Still Sobbing A Month Later Options

[catmomof4]

I'm sure it is perfectly normal to feel the pain and grief that I am still experiencing, but it is so foreign to me. I do ok during the day. It's at night when I go to bed and I am lying there quiet that I hear him and see him. I do have other cats, 3 more, and they love to cuddle with me as soon as I lie down, which makes me think of him even more.

I try to give my other babies as much love and attention I can when I am feeling so sad and blue, and somehow, hope to comfort them as well because my oldest guy is missing him too. He spends most of his time on the computer desk. Far away from the coffee table that he and his brother always shared. It's heartbreaking because I feel his grief and depression, but have no way to help him, which makes me even sadder.

I know one day I will be able to think of Habibi and smile, but for now, my heart continues to grieve.

Here is a pic of the coffee table buddies - Habibi on the left and his big brother Pasheela on the right.

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