Lost My Love, kidney and liver failer Options

[Murphy's Mom]

Three days ago we brought our baby into the vet to get checked out why she was not walking ok and why she was throwin up. She wouldnt eat and wouldnt play. When the vet told us she was in a serious way, we all thought maybe she would still be able to pull through. Thurday night we had to put her to sleep. She was in alot of pain and couldnt even lift her head up. I am so devestated. I can't believe she is actually gone. It was so hard this morning to wake up and not have to get her, her breakfast bone. And even harder on our other dog who always eats breakfast with her. He kept looking for her and she wasn't there. It just broke my heart. I know she is in a better place but i miss her so terribly and it hurts so much. This is the second loss we have had in 10 months. They were both my childhood pets. They grew up with me and comfurted me through so much. And now they are both gone. That is one thing they never tell you when you get a fur baby. that the loss is so painful. . . .but the life they give you while they are there is something i wouldnt trade for the world. I know it takes time to heal and that we will never stop missing her, but i just wish that i could hug her once more and give her a kiss on the head. My poor baby is gone. . . . i dont know how it will ever be the same. . . .