My Poor Spazzie Options

[Matts]

I am mourning the loss of one of our 2 cats whose name was spazzie; he passed over the past weekend. He was such a wonderful companion through and through. However, now i have a void/hole in my heart. And it has made a complete mess out of me. I know it has affected my brother too; but he is not showing that it has affected him; but somehow deep down inside i have a feeling it has. I however do show emotions and have tears since i found out when i got to my parents place on sunday. It was just like when i lost my moms father which will be 5 years next month; exactly the same way is how i felt when he passed; it left a hole/void in my heart and i feel the same way about losing this one cat of ours. I am upset beyond what any words can express or say.