I Am Very Lonely Already Options

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Jorge, here is a poem that always brings me comfort at times of such grief, sorrow and desolation after such a devastating loss of a loved one no matter whether human or fur or feather child. You see, your son Buster is not gone at all and is with you right this moment. There at your side. If you are still, you will feel his presence, Dear One. I pray this poem also brings you comfort, hope and the knowledge that your son is not gone at all and has not left you even for one moment, he will never leave your side and be forever with you eternally.

Believe it, Jorge. Ain't no way that your son Buster would ever wander much farther than just a breath away. Here is the poem and images I chose to illustrate. Bless you and your son Buster with hope for brighter days together!

Do not stand at my grave and forever weep.
I am not there; I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and forever cry.
I am not there. I did not die.

Tight Hugs and Much Love, to you and you fur child son Buster!

Always,
Angel xoxoxox

[havana]

SON BUSTER, "TO WHERE YOU ARE".
WHO CAN SAY FOR CERTAIN MAYBE YOU' RE STILL HERE I FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME YOUR MEMORIES SO CLEAR DEEP IN THE STILLNESS I CAN HEAR YOU SPEAK YOU 'RE STILL AN INSPIRATION CAN IT BE? THAT YOU ARE MINE FOREVER LOVE AND YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME FROM UP ABOVE.
FLY ME UP TO WHERE YOU ARE BEYOND THE DISTANT STAR I WISH UPON TONIGHT TO SEE YOU SMILE IF ONLY FOR AWHILE TO KNOW YOU' RE THERE A BREATH AWAY'S NOT FAR TO WHERE YOU ARE.
ARE YOU GENTLY SLEEPING HERE INSIDE MY DREAM AND ISN'T FAIHT BELIEVING ALL POWER CAN'T BE SEEN AS MY HEART HOLDS YOU JUST ONE BEAT AWAY I CHERISH ALL YOU GAVE ME EVERYDAY 'CAUSE YOU ARE MINE FOREVER LOVE WATCHING ME FROM UP ABOVE AND I BELIEVE THAT ANGELS BREATHE AND THAT LOVE WILL LIVE ON AND NEVER LEAVE. FLY ME UP TO WHERE YOU ARE BEYOND THE DISTANT STAR I WISH UPON TONIGHT TO SEE YOU SMILE IF ONLY FOR AWHILE TO KNOW YOU' RE THERE A BREATH AWAY'S NOT TO FAR TO WHERE YOU ARE, I KNOW YOU ARE THERE, I BREATH AWAY'S NOT TO FAR TO WHERE YOU ARE

[AngelCareOne]

That's right! That's right, Jorge. A breath away is not far at all to where Buster is! Big Tight Comforting Hugs to you, Dear One.

Dearest Jorge, lets sing it out loud and clear again. Your son Buster will hear you. He sure willl. So, please turn up your volume and click on the animated doggie below. Okay?

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain maybe you're still here. I feel you all around me. Your memory's so clear.
Deep in the stillness, I can hear you speak. You're still an inspiration. Can it be? That you are mine. Forever Love. And you are watching over me from up above!

Fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star. I wish upon tonight to see you smile!
If only for a while to know you're there. A breath away's not far to where you are.

Are you gently sleeping here inside my dream? And isn't faith believing all power can't be seen.
As my heart holds you just one beat away, I cherish all you gave me everyday!

'Cause you are my Forever Love watching me from up above.
And I believe that Angels breathe and that love will live on and never leave!

Fly me up to where you are, beyond the distant star! I wish upon tonight to see you smile.
If only for a while to know you're there. A breath away's not far to where you are!

I know you're there! A breath away's not far to where you are!

Oh My Goodness! It's Buster right there by your side, Jorge. Your son Buster is kissing you lots and lots and showing you his eternal love for you by sharing his Heart with yours. That means that you both are as ONE Heart. You and your son Buster share your Heart of Gold Forever! Look, Jorge!

One of Buster's pals at The Rainbow Bridge is dancing with Joy for you both!

Tons of Hugs and Oodles and Boodles of Love to You and your son Buster, Dear One.

