My Love Love Options

[tammysangel]

On sunday night I had to put my 3 year old Millie to sleep. She was the most beautiful yellow lab I had ever seen both inside and out. My husband and I had got my little angel because we were struggling in our marriage together and i guess we needed to learn love again. And we saw my Millie or my nickname my love love. Such a cute pink nose we had to have her but bring her home to our pack with an alpha female named Swiss and Byron our old coon hound was going to be tough. And it truly was Swiss didnt take a liking to her at all, but my love love didnt care she was bound to make everyone love her. It didnt take long and you would see a yellow and brown ball of labs running through the woods together. Or the morning kisses she would give to Byron whether he wanted them or not. She was 55 lbs of love soft silky fur and all heart. Not only did she teach those two how special they were she fixed my husband and i too. She taught us how special we were and to always smile and have fun. If not our faces would be covered in kisses and love nibbles on our ears and noses. It was just her and i loved it. I know many can say that they had the perfect pet but i truly did, there was not a thing i would change.

This past fall she scared us half to death with eating a corn cob and getting it stuck in her tummy. I hated those eyes she gave me as i walked away from her leaving her at the vet for surgery. I vowed i would never see those eyes again because when she was with her pack she was always happy never sad always proud. However saturday night i seen those i eyes again i told her i loved her and would be back to pick her up when she was fixed again. This time though turned different she had twisted her intestines and her chances were minimal i knew she would not make it cause she was a marshmallow with the biggest heart. We decided it was time for god to have my love love back.

I never thought it would be this hard. She slept by my feet at night and i have found the last nights are restless as my feet look for her comfort and she is not there. I am trying to be happy for the rest of my pack right now but she brought so much love and joy to my heart, my house, my pack and anyone that met her.... i hope the pain starts to go away but right now i keep thinking its not fair i only got three years of[ the most pure and true love of my life.

Rest in peace my love love i cannot wait to be reunited with you some day.