Its Over, He's no longer in pain. Options

[dodger5277]

At the last moment meatball was nice to me again.

He saved me from the anguishing drive to the vet.

He went into culvulsions and died next to me in bed.
I talked to him all night, rubbed his back and his nose, between the eyes, Oh man did he used to love that.
He would let out a heartbreaking moan, but iwas determined to stay with him
I cried during, but immediately afterwards I was calm, he's with my dad.
Tomorrow might be another story.
last thing I said to him was "I love you. "
It didnt last very long, but was hard to see.
The body, is going to the vet to see if it happen to be rabies, for saftey.
That is no longer him, its where he used to live.
He even gave a reason to have a small consoling smile in death.
When i picked up his body his paw went up to my nose, as to say "No kisses"

Goodbye, Meatball I will love you even after Im gone.
David