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Melanie
post Jul 29 2005, 05:36 AM
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6 am and the house is quiet. Only the second morning since my puppy died and I can't hold myself together. Mornings were Stewart and I's favorie time together. My husband would be getting ready for work and just before he was about to leave he would say "The puppy is up". With one eye open I would sleepily go into the living room and hear him barking and jumping in his crate. All of a sudden I would be overcome with joy and be wide awake. I would open his crate and he wouldn't know what to do ,he wanted to play but he had to go "potty" so bad. So after a while he would go to the door, quickly do his thing and want to go back in the house. Immediatly he would run right into my room and stand up trying to get on my bed (he was still to little to get up there by himself). I would go in there and put him on the bed with me.He would be so excited and I felt the same. We would play under the blankets and he would lick my face. He would try to nip but I was still teaching him "No biting" But at that time alone in the morning, I relalized how much Both of us loved being together. We woul play like that until one of the kids woke up(I have 3) and then off he would go to play with them. It's amazing how 6 weeks of mornings can become such a joyful habit. I miss him so much and this morning I feel like there is an empty space in my heart. All day I miss him but our mornings together are gon and I'm not sure if I will be ever to get over that..... Thank you for listening
Melanie


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Stewart, my beloved golden retriever puppy, died on July 27, 2005 after a fatal heart defect was detected. He was only 13 weeks old. Although our time together was short he will live on in my heart and my life will never be the same.
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