Can U Help Me, loss of dancer Options

[dancer]

I had too put my best friend Dancer of 11 yeaers too sleep this week..She wasn't your typical kitty..She loved being held and having her belly rubbed..Waited for me to get out of the shower so she could have her turn too drink the dripping water from the faucet..There was 2 of everything, 2 water bowls, 2 litter boxes, 2 food dishes..Kitty beds all over the h ouse I bought for us..We have survived breast cancer together...They have been loved by a animal lover since she was a little girl..My loss is great..Dasher her 11 year old friend and I are at a loss to go on with daily rituals and not be overwhelmed..Please help us...Dancer had kidney failure which happened with in a 1 week time ...This is a first for me too put a pet to sleep.. I have never felt so alone..I am giving Dasher all the love possible with new blankets and lots of attention...