Missing You Scooter, It's almost 10 weeks now Options

[Shortrish]

My Dear Scooter - It's almost 10 weeks since we lost you. It doesn't seem possible. It feels just like yesterday that I would turn on a water fawcet for you and feed you your special food. I've been feeling down and sick for a while, and just don't seem to want to get up in the morning. It's a chalenge just to get up. I went to the doctor today and he gave me some samples of anti depressant. I hate taking medication, just like you used to hate it. I talk to you and hope you hear me. I hope you know how much we miss you. It's like someone yanked a huge piece of my heart out. I've done ok for awhile, but lately, the pain of losing you is getting so unbearable again, and I'm teary all the time. The seasons are changing and it's getting dark earlier. The other night, I felt a pressure on my side while I way laying in bed. I kind of hope that it was you visiting me to let me know you're still with me. I know you would like your little new brother Marcel. He does so many of the things that you did. He loves to investigate the running water like you did. I remember you fell into a tub of bath water once, and you nearly ran across the water to get out. your daddy and I laughed so much at that one. We ran after you with towels to dry you off. I know in my heart that you are in a better place for you, but , for me, the only better place would be to have you here, well and sleeping on my side agein. But, that was not God's plan for you and I have to find a way to cope with that. Until, we meet again, run and play and have fun, my funny little guy.

Love,

Your Mommy