Your Pal Always,
Angel xoxoxoxo

[havana]

Hello to all Mom's, Dad's and Pet Kids here, as you know today was my first day at work since my Sweet Son Buster past away the last 20th, like I did espected it was a slow confused sad and desperate day just thinking that in my way back home my Son will not be waiting for me like he always did and that killed me. My driving back to the house from work was the longest ever I think, since I thought what is the hurry now? there's no use. Finally parked my car on the driveway to the side of the house and no barking were there for me as a "welcome home Daddy" [he knew the sound of my car's ingene] opened the door and total silence he was not there to say hello nor to give me a kiss like he just too, today has been the hardest day of all since he died, my state of shock is over now and realiality is setting in and feel like my whole world just calapsed at front of me and cryed, cryed out loud but no one was there to say am sorry just my memories of you, the silence, all your toys all over and even the plates were you just enjoy your favorite meals and the bowl of the very ice-water you loved so much, all of those things when I looked at them seemed sad, sad as I am right now. I don't know what am go to do I just love and miss you so much that only God knows how intense I do feel and how much I want to see you even if it was thru a little hole in the wall just to look at you for just a moment, oh! how much am suffering since you left me, am sorry I had to push you away but you were suffering to much and had to let you go. I don't want you to see me as I am a total mess but forgive me 'cause you were my best friend in the whole world and can't stand to see that you are gone, please, you that are in Heaven closer to God ask him to send me some serenity and peace to my heart 'cause it is so badly broken into so many pieces so small that they will be very difficult to pick up. I know I will see you someday but I want you now to run free and play and enjoy, I will talk to you tomorrow my Son Buster and remember play, enjoy and rest now that you can, love you alway and forever your Papa, Jorge.

[sindii&clyde]

im so sorry for your loss, i felt i was coming to terms myself, but even a month later i hurt so bad and really know how you feel. Last time i came here i thought we were gonna get good news but your beautiful little has left us.

I hope you find the stength to get through this, but it will take time and my heart is with you through this.

[havana]

im so sorry for your loss, i felt i was coming to terms myself, but even a month later i hurt so bad and really know how you feel. Last time i came here i thought we were gonna get good news but your beautiful little has left us.

I hope you find the stength to get through this, but it will take time and my heart is with you through this.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Yes, he had surgery but with no good results, things went down so very fast that I am still a bit on state of shock, my Buster left me in the early hours of the 20th of June and still having a flash-back of his face while he was diying, am a total mess I haven't sleep nor eat every since and have lost some lbs. I miss him so bad that it hurts like I never knew it would. Thank you again my friend for your words of campation even though you have lost your best friend too, God Bless you for being such great Dad to your baby and God be with all of us, always here for you, Jorge

[myhrtisbrkn]

Jorge,

I know how hard today was for you...that's the hardest thing to do,try to go back to your normal life, when the whole world just came crashing down on your head, and that which you hold most dear has been ripped away from you. We move ahead by baby steps...and every now and then we fall back one.

It really helps me to picture my kids pain free, able to run when before they had difficulty walking, Sadie has all the sheep can herd and Mackie has a gigantic sofa he can lounge on. I know they are making friends with Buster right now. And though we can't see them I know they are always near us.

You are in my thoughts and prayers my friend. Cry when you need to, but you must try to eat and get some sleep. Buster will be there in your dreams.


As ever,
Dayna

[Candy's Dad]

Oh Jorge, how I can relate. We both lost our babies on the same day. It's nearing closing today at work and I will have to confront my own silence when I get home. I know I will miss getting the "happy dance" when daddy come's home.

Today was a very hard day. I didn't want to come into work today, but I had no choice as my supervisor is out today. I didn't sleep well and my mind is still numb.

Hopefully tomorrow, and the next days will get better.

Each day at a time.

Hang in there my friend.

Hal - Candy's Dad

[goliath]

The "firsts" in doing most things are the toughest. First walk....first drive home........first day back to work. All are tough to do when we know our loved baby isn't participating with us and/or waiting for us. Each time we go back and do it again, it gets ever so slightly easier.

Your world was turned upside down when the angels carried Buster to Heaven. Their loving arms gently gave Buster to God, where he is safe and well again. He has healed Buster in every way and will do the same for you given time. A broken body is easy to fix, but mending a broken heart is quite another kind of healing. Have faith Jorge and trust that you too will one day feel whole again. Reach into your treasure chest of memories and keep them close. These are the gifts Buster left you.

You were such a great Dad to Buster. He would want you to take good care of yourself too. Take each day one at a time. Though you will never forget Buster, some day you will always think of him and smile. Those beautiful memories you and he made together will crowd out the sadness you are feeling right now. Your loss is so very recent and I wish there was a way to get around the grief and sadness. But you can only work through it.

As you continue your journey of healing, know you will never walk alone. All of us here walk with you toward a restoration of hope and a lifetime of what is yet to be.

