Correction For Rudy, I was mistaken. Options

[Rudy's Mom]

I made a mistake about the cause of my sweet sweet angels illness. I believe I called it the Zoonotic in the first posting in August. The illness that caused his death was Leptospirosis. I would like share his pictures, and I will as soon can. I have made the mistake of becoming a workaholic to keep from facing how bad it has affected my life. And now it still feels like today or yesterday was that day. One month to the exact day is when I threw away the first thing that belonged to him. That was a prescription that kept falling out the fridge everytime we open it. I have read countless times on this website how not to many people understand the grief. Yes in the beginning people who live in my household and those close to me said they where sorry for my loss. But now when I cry (which is just about everyday), I get a look of confusion. So now I feel like I am where I need to be (here). My mind has never stopped racing trying to find a way to do something honorable in his name to help pets and their parents. Lots of ideas but no clue what to do with them. Next week I plan on calling the hotline to seek extra help to healing. Please read up on Leptospirosis and spread the word. Until next time thanks for your time and ears.