New Here, My 12 year old rat terrier Bitsy has cancer Options

[Deidre]

Hello everyone. I am new here and I just wanted someone to talk to. My rat terrier Bitsy was just diagnosed with lymphoma. She's doing really well; so far so good. But I still have a problem. I have "episodes" where I can't stop crying and I get so desperate and scared. She's not even gone yet and I'm going crazy. I'm not sure what I will do when she does pass. And I feel guilty because I have 5 others to take care of and I am more focused on her. They're not neglected by any means, but they don't get as much Mommy and me time as they used to. I just feel as though I'm failing all of them, especially Bitsy.