Horrid Dreams Of Loss, Jack's gone 1 week Options

[loneredhorse]

I only had Jack for a short 7 years. He survived Chemo 2 years ago and did well until early summer. His heart just went into failure and he slowed down over a period of weeks and last sunday he just stopped in my arms. I stayed home during my vacation in August just to be with him. He is the youngest of my 3 dogs. The remaining two are large and elderly. I needed him to be around when they got old and went. He was the love of my life, my baby boy and all I do now is wake up soaking wet with dreams of total loss of everything. Little sympathy with friends or family. They all have partners or spouses or something. I had Jack and am lucky to still have my Golden and my Mutt mix. But the hurt is... Well, you all know. That's why we are here. Thanks for having a place to express. Couldn't even type last week.