Still Hurting Options

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it's been 6 months~ and i still find myself hurting, grieving, crying at times and just missing my pretty girl!!! she was the best cat. i can't get over this pain and never had i ever thought i would love this much..... my heart feels like someone punched a big hole through it. it still hurts bad. everytime i pull up to my house she's not there and i drive down the street as slow as i can so i don't hit the million cats in my neighborhood, then i get bitter...... WHY MINE????? why don't any of these cats get hit? why did it have to be my pretty girl?? i don't understand it. i just want the pain to stop because i miss her soooo bad... my god is this normal?? does she have my heart with her? please tell me i am not the only one........