Tobis Death Options

[gabriel312]

Today I woke up to the terrible news from my dad, that my beloved dog Tobi had passed away at night when I was sleeping. Tobi had been for a few hours in the vet because they offer lodging to dogs and we needed him to go there because there was a dinner at home and he usually gets nervous when there is too much noise. My dad picked him up at midnight and when they were taking a walk together he suddenly dropped stiff without any warning. He died immediately.
Tobi was only three years old and apparently he had a sudden and massive heart attack. Fortunately it looked like he didn't suffer much. He was probably one of the most beautiful Golden Retrievers I've ever seen and definitely the most loving one. When we would come from a trip he would jump on us and almost begged us to pet him when he dug his head into our legs. My brother, my mom, my dad and me loved him like crazy, he was our "Tobi-Lobi". We burried him in the garden this morning under a couple of trees and between tears. I am really shocked until now and I am really sorry I couldn't hold his paw when he died or at least say goodbye and give him an extra big hug. I don't think I even noticed him on his last day :'(. The day before that I had the chance of laying in the garden with him sleeping on my belly and me contemplating the night sky. I remember thinking about death and how it would be and thought that Tobi would die in 10 years not two days later but I cherish that memory a lot.
I just pray that he has now a great place in heaven and doesn't miss us on his first night alone. Tobi, I am gonna miss you a lot and I don't know how I will hold on. I just want to lay alongside with you on the kitchen floor like we used to when I came home from school and rest together. I will be forever thankful that you cheered me up when I had my depression crisis two years ago and you showed me love. Remember Tobi that no matter what you will always be in my heart and that you don't have to feel alone. You have me on your side forever and ever. From down here I sent you a big hug and kiss to you up there and I am sure we will see each other again. I love you sweetheart.
Gabriel

RIP Tobi May 27th 2011- July 13th 2014

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