I Need To Know, what i would ask my dying cat Options

[dodger5277]

Hi,
I just signed up, althought ive seen this page for a little while now.
Ihave a cat who is dying in my bed. where he slept almost nightly for 9 or more years
and we're basically waiting.
Im not quite homebound but, i usually dont leave the house for upto a week at a time.
and cant work. My best friend is my roomate but he works 2 jobs. so he is gone alot.
Of course this means my cat Meatball, is my biggest source of company and affection, which i need.
and I think only people here can understand what he means to me.
I have the usual questions: "Could I have done more, better?"
"Did I do right by him?" "did I let him go too soon?"
"Will I be able to get another 1 like him?" "Would I love it the same?"
"Would he want me too?"
BUT the 1 Question that is tearing my heart out and kepping me in tears constantly is:
"Does he know how much i love him, and what he means to me??"
I desperately want him to know before its too late.
Ive'd asked my Dad (who passed on in 2000) to please take care of him until i can again.
Lonliness is my worst fear.
Thnaks for listening.
David