Im New And Grieving Options

[leannaschmidt]

Today an accident in our bunny's cage left her paralyzed and ultimately led to me having to have her euthanized. I was with her during her final moments and i've gotta say, i thought i was benefiting her by being there but, I cant shake off the moment she looked at me and breathed her last breath in my arms and when the vet said "She's done." I feel like i've been hit with a thousand tons of bricks. For those of you who wonder, to watch the life slowly drain out of your pet is the most traumatizing thing to go through. Part of you says "I dont want them to die alone with a stranger." and part of you wishes afterwards, that you wouldnt have put yourself through it. This is so confusing.