I Am Very Lonely Already Options

[myhrtisbrkn]

That was beautiful Jorge,

here's my prayer for You and your beautiful Buster,

King of heaven Almighty, who made the lion and the lamb,
Be near Buster and Jorge.
Cover them with your hand.
Give strength to Buster's doctors,And knowledge and skill to heal.
They've been through so much already.
Keep them together awhile.



Hang in there,
Dayna

[sadieavc]

I am so sorry you are going thru this Havana, cherish everyday with your Buster, and prayers for a positive outcome!

[goliath]

Our thoughts and prayers remain with you and Buster. In less than a week now your Buster will be seeing the specialist and I am counting the days along with you.

I am so glad you have found a comfortable place in LS. The love and understanding here is what has carried me through the worst of times and brought me peace. It feels so good to know we all have each other to lean on.

I was driving by a church not long ago and there was a message on their board. It read: DOG SPELLED BACKWARDS IS ALSO MAN'S BEST FRIEND.

Much love to you and Buster. Keep hangin' in there Jorge.

[LoveThem]

Jorge:

We are all still waiting and praying with you and Buster. And so many have the 17th marked on their calendars to send special extra prayers on that day asking that the vet sees a way to help Buster have a good quality of life for much more time.

While we are waiting you and Buster are being sent many hugs...really big hugs!

[forduffy]

Oh Jorge, You express yourself so beautifully in your writings to Buster. I agree with Judy that you should print them out and read them to him. I am so happy that things are going ok for you both. Buster is in my prayers in hopes that you both will be together for a while. Less than a week left-we are all counting with you. Take care and please know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers.

[havana]

Hello you all, hope you are ok, just got here from work and let my baby out to our patio for a while came back into the house and we both had dinner, oh boy he's got an appetite! at least am not worry about that 'cause he really loves to eat. I would like to thank you all for your words and Prayers for us, that made us feel welcome and loved [I told him about all of you]. As the time is approching to the day of the appoiment my heart is going faster and faster each time, last night I woke up shaking and thought my heart was going to stop and for a moment also thought this is all and was just a nightmare this is not happening to us but when the reality set in then I understood and went to checked on him and there he was asslep like a baby, like always. Now understand all you went thru before us and am telling you it is not pretty. And yes, I read everyting to him and even I talk to him while driving too [he loves cars]. He knows everything about my feelings and answers me with his eyes, that am sure of it. Thanks to all of you one more time from the bottom of our hearts always, Buster and Jorge .

[goliath]

Bless you and Buster. Four more days now. I am so happy to hear Buster's appetite is good and he is sleeping well. Those furry babies we have say so much with their eyes and love it when we look deep into them and talk. I think it helps them feel more love and security and does the same for us.

There is a wide circle of love and prayer going on for you and Buster. My prayers are with both of you and will continue to be.

Love and hugs,
Beth

[havana]

Good mornig to you all, how are you today? Woke up super early today for no reason [on my day off, lol]
I feel a bit down today, I don't know maybe am afraid of loosing my best friend soon, don't want to sound pessimist but am a bit sad today to look at my son Buster and see he had contracted this horrible disease and the sadder thing is that he dosen't deserve it 'cause he is a good friend a best friend and companion for many years, take care all you and God Bless, Jorge and Buster .
"PLEASE REMEMERME ME".
WHEN ALL OUR TEARS HAVE REACHED THE SEA, PART OF YOU WILL LIVE IN ME, WAY DOWN DEEP INSIDE MY HEART.
THE DAYS KEEP COMING WITHOUT FAIL, NEW WIND IS GONNA FIND YOUR SAIL, THAT'S WHERE YOUR JORNEY STARTS.
YOU'LL FIND OUR LOVE STRONG AS IT EVER WAS, DEEP AS A RIVER RUNS, WARM AS THE MORNING SUN, PLEASE REMEMBER ME.
JUST LIKE THE WAVES DOWN BY THE SHORE, WE'RE GONNA KEEP ON COMIN' BACK FOR MORE, 'CAUSE WE DON'T EVER WANT TO START, OUT IN THIS BRAVE NEW WORLD YOU SEEK.
OH, THE VALLEYS AND THE PEAKS AND I CAN SEE YOU ON THE TOP, REMEMBER ME WHEN YOU ARE OUT WALKIN', WHEN SNOW FALLS HIGH OUT SIDE MY DOOR, LATE AT NIGHT WHEN YOU'RE NOT SLEEPIN'
AND MOONLIGHT FALLS ACROSS MY FLOOR, WHEN I CAN'T HURT ANYMORE, YOU'LL WILL FIND OUR LOVE STRONG AS IT EVER WAS, DEEP AS A RIVER RUNS, WARM AS THE MORNING SUN, PLEASE REMEMBER ME.
PLEASE REMEMBER ME, .

