For My Beloved Sammy, Loss of my boy Options

[LyndaRR]

Yesterday was the worst of my life in quite a while. I lost one of my beloved ##er spaniels(I have 3). It was so sudden, I had no indication that this would happen. He started hemorrhaging on Wednesday and by Friday he died" we believed he had bit his tonque when he started bleeding. Anyway at this point I go from anger to tears.I cant look at the place that was his favorite place to sleep without crying. I keep seeing his beautiful brown eyes looking at me with such love. I dont really know what to do, I"m lost.