So Lonely, I miss my Herbie Options

[Myangelherbie]

It has been 2 weeks and 1 day since he left us, I am at my grandparents house tonight, where Herbie once lived. We brought my puppy over, and I went to put some water in his water bowl, not realizing it wasn't there. That was a horrible moment, just staring at the empty space where his water bowl should be, filled with ice water. The house feels so empty, not having him here. I keep thinking oh maybe he is just sleeping on the couch, I miss him alot, this is the first time I have cried in a week, I knew I would, and tommorow staying here without his sleeping a foot away from me at all times will be unbearable. I miss the times he would scratch at the guest door so he could sleep on the bed in there, and I would wake up and put him on the bed, just so he was happy, and the times he would have the bursts of playfulness and act like a clueless puppy. I swore I heard the noise he makes when he dreams a few minutes ago, but it must have been a mistake.

-Tori