[goliath]

Whether in the morning or afternoon may the warmth of sunshine fill your heart and mind in all that you love. Buster will never forget you and neither will I. Your tender touch in all you have to say is so full of meaning that only comes straight from the heart.

Have a wonderful and meaningful day. Bask in the sunshine of happiness you and Buster have together.

Hugs for Jorge and Buster!

[LoveThem]

I am still counting the days until Tuesday and praying the vet has a positive answer.

About cancer and the nose, as I said earlier..I did do some research on the Internet and although everything does depend on the vet's examination of Buster and his medical history....I did read it is possible to have good results from radiation therapy. That because it is the nose the vet might not suggest surgery...again all depends on him examining Buster.

So hug him and give him a big kiss everyday (and I am sure you already do that) and keep positive thoughts.

Hugs to both of you, today and everyday

[havana]

Good morning to you all, yesterday was a no good day for Buster for some reason, he won't get in the car and his breathing it is harder and harder with every breath he takes, I spent the whole day yesterday hugging him and kissing him and telling him how good he es and how special and for the first time ever as I was talking to him he would not look at me just looked away like he is ashamed of his conditionand then I start it crying again. The problem is that mainly he breath thru his mouth and when he falls asleep he closes it then he wakes up cause it is kind of difficult to get the air he need thru his nose and he is very tired and sleepy all the time now. Am kind of desperate and being crying every since Saturday mornig telling him to hang in there for us until Tuesday the 17th when finaly his appoiment will be, he dosen't even want to go the the patio the one he loves so much. Today I got up at 6:00am to give him his medicines and looked the same way, we were not able to sleep last night eather and the only thing that has not change it is appetite and drinks a lot too. Sometimes I think that I have been so selfish trying to hold him like this in his condition and am terrified that he may be suffering and I don't know it and just don't know what to do. I only ask God to help us go thru today, Monday and Tuesday morning around 8:30am when we finaly will find out the out come for him. Am all alone in this country now and he is the only thing I have left and am afraid to loose him too, sorry have to stop am just crying so much am so angry to see the thing I love the most like this and feel frustration not to be able to do anything just hold and kiss him, as a type this all my hopes are vanishing and really love to have some one here with me just to tell me something nice, please pray for my son Buster cause it seems to me that God don't want to listen to me any more, I talk to him a lot but I think since I am just a little nobody and not enough but if you help me out with the prayers he may help him out, please help me am begging you from the bottom of my heart, please some body help me! we are all alone, 'till later love Buster and Jorge .

[goliath]

Am all alone in this country now and he is the only thing I have left and am afraid to loose him too, sorry have to stop am just crying so much am so angry to see the thing I love the most like this and feel frustration not to be able to do anything just hold and kiss him, as a type this all my hopes are vanishing and really love to have some one here with me just to tell me something nice, please pray for my son Buster cause it seems to me that God don't want to listen to me any more, I talk to him a lot but I think since I am just a little nobody and not enough but if you help me out with the prayers he may help him out, please help me am begging you from the bottom of my heart, please some body help me! we are all alone

You ARE somebody Jorge. God does listen to you and sometimes He says yes and other times He says no. No matter what His answer is He has a plan for all of us including you and Buster. You are a child of God just like me. Trust that He knows what is best and have faith that He will take care of both of you.

It is good that Buster drank and ate ok yesterday. He's bound to have trouble with his breathing until something can be done to remove those tumors in his nose. When there's an obstruction his breathing is going to be difficult at times. Of course he's going to be uncomfortable but it is a good sign he is drinking and eating. Don't lose hope now Jorge. There are less than 2 days now before you get to the specialist. Hang in there........YOU are not alone and won't be as long as you have us.

You have been and will continue to be in my prayers. I hope today is a little bit better than yesterday. Do you have any friends at all where you live that can help lend some support and good company to you? Keep hugging Buster and try to assure him that all is ok for now. Soon you will know exactly what you are dealing with.

I check in several times a day and will reply to you each time I see you have been here. My thoughts are with you as well as my prayers on this beautiful sunshine filled day.

Hugs of comfort for you Jorge........Share them with Buster for me.

[havana]

You ARE somebody Jorge. God does listen to you and sometimes He says yes and other times He says no. No matter what His answer is He has a plan for all of us including you and Buster. You are a child of God just like me. Trust that He knows what is best and have faith that He will take care of both of you.

It is good that Buster drank and ate ok yesterday. He's bound to have trouble with his breathing until something can be done to remove those tumors in his nose. When there's an obstruction his breathing is going to be difficult at times. Of course he's going to be uncomfortable but it is a good sign he is drinking and eating. Don't lose hope now Jorge. There are less than 2 days now before you get to the specialist. Hang in there........YOU are not alone and won't be as long as you have us.

You have been and will continue to be in my prayers. I hope today is a little bit better than yesterday. Do you have any friends at all where you live that can help lend some support and good company to you? Keep hugging Buster and try to assure him that all is ok for now. Soon you will know exactly what you are dealing with.

