It's Been Several Months Since I Lost My Emma Options

[EmmasMom]

I lost my dog Emma several months ago. I miss her terribly .... my life revolved around her medical (and emotional) needs for the 7 years we were together. Every day either held sorrow that she was not feeling well or great joy that it would be a good day for her. My work suffered and I had no social life, but I never doubted she was worth it. Every free minute I had was spent with Emma.

Now that she has left me, I feel like I don't care about anything. I can see it's a beautiful day and I remember the joy I felt with Emma on beautiful days. But I don't feel it anymore, just sadness that I am no longer spending this day with my precious Emma. I feel like I will never be happy again and I don't know what to do. I wish Emma was with me to help me through this as she always did. Just feeling her against me would bring me joy. And I knew it brought her job to be near me. What can ever compare to that love? Nothing.