Missing You More Than Ever, My Furry. Options

[Furry's mum]

Today 3 weeks ago I was sitting in the garden with my best beloved Furry. Today it is cold & grey, which is how I feel & she isn't here to snuggle up to. I still can't believe I'll never see her again except in photo's & on the DVD'S. I find that I am getting more tearful, not less as I had hoped. Tomorrow I have to go back to work, perhaps it will be better to be out of the house all day.
But next Friday the Adoption Centre will be coming to do a home check & if I'm approved then I will be able to get another cat from them. There are 2 that I so want to bring home, but the old grey & white boy they insist has to be homed on his own as he hates other cats.
So, I will bring home "Bingo" - that name will definitely have to be changed! That is if the Vet doesn't decide she's too old & ill. They think she is between 12 & 15 years old, maybe even older. She's thin as a rake, & not eating much, but they can't find out what is wrong with her, so maybe it's just old age.
I know I am in for more heartache & grief, but the staff say she's very unlikely to get a new home. When I went yesterday to cuddle the oldies, it was the first time that she had come out of her sleeping pod - she draped herself around my neck & I could hear her purring. Then she sat on my lap for over 1/2 an hour purring all the time - it was sad to have to leave her.
I so so miss my Furry, no-one will ever replace her, but perhaps if I can give some comfort to this old lady it will ease the pain .
Thinking of you today & every day, all my love, Furry Furskin.
Judith

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