Much love to you Jorge. Take good care of yourself.

Beth

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}}} I thought about you all day yesterday knowing the agony you were feeling and lit several more candles for you and your Son Buster. Please keep coming here as often as you can or wish to talk to your Son Buster or talk about him. I know it helps me a lot to do that.

You are in my most urgent prayers as I wing many Angels and Butterfly Kisses to you both and hold You and Your Son Buster in my Heart with great Hope to bring you Peace!

Your Friend Always,
Angel xoxoxox

[LoveThem]

Jorge:

Just remember...Buster is part of you now and forever...he lives in your heart and will never leave. His love and spirit surround you everyday.

What is so hard is not being able to physically touch our sweetheart and look into their eyes once again. Why this happens, we will never know but that is the cruel part of our lives. The happy part is when these babies are in our lives...happy and healthy.
You were wonderful in your care of Buster. You did everything you possibly could to help him. But as I believe, there is something beyond our control that decides when these babies must leave us...physically. That is a power greater than any we know about.

There was a time in my life that I was alone and I had a sweet dog by my side...as my best friend...one I knew would love me, and would never judge me, and would never willingly leave me. I had her for 3 years and she started having seizures..like epilepsy. It started with once a month and over time became more and more frequent. I could not believe that one so young could not be cured or treated (in those years..there was no treatment). I had her x-rayed, tested...everything my vet could think of but nothing could stop what was happening to her.

Before her seizures came too often, I had rented a house in a backyard and thought I would get a puppy as a companion for my girl so they could keep each other company when I was at work. Well, when the time came I had to make a decision to let my girl go rather than what I was told would happen when she died......it was so hard to take her by myself and leave the puppy at home and then come home without her and there was that puppy waiting for me and not understanding what had happened but as these babies do...only living in the moment. BUt thank goodness, she was there and she became my next best friend for the next 10 years until cancer took her. I realize how much it really did mean to me to have her waiting as a distraction...that never stopped the tears of my grief but even though I cried because I missed my other girl so much...I knew I had saved her from an ending she did not deserve and there was no way to prevent it happening...at any time. Remembering why I made the final decision helped my devastation cause I knew if I went back in time...I would have had to make the same decision..to help her.

But living alone, without any real friends or family, and no one to understand what had just been taken from my life...my sweet puppy girl helped the emptiness so much.

So, yes, Jorge, I have been where you are and I understand the absolute devastation you are feeling and I thank whatever prompted me to get that puppy because everything would have been so much worse if I felt completely alone and the best thing for me at the time was to have that baby by my side.. I could say what I wanted to, cry how I wanted to, and there was no judgement there...only another unconditional love that sat patiently and wanted to lick away the tears. How could I not respond to that?
Many times, many who have lost their best friend, do have others around them...spouses...companions...friends...and if they are lucky enough, these people will try to understand their grief but many times they also feel alone because there are those who may impose time limits on grief or not understand caring for a pet at all. They may mean well by their words but they can also make it worse. I was lucky to have my puppy be there for me..so I did not experience others judgement and could grieve as I needed to.

Because you are by yourself...you might consider when you are not at work or when you are off to just visit some no-kill shelters like the SPCA or whoever you have in your area and just look at the many sweethhearts waiting to love someone who needs that physical love in their life. Adopting my new one from a place like that has been the distraction I need and has filled my empty home with that life force and unconditional love I can't forget. Knowing a place is no-kill helped me to go look because I knew even if I walked out of there without making a connection...those babies will be taken care of by the shelter as long as is needed. But I also knew...knowing these precious ones...that they would much prefer their own home and someone they could love and adore.
I read the joy from people who have lost their precious ones..in New Beginnings...and it makes me smile again to know they are finding peace where they can and that new babies have someone to give their love to.

No one ever can or will replace Buster in your life and in your heart. Buster loved you as much as is possible for these sweet ones to love and you loved him the same way. He will always surround you and be there for you but it is hard when the physical presence is not there..he knows that and that is why I think what would make him the next happiest (the first happiest is being with you here and being healthy)...would be for him to see, as an angel on your shoulder and in your heart, you not hurting so badly when he is not here to take the pain away. He would bless any baby you opened your heart and home to....as if he is not allowed to be with you in person....he knows you will never forget him..and even if you hug a new friend..(like I do}....you will remember the one who is not here physically and part of that hug will forever be for him too.

I wish you peace and healing. It takes time and when you are by yourself...it takes even more time but the pain never goes away completely...in time it will not be devastating every day...and if you find something to distract you..sometimes it is hard to grieve and be distracted at the same time...and sometimes..that is what helps.

Hugs, Jorge and a special hug and kiss for Buster...because he is always by your side.

[AngelCareOne]

Dearst Jorge, Love Them is so right when she says that your Son Buster is part of you now and forever...he lives in your heart and will never leave you.

Jorge, you carry his heart in your heart and he carries your heart in his heart always! His love and spirit surround you every moment and everywhere you are. It's truly a Leap of Faith! Remember, a breath away is not far at all to where your Son Buster is, Dear One.

Since I always have found it so much easier to express my thoughts and feelings using songs, images, poems and the like, I want very much to share with you two that I posted to my Alex. It's my wish, hope, desire and prayer that you'll come home today, see the beautiful images and hear the songs and will be convinced that your Son Buster is right there with you and will Never Ever leave you as Love Them told you. Here is the first one. Hugs to you and your Son Buster!

Please Click on the Lovely Bird 'Circle of Life' Photograph

"The Circle of Life"

From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking step into the sun
There's more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done.

Some say eat or be eaten.
Some say live and let live.
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give.

In the Circle of Life! It's the Wheel of Fortune.
It's the Leap of Faith. It's the Band of Hope.
Till we find our Place on the Path Unwinding.
In the Circle ...

The Circle of Life!

Some of us fall by the wayside.
And some of us soar to the stars.
And some of us sail through our troubles.
And some have to live with the scars.

There's far too much to take in here.
More to find than can ever be found.
But the sun rolling high through the Sapphire Sky
Keeps Great and Small on the Endless Round ...

In The Circle of Life!

Your Friend Always,
Angel xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{Jorge}}}}} Here is the other one for you and your Son Buster. He's right there with you, will NEVER leave and Loves you so much that he wants to share this wonderful beauty with you because he knows how very, very sad you are and wants so badly to comfort you and reassure you, soothe you and share the awesome magnificance that he is seeing! He wants you to see it too, Jorge.

More Tight Hugs to you and your Son Buster!

Please Click on the Flying Eagle

Morning has broken like the First Morning.
Blackbird has Spoken like the First Bird.
Praise for the Singing. Praise for the Morning.
Praise for the Springing fresh from the Word.

Sweet the Rain's New Fall Sunlit from Heaven.
Like the First Dew Fall on the First Grass.
Praise for the Sweetness of the Wet Garden.
Sprung in Completeness where His feet pass.

Mine is the Sunlight. Mine is the Morning.
Born of the One Light Eden saw Play.
Praise with Elation. Praise Every Morning.
God's Recreation of the New Day.

Until You Meet again that One Sweet Day!
Your Dad Jorge sends you Lots of Angel Hugs and Kisses, Precious Son Buster!

Your Friend Always,
Angel xoxoxox

[havana]

Thank you all again,again and again for your beautiful words, all of you concern about me, really appreciate, still missing my Son Buster like crazy. There is something I like to say to all of you and am sure 100% it was not my imagination, today got home from work all sad and deppress with a unbearable pain in my heart and went down to the basement where nothing can be heard from outside, there is no doors no windows and I had no tv nor radio on it was just the computer and me and heard a distintive and clear Dog panting three times only when I heard that looked back went to my kness and start crying thanking my Baby for letting me know he is all around me and called his name loud and told him that I knew he was there and that I wanted to see him but no I only heard him and cried. I asked him for a sign about two days ago and today he just gave to me about two hours ago, am very pleased that now I know he is always around me and whishing that would do it again.
THANK YOU BUSTER FOR LETTING ME KNOW YOU ARE HERE WITH ME, MISS YOU, PAPA, JORGE

[AngelCareOne]

Oh My Gosh!!! {{{{{Jorge}}}}} I knew it! I knew all along that your Son Buster would whisper to you, that you'd hear him and know he is right at your side. Wow! And no, it was not "just your imagination" as some might think. We know better. I know and let me tell you how I'm positive that your Son Buster did make his presence known to you.

I'm afraid I didn't mark it on my calendar but I do know it was a few months ago or more. I was sitting at my computer and typing to my Alex. From the beginning, I had asked that Alex please get word to me if he could but that I would understand if he couldn't so not for Alex to worry. Well, there I was just typing to Alex at my computer and not expecting anything. Suddenly, clear as can be, I heard Alex say, "Hello!"

Alex said Hello using different tones of voice depending upon what he wished to convey to me. This "Hello" what his HAPPY GREETING "Hello!" It came from the direction only a few short feet away from where he loved to play on top of his cage which, by the way, is not there. I mean to tell you, it was a very clear, loud, happy greeting, "HELLO!"

I turned my head expecting to see him there but ... Even though I couldn't actually see him, I KNEW he was there and HAPPY! My heart soared just as my heart soars that you also heard and felt your Son Buster right there with you.

Jorge, ANGELS BREATHE!!! And Love Lives on and NEVER leaves!

Tons of Hugs and Much Love!

Your Friend Always,
Angel xoxoxox

[LoveThem]

Yes, Jorge...I too believe that was Buster letting you know he is always at your side. You two were so very close ...it was as though you were one...and so you are still one...only now you are one forever and...Buster is healthy again and happy to be with you and wants you to know he is there and is okay...no suffering...no tumors...none of that bad stuff anymore. I think he will visit you again so listen for him. But this time I think he really wanted you to know right away...he has never left you.

Hugs, Jorge to you and Buster who will never leave your side and will be there forever.

[havana]

Hello my Son Buster, how are you today? hope you are ok, me? missing you badly, today at work you were present every second of the day it feels like you are seatting on my mind very placid and very calm. Oh boy! I miss you so much, you are like the air I brethe and can't be without. Today got home and went to the living room and was very silent there and tried to listen to see if you were there seated on your favorite spot. You see everything that belongs to you it's still there for you to look at. The days are passing me by and yet the memories are still so strong and am so scare to just keep going without you, it feels like am having a bad dream and that am going to wake up any moment. Am thinking all the time now since you depended so much on me how you are doing without me and without my care, please never leave me, Sweet dreams my Baby Boy Buster, I just got your pawprint on the mail today and kissed it, oh! how much I wish I could have you back right now, love you still like crazy, your Daddy, Jorge

[Candy's Dad]

That's beautful Jorge. I should write to Candy myself. Would do me some good.

[havana]

Hi to every Dad, Mom and Pet Kids here tonight, how are you? me?, just about to write a little letter to my beloved Son Buster. Hello my sweet beautiful Buster, just another day without you it seems it's going so very slow. As you know went to the Pharmacy today in the afternoon and in my way out to get my car saw a truck parked under the shade of a tree and heard a baby barking as soon as I was walking to my car which was near to this beautiful baby dog's truck his barking were even more intense and for my surprise it looked just like you same breed same color and I stoped and looked at him and it was so good to look at that i stood there for a least two minutes untill this young lady came out of the store too and saw me looking at her baby dog and said hello kindly to me and told her that I just lost mine a few days ago and that it looked so much like hers [she said she was sorry too] and that I was sorry I was looking at him so intensely and she told me that there was no problem that if I wanted to touch him and I did and it felt good it took me back in time to the wonderful time and moments we had together. You see my Son Buster, there's not a single day I don't remember you and that I wish you were here still and for ever, well I will talk to you tomorrow to tell you how thing are going, be good and remember me becouse you know I need it soo, come around if you can as much as you want and have the chance and as much as you can, love you always Papa, Jorge

[AngelCareOne]

Oh, Jorge. What a wonderful experience to have heard and seen that baby doggie who looks so much like your Son Buster. How dear that you got to pet him and it brought back such wonderful happy memories for you. Hey Jorge, You've Got a Friend!




"You've Got a Friend!"
When you're down and troubled and you need a helping hand and nothing, whoa nothing is going right.

Close your eyes and think of me and soon I will be there to brighten up even your darkest night.

You just call out my name and you know wherever I am I'll come running, oh yeah baby, to see you again.

Winter, Spring, Summer, or Fall. All ya got to do is call. And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. You've got a Friend!

If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds and that old north wind should begin to blow

Keep your head together and call my name out loud, now!

Soon I'll be knocking upon your door.

You just call out my name and you know where ever I am I'll come running, oh yes I will, to see you again.

Winter, spring, summer or fall. All ya got to do is call. And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a Friend?

People can be so cold. They'll hurt you and desert you. Well, they'll take your soul if you let them. Oh yeah, but don't you let them.

You just call out my name and you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again.

Oh babe, don't you know that Winter, Spring, Summer, or Fall. Hey now, all you've got to do is call. Lord, I'll be there! Yes I will.

You've got a Friend. You've got a Friend, yeah.

Ain't it good to know you've got a Friend? Ain't it good to know you've got a Friend? Oh yeah, yeah! You've got a Friend!




Big Hugs and Much Love!

Always, Angel xoxoxox