Major Meltdown, Our Beloved Arlo Options

[keijan2001]

It will be one month this Wednesday that Arlo left us, and I had the worst meltdown last night. I went to bed, and as I lay there I realized how much I missed having him laying on me while I slept (my "protector") and I started crying uncontrollably for almost an hour. Needless to say I had various nightmares all night lone (at least Arlo wasn't in them). Even now as I (try) to type, my eyes are tearing up. I try to tell myself that Arlo realized we have so much love to give to the down-and-out, and he wanted another animal to be able to share in it. I am not ready for another furkid.