investigation is needed to state that as fact and not just speculation. I feel confident that I will be able to prove his culpability regarding my fur and feather kids given the evidence I have thus far. We shall see. Oh yes, we shall.

As far as my house being robbed, it is my opinion that all we own and possess is really "borrowed" so to speak. Why is that? Things break or get old and need to be replaced. We get tired of certain possessions or a newer version comes out so those are replaced, too. Some of us get robbed and have to replace our necessities that were stolen even if we don't replace any of the luxury items that were taken during that robbery. Ultimately, we die and all that we possessed here on this earthly plane goes to someone else to enjoy while they "borrow" those possessions for the reasons I've already given.

I've been robbed blind three times before this fourth time and felt the same each time except once when I discovered my kitty missing as I walked inside my ransacked apartment those many years ago. Oh, I became hysterical screaming and crying inconsolably. The landlord from this huge apartment complex was so kind as to book it over to my place as fast as possible to hold and try his best to comfort me as I screamed and cried thinking that those robbers had done something gosh awful horrible to my Srini kitty.

What I didn't know is that a neighbor in the building heard me, found out what happened and went searching the grounds for Srini kitty. She found him! Apparently Srini kitty had escaped through the open back sliding glass door during the robbery. I thanked the lady time and time again as I scooped Srini kitty into my arms, hugged him, kissed him, cradled him and I stopped crying. After I calmed down since Srini kitty was back home, I simply looked around, thought to myself, "What a mess. I'd better start cleaning up." I was perfectly fine.

So, you see, it's my fur and feather kids that count. Oh, I was never blessed with children or, of course, they would come first. I've finally reached the point where I feel so infuriated at what was done to Buddy, Styx and especially to my very best friend Alex that I'm ready and willing to go Jackie Chan on some butts. Please pardon my language. Oh, how I wish it were legal to really go Jackie Chan on them. Truly I do. But, I must go through legal channels. That's the law. Still, man oh man! What I'd love to do but can't. I'd love so much to do to all three of them exactly what they did to my Buddy dog, Styx kitty and Alex parrot. See how they'd like them apples. Thank goodness John is such a good, decent, honest, caring man and he came to be my lawyer.

I did get a response from my email and will copy and paste it here. Again, it is in CAPS because that's how he typed it. The copy and paste is as follows.

"DEAR DOTTIE:

MY ADVISE WOULD BE TO SEND THEM NOTHING IN WRITING. ONLY CONFER WITH MS. GALPIN OVER THE PHONE TO NEGOTIATE THE AMOUNT SHE IS TO PAY YOU. WHEN YOU ARE TALKING WITH MS. GALPIN, REMEMBER THAT YOUR BIGGEST GOAL IS TO HAVE THE RESPECT OF THE HOMEOWNER ASSOCIATION SO THAT YOU ARE NOT PUSHED AROUND IN THE FUTURE.

SINCERELY,
JOHN HAMEL"

Wow, am I glad I wrote him first. I do intend to have words with Julia to let her know my expectations and one of my expectations is for her to never, never feel free to send that man to my home again. I do not care that he's the president of our home owner's association.

What I will not tell her is all about the other charges that have not yet been leveled on her personally, Nico personally, Ida personally and all the concrete evidence I have in the form of their own recorded voices at meetings where they admit to what can be proven as fraud, theft, animal abuse, misappropriation of HOA funds to benefit Nico personally, crimes against me and Alex as stated by the US Disabilities Act, the list goes on and on like the Eveready Bunny. I also have their own legal documents which proves them culpable of all the above as well as many photographs.

By the way, the recordings can be admitted since they were not taken surreptitiously but were made with the express permission of Nico and Julia. Julia owns the management company that is supposed to "protect" us. However, she breaks HOA laws left and right at the request of Nico. Is she getting any monitory payback from him for doing this? That part, I do not know.

Yes, it's Jackie Chan and Bruce Lee time the legal way. I hope to see all of them behind bars for what they've done and I do this on behalf of what they did to Buddy, Styx and mostly what they did to Alex because I did not get him back and gawd only knows what they did to him since they did try to have my doggie and kitty euthanized. I rescued them just in time. Hey, I paid Ida good money to care for my babies those three days while I was away due to my house being tented and I was staying in a hotel room that did not allow pets. Oh yeah, they are going down.

Jon, bless you for your response and thank you so much for letting me vent the rage I feel. Yes, I know now that it's okay to feel rage about what they did to my fur and feather kids. I feel sure that God (or insert the deity of your choice) understands.

Many Kind Thanks, Blessings and Hugs.
Always, Dottie xoxoxox

[Jon730]

Jon, bless you for your response and thank you so much for letting me vent the rage I feel. Yes, I know now that it's okay to feel rage about what they did to my fur and feather kids. I feel sure that God (or insert the deity of your choice) understands.

I am relieved that you took it as supportive. As you may have read on other threads, I once had an animal friend abused. She had to have titanium splints in her broken leg, then the kid broke it again. She did live to be 23.
Hopefully the kid, who as usual went on to abusing humans, may not have.
I have never forgiven myself for not "remedying" the situation. I would have saved Society a lot of suffering and expense.

Always remember the "EBay Rule" in the future. When someone wants cash, or its equivalent such as Western Union....RUN AWAY.
Or ask them quietly, "Who knows you are here?" It scares the ---- out of them.

These things are beyond our human capacity to forgive.
There is a Marine expression that addresses situations like these:
"Only God can judge. It is our job to arrange the meeting."

What utter despicable foul contemptible trash these people were. People or humans mean nothing to them.
I would never comunicate with the filth except through the lawyer. I would never meet with them without some kind of representation physically present.
(Unless there were no witnesses and it was far out in the country... Bring a shovel.)


And THIS is after I have had all day to quiet down.

I apologize to more peaceful people about the tone of this post, which may not belong on a healing site. But having an animal abused changes one. There is something so outrageously offensive to me about someone who has contempt both for animals and humanity, that 3000 years of civilization just evaporates, and indignation, revulsion, and a demand for some kind of justice and accountability cries out. Who could not read this story and be unmoved?
These animals were obviously loved by someone. It would have been obvious to an idiot, but these people could not be bothered to care.