I check in several times a day and will reply to you each time I see you have been here. My thoughts are with you as well as my prayers on this beautiful sunshine filled day.

Hugs of comfort for you Jorge........Share them with Buster for me.

Thank you goliath, you are such a good person taking your time to help us out. Answering to your question about if I have any friends here, well, friends friends no, I went away from every body when I lost my girlfriend I don't know why but I did, I guess I was scare to give my self to others and loosing them again, am very scare of being alone and I think I made a big mistake going away from every body and kept to my self and my son Buster that is why I am so afraid to loose him some day. Thank you for your time really is helping us out in times like this, going back to him upstairs 'cause he dosen't want to come down here to our basement any more, God Bless you and your family, love always, Buster and Jorge .

[goliath]

Answering to your question about if I have any friends here, well, friends friends no, I went away from every body when I lost my girlfriend I don't know why but I did, I guess I was scare to give my self to others and loosing them again, am very scare of being alone and I think I made a big mistake going away from every body and kept to my self and my son Buster that is why I am so afraid to loose him some day.

If you are able to contact any of the friends you felt close to back then, I would call them. You may be surprised to hear that you are sorely missed by them. Good friends can always pick up where they left off no matter how much time has passed.

It is hard to let our defences down sometimes because we know we leave ourselves vulnerable and open for hurt. But if we can let those barriers down we can enjoy so much more happiness and bring more meaning and quality into our lives. Take the risk and contact a good old friend if you can. I can't imagine that anybody who knows you wouldn't be glad to hear from you. You are a very special human being that I sure will never forget.

Hang in there Jorge,
Beth

[havana]

Thank you goliath, after I went upstairs I fixed dinner and I very much enjoyed the way he ate even though he is so sick and really enjoyed when he drank lots of water with ice-cubes in it also, then we went to our living room and I went to the couch and lay down and he next to me and as soon as I heard him brething thru his noise [noisy] then I fell asleep too 'cause we couldn't do it last night and we both took a big nap. He is not doing as bad as yesterday today but not as good as the day before that, love to all of you for reading my notes, love and God Bless, Buster and Jorge .

[LoveThem]

Jorge

I am very glad to hear you and Buster had a better night. Tuesday is almost here. The best thing to do is take it one day at a time. I hope tonight is restful for the both of you again.

Hugs and prayers

[myhrtisbrkn]

I'm praying for you two. Two more days!

[myhrtisbrkn]

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Gr .
"PLEASE REMEMERME ME".
WHEN ALL OUR TEARS HAVE REACHED THE SEA, PART OF YOU WILL LIVE IN ME, WAY DOWN DEEP INSIDE MY HEART.
THE DAYS KEEP COMING WITHOUT FAIL, NEW WIND IS GONNA FIND YOUR SAIL, THAT'S WHERE YOUR JORNEY STARTS.
YOU'LL FIND OUR LOVE STRONG AS IT EVER WAS, DEEP AS A RIVER RUNS, WARM AS THE MORNING SUN, PLEASE REMEMBER ME.
JUST LIKE THE WAVES DOWN BY THE SHORE, WE'RE GONNA KEEP ON COMIN' BACK FOR MORE, 'CAUSE WE DON'T EVER WANT TO START, OUT IN THIS BRAVE NEW WORLD YOU SEEK.
OH, THE VALLEYS AND THE PEAKS AND I CAN SEE YOU ON THE TOP, REMEMBER ME WHEN YOU ARE OUT WALKIN', WHEN SNOW FALLS HIGH OUT SIDE MY DOOR, LATE AT NIGHT WHEN YOU'RE NOT SLEEPIN'
AND MOONLIGHT FALLS ACROSS MY FLOOR, WHEN I CAN'T HURT ANYMORE, YOU'LL WILL FIND OUR LOVE STRONG AS IT EVER WAS, DEEP AS A RIVER RUNS, WARM AS THE MORNING SUN, PLEASE REMEMBER ME.
PLEASE REMEMBER ME, .

I think THAT IS ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SONGS EVER WRITTEN.

I'm sorry I haven't been online for a few days...I've had a sinus infection. But I've been thinking of you and Buster all the while.


I would call my regular vet first thing tomorrow, and ask him about increasing the dose of prednisone ( for the swelling). I agree that if he will eat and drink it is a very good sign.


I'm so sorry for what you are going through. But, you are not alone...we care very much about your precious boy, and you. You are decidedly not a nobody...anyone who cares so much about his pup is someone very special.

Dayna

[goliath]

Good morning Jorge and Buster,

One more day til the visit to the specialist. You're almost there now.

Take today and make it the very best possible. May God ease your fears and bless you with His comfort and joy in whatever the two of you decide to do together.

Hugs of wondrous joy and happiness,
Beth

[sindii&clyde]

I wish you and buster the best of luck. I really hope it